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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I wish I could pin a repost because this is how it makes me feel so often.

Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I think my treatment team should let me in on my calorie prescription so I can eat it correctly and not feel like I’m overeating when I’m not at program. I think this will work well and not be bad at alllll. Yes definitely do this please do this. Trust it will work 🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I miss my ED spaces 💔💔💔☹️☹️☹️ come back to me guys I need to relapse again so I can come back onto here fully 💔💔

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I’m so anxious and a mess and I want to relapse ughhh

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

They wrapped me in the fucking fruit wrapper goddamn

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

“Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?!”

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

I’m gonna relapse once I’m out of treatment, I’m so sick of this shit.

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

I so tired of not being listened to by my providers. I’m actually gonna fucking k!ll mys3lf fucking hell

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Miss you too, hope things get better 🩶🩶

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

Fighting the nausea demons now though 💔💔💔

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I ate dinner and kept it down!!! Recovery win or whatever 😛

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Gosh she’s literally so tiny that’s insane….

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Morning! Hope your day goes well 🩶🩶

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Oh yeah I get what you mean it just resonates with me a lot

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Sara wtf 💔💔💔💔🥲🥲🥲🥲. I mean true but that is a crazy saying (if it translated correctly, my phone says it translated from Romanian but idk if it actually did maybe it’s a glitch)

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Every now and again I check if my ex blocked me. Every time he hasn’t. Idk if I want him to or not. Idk which is the better answer. Do I want him to hate me? Do I want to hate him? Do I want to throw up? Yes to that one!

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I was purging last night and all I could think of is how it felt the same as when I was raped. Literally disgusting it gives me a migraine to think about (I was raped orally for context so this makes sense but still)

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Good morning chat my ed is ALIVE AND AWAKE today!!!!!! 🥲🥲🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

ONE BITCH STOLE MY (not actually my) TABLE DESK WTF

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

There’s at least 3 new people joining my PHP program today or tomorrow it’s so over. I mean yay for them getting help but also I hate change

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Guys my nutritionist is upping my intake it’s so over I’m actually going to throw up 💔💔💔💔

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Father’s Day + summer solstice = I’m actually gonna explode AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

My stomach hurts SO BAD 💔💔💔💔☹️☹️☹️☹️

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Guys they made group chats on here……

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

The migraine of terror and hell and fear and anxiety and depression and stress and vomiting everywhere

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

This makes me so happy. I love watching my moots with kids care for them so lovingly, especially because I know people who neglect their kids because of their own mental health, which makes me so mad. Im sure these will turn out awesome and ur kiddo will love them.

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I feel like those are foods known for making people gassy so I guess that makes sense?? Idk much about the nutritional aspect of it but I know all those foods are known to cause gas

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

DUDE ITS SO GOOOD. my partner got it for me when it first came out because he’s like “ur punk, you need it!” And omg that’s so sweet

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Not-approved-by-my-treatment-team pre PHP monster ultra fo’ todayyyy

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Thanks, I appreciate your kindness 🩶🩶🩶. Wishing the best for you too, this shit sucks

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Noxx @noxtheghostdude.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

hi this is my backup follow this pls okay thanks

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Drunkorexic era how I miss you….. (I don’t miss my situation at that time AT ALL but alcohol as my only source of calories sounds really great rn)

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Self harm and a full ED relapse. I’m lowkey recovering from my ED right now but it fucking sucks ass and I hate it so much. I’m not strong enough for this 💔💔😞😞😔

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Relapse is calling to me like a gr!ndr bootycall bro I NEED IT SO BAD

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

Hooked up with a guy last night. I feel like the only way I can be loveable is when I’m like that. Men only want my body and it’s all I have to give

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

Ate breakfast today, feel gross. I feel like I’m the fattest ugliest person at treatment and that makes me want to kaay emm ess

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

The abdominal pain of fear and uncertainty

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Idk but me too bro I love me a good pb&j….. or an uncrustable…. Mmmmmm

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Guys please recover when you can because if you don’t you’ll be like me, getting an endoscopy at the age of 20 at 8 in the morning with nurses pitying you telling you you’re too young for this operation and being in the hospital for the past 3 days. I’m so tired.

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

My first lunch here being a restaurant day is genuinely evil what the fuck

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Everyone here is sicker and skinnier than me I don’t belong here.

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Nox || 🐛🏙️ @noxtheghostguy.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

As a fairly curvy guy, you are so lucky. It’s so over for me bro 💔💔

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