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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
I'm going to begin phasing off my social media as I am routinely finding I am not in a good place and that access to these platforms is having a strongly negative effect on my mental health. Hopefully forever. Those who I want to hear from I already have their DMs.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
“The world is better with you in it!” Well sure but what the fuck do I get out of it? Everyone is so goddamn obsessed with having me around—and everyone is really invested in making sure I know I’m not their problem.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
my inner child to me for the last 2 years.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
who's studying how the process of industrialization has marginalized neurodivergent people by shifting the social paradigm to be as interchangeable as possible to fit demands for labour? links?
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
Wellness Industrial Complex tells us that if we need to ask for help, we do not deserve it.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
What do I have to lose?
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
What I took out of this is that I think it's funny that "Gamers" feel like chosen artistic medium of escapism is important to the progression of cultural identity in the slightest. I like video games... But I don't go to video games expecting that any of them will hold any lasting relevance.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I find myself putting my phone on airplane mode just to control when I get notifications. Is that normal?
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Sarah Tolcser @tolcser.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
In case anyone was wondering how it’s going over on American Girl doll Instagram
User @backintimeag: 
The text “Kirsten will be happy when ICE gets the fuck out of Minnesota” over a picture of 1850s immigrant and Minnesota-dwelling doll character Kirsten Larson in the snow.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Honestly I think I would prefer to live in a matriarchy. I don't really think that would make everything automatically perfect, like there would still be conflict and injustice in different ways; I also think we would need to rely on a little less cognitive dissonance to make it through the day.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I have a friend for whom I have harboured some incredibly strong feelings... Yet with me in an extraordinarily messy mental health situation... I don't feel comfortable being open about this because I don't have any emotional stability to offer. I am deeply afraid of people seeing me as a burden.
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Jan Falk (ThistleArts) @thistlearts.bsky.social · 10/01/2026
I feel seen
a meme with two hands holding words : "the deep desire to be creative" vs "the inherent need to recover my energy from surviving reality"
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
This is such a lame ad... I mean... there's a 0-Effort photographer. Was this shot on a phone? I dunno who she is, but she's giving us nothing. And—I swear to god—is that just a clear plastic solo cup? Did no one wanna head to a thrift store or just buy an actual crystal glass as a prop?
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Can heaven be crowded? It is eternal, and also perfect. If something is crowded, it cannot be perfect. If something is eternal, then all those who have gone to heaven will be there. Heaven cannot be perfect if it is crowded. Erica, this is theologically nonsense.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Maybe I'm just sad in general right now, but my schadenfreude is by far outweighed that some tech dorks are slated to loose 14 *billion. Just gone. Not really in the economy anymore. Everyone threw money at it and nothing happened. But try to get money into something that helps and you get crickets.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
Friendly reminder that you CAN safe word yourself. And if you do, you should probably respect it.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
*What’s a comic book costume you know is terrible but you love it anyways?* it was so ridiculously extra, especially by the highly sexualized standard of the 90s and early 2000s... but she ate it. Didn't even TRY to present realistically... and honestly I kinda miss that about older costumes.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
Hold on I realized it might be funnier like this.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
Part of the problem is that nobody talks about it, but what the fuck is Wyoming?
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himbobottomus.bsky.social @himbobottomus.bsky.social · 16/01/2026
this is the sickest shit ive ever seen
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LorennaCleary.bsky.social @lorennacleary.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
The absolute accuracy of this.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
I dunno what it is, but the redundancy of a fursona wearing a puppy hood drives me absolutely nuts.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 15/01/2026
There are only two possibilities on the inside of the box; the dead cat or the breathing one. Seems like an interaction between two sets of realities: two on the inside, and fractally repeating exterior with so many cats in so many boxes.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 15/01/2026
I just gad a conversation with myself for about 20 minute seconds where I said: "Wow... they made the internet suck..." to myself, whilst all of myself agrees uniformly in the shocked realization that this was, in fact, true.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 13/01/2026
Fuck yeah.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 11/01/2026
You can't trust white history because the Holy Roman Empire, was neither Roman, was certainly not holy, and also wasn't really that much of an empire either...
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 11/01/2026
I want to watch House of Cards again for Robin Wright.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 10/01/2026
One thing I really like about modern classical music is that it seems very invested in revisiting and incorporating components of folk music and applying it to compositional theory, but also modern pop styles.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 07/01/2026
I think the word is out by now: it's ethically impossible to live in the world today. Industry has propped us upon a lifestyle that requires industry to function. Is it any surprise that so many millennials see the solution to this to exist as little as possible?
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 07/01/2026
Okay, don't lie.... There *is* part of you that's a little bit sad that you didn't make it into the 28 Club, isn't there?
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 07/01/2026
Part of me DOES empathize with the "AI-Artist" crew. Society has devalued art in lieu of commodified hustle. Or, as a symbol of status for having the ABILITY to be relaxed to the point of creative flow due to comfortable finances and available time. I see that as the bigger problem.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
Okay but seriously? Rothbart? I aways liked what he had going on. I got his thing. I got why he was absolutely miserable about these people and their *problems* for no reason. Honestly. Diva.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
The objectively better game show format would have been: "Are You More Emotionally Regulated Than a 5th Grader."
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it's_my_potty🧤 @oldbaby.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
lol mister beast is mom from futurama
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 02/01/2026
Waiting on the cultural yaasificaiton of Van Gogh were he is re-developed into a figure who committed himself to paint out of staunch defiance to sensibilities of the day, and not someone who would, on the wrong day, would internalize a someone's RBF to indicate his worthlessness.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 02/01/2026
I think one of our next big hurdles as a society is to recognize the difference between people who are fragile from people who are just dramatic.
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Codex O'Healey Melcher @codexohm.com · 01/01/2026
Giving people art they want will only ever—at best—satisfy them. It will never inspire them. That is what AI will never be built to understand.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 01/01/2026
I think the reason my atheist stint was only about a few years in my late teens and early 20s is because I just lost interest in it. There's nothing intellectually stimulating about it, as much as, at the time, people who self-described as atheist did so to project intelligence.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 31/12/2025
Following the separation from J, I was told it takes about two years to *begin* recover from complex trauma when separated from its source. Meanwhile, the last two years have been a matter of realizing that things are much worse than what I had convinced myself it wasn't as bad as I knew it was.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 31/12/2025
Shut up about 2026. It’s just a date that alledgedly marks an occasion for us all to prepare ourselves to feel shitty. 2026 doesn’t exist. The world doesn’t revolve around the Gregorian calendar, and I don’t care to hear how it’s gonna be different or the same. Make some art. Dates don’t matter.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
I need more furry porn in my life. Not even fetish stuff. Just casual furry porn.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
Of course it's artists who value conviction over income.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
CW: suicide. The point of societal empathy is silly to me. We abhor suicide—but what for? We claim it's because we do not want to see suffering. And yet we're in a condition where things are only going to get worse, and we are told we need to accept that.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
FFS this app is depressing.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 28/12/2025
What's funny about industrialism is that we are implored to give credit and thanks to it for things like penicillin and indoor plumbing, as if it could never happen under any other ideology. And yet the aqueducts in England could yet outlast everything built in the last 200 years.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
Still waiting on the dark and gritty remake of Deepthroat, where Linda Lovelace has superpowers.
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ntherrgott.bsky.social @ntherrgott.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
This is sudden as fuck. And also the kind of reaction that I haven’t yet seen in artistic awards… But also very sad because though I haven’t played it, this game seems very beloved.
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Paul Tobin @paultobin.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
Kate Bush, with Bonnie and Clyde
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Bill Grueskin @bgrueskin.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
Ahmed al Ahmed, the man who tackled one of the Bondi killers, became an Australian citizen 3 years ago. His deed was "his way of conveying his gratitude for staying in Australia, for being granted citizenship." He took 5 bullets, and fears he'll lose his left arm. www.smh.com.au/national/nsw...
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