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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

So often I tell myself I'm not that fat or gainer-brained but then my boy sets me straight- "So if I took your fridge/freezer and snack cabinet and kitchen-sized trash can out of your office you'd be cool with that?" Hell no! fuck! I'm a real fattie after all... 😣💛

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

One day I'll fill this thing up... 🩵 #NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I get sad looking at old pics and knowing I've lost weight, knowing when I take new ones now I'm smaller than I was. I gotta remind myself that's fuckin dumb, I'm softer than ever even if I am lighter. And that this is just temporary and I'm gonna get heavy and huge again one day 😤😋

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

My boy finally got proof. She does this every time I sleep... she's addicted. It's either her fluffy butt in my face and kneading my belly and thighs or she's flipped around, asleep and drooling on my face with love 😭 babe, you're cute, but pleeeaasseee

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

When your boy jiggles your face like it's a belly, makes ya wobble anytime you try and lay with him and has favorite handfuls of back squish to stim with /////

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I was called a fucking dumpling yesterday /pos

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Boy dinner (snack) and proof of life (rolls) ♥ I've been addicted to fresh mozz and olive oil lately ough.. so good... And gotta have a pint any time I can 😋 #NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

Swapped furniture so my bed is in the same room as my office- first thing my boy does is lay spread out while I'm working. I clearly must join- we CLEARLY must cuddle. He MUST give my belly squeezes and rubs 😙💛

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Barely- the HVAC to our house went out over the 4th and we got another 4 days left to figure out what's wrong 🥵 (Thankfully, my office as AC but only my office u-u) Hope ya'll are stayin cooler than I am lol

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

It's just hard for me to gain, so it hit hard when I lost over 40lbs in barely two months 😭 (1, I'm poor 2, my metabolism is too dang active) But thank you for your words >/3/> I got 2lbs back this week so that's somethin 😊

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Got a few of these- sorry ya'll that I never said anything. My husband has been dealing with chronic headaches/pain and more the last few months. So I've been caring for him and we've been busy with doctors/life u-u Technically okay, just overwhelmed and busy 💔

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Getting jealous of someone who only burns 50-60 active calories a day when I'm stuck hitting 700 calories burned (with 3100 burned 'resting energy') and yet all I do is desk work and walk around the house 😭 I wish I could donate my metabolism, please, someone, anyone, take it awaaaay 💀

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

Naaaah not me. I either give smaller clothes away or give um to my boys if they want. I like stuff that fits just right or I wear no clothes at all beyond boxers >>" Prefer to live a comfy life 😌

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

Feelin pleasantly fat this friday 😊 Ignore the posture, it's candid, I was trying to get comfy x/( #NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

When the boys call up the stairs 'Are you ok up there? Why are you struggling?' And me fuckin huffing and puffing because I'm putting my socks on by myself...

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Always desk loungin~ I just love how fat my arms and hands arrre ☺️

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Ooh... I haven't left my house in years, let alone my office much the last few months 💦 No confidence speeches from me- I'm too scared of the world tbh lol (even when I was 130lbs). I don't get self conscious on my appearance tho? But I DO get anxious when others see how outta shape I am >//>""

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

I eat the same things over and over ._." 90% of the time I eat food in a daily rotation, somethin every 2 hours. (Donuts, boost, ramen, boost, snack time, boost, misc dinner, dessert then repeat) Gets kinda monotonous at times but it works 😤

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Yes... it's one of the reasons I moved my office upstairs >>" Going down once, fine. Going up? Hard. Going up AND down within 5 minutes? I need to sit for a second to catch my breath 💦 And to think I lived in a high rise once and ran up multiple flights...

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Personal hygiene stuff- One of my boys offering to help with my toenails cause I can't reach them 😭💛 I spent 40min yesterday trying to do it myself but my thighs don't let me bend and reach like they should- anyone else have this issue? Never see it talked about x0 Just real fuckin sweet of them 🥲

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Sometimes ya gotta grab 'n jostle yourself to refocus >//> #NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

My boys are starting to exercise (good!) but one of them is trying to make me join them xc (I stretch! That's good enough?) The other? Just started at me, patted my stomach and ass and just said, "You need to keep going~"

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

-and it will be right next to my bedroom and bathroom and I won't have to use the stairs hardly ever or tend to the front door and I'll have my fridge up there and a mini living room with a TV and couch and my whole office- I'm looking forward to my uh, growth this year 😳

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

When I complain that he should stop sleeping on the couch, this is how he fuckin says goodnight to me...

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

When your husband says 'is it rude to lovingly compare you to a soft strawberry cow...' I mean... NO 💦

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

I just wanted to show how clingy she is and now my chat is busy pointing out how my cat is NOT the subject of the photo they were excited to see =3=

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

All these chubby fingers are good for is drawin and eatin 😋

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

Favorite part about going up a size is my boy bringing in packages for me, opening it up and holding the shirt/pant/etc. and going 'This is way too big for you...?' to which I proceed to put it on and it fits just right LOL

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

I lost a good few pounds while helping my boy through his little surgery era over the holidays. But I HAVE bounced back and I'm 1lb shy of where I was before~ So definitely back to puttin on some new weight again x)

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

😊: I order some boost cause it's been helping me out 😲: A friend orders off my wishlist another case 😵‍💫: Someone learns this and decides to send me 3 more ...24 x 5 = 120 cartons of VHC... Give me twenty days to drink those up 😋

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

Every time I mention I am craving salad or 'fresh food' my roomie is just baffled, "It's a fucking miracle you're a fattie..." Bruh, one, just cause I got fat doesn't mean I don't eat fruits and veg and two, I'm no where near fat enough 😤 LOL but ty ty for the compliment?

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

Yes and no? I'm empathetic towards people who are insecure but I can't say I've felt/experienced negativity myself. Seeing as how I've never been big til recently and only two people (who are very positive) even KNOW I've tripled my weight in 3 years. Family and old friends have no idea ._." Soo....

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

Dealt with a fridge swap this week and I feel like I've been eating scraps, trying to empty it for an easy transition, and tryin to avoid buying food man sdfghj Worst feeling ever - restraint... 😣 Thankfully it's over this evening, time to build up a grocery cart for tomorrow 😋

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

Sorry I'm slow to post pics lately, I've been busy working on comic pages and dealing with this cuddle buddy... (he just lays on me for hours ._.")

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

When my boy walks in and stops me from workin- reminding me I need to eat- I need to keep my thighs and belly plush and my face fat- that he refuses to let me lose a single pound-

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

When I get a new rolling kitchen stool and the first thing my boy says when unpacking is 'Now don't bust the wheels on this one too.' 😭 I got one with a higher weight limit and sturdier wheels don't bully meee

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 29/12/2025

Starting to feel my belly rest further on my thighs when sitting, pushing my legs apart just a bit further- it's always exciting when growing FEELS noticeable 😵‍💫😳

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

We have our old desk chairs in the house by the 'dining table' and I went to sit in one, INSTANTLY noticed it wasn't my old one cause I had to wedge into it- "I knew this one wasn't mine, the arm rests aren't stretched out on this." "Most people stretch out a shirt, not a CHAIR..." he says =////="

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

CW Health? Taking things a bit slower 'n I feel all around good~ My heart rate dropped from 110 to 88 for my average, I'm losing less calories per day, I'm cooking more and moving with ease around my home -w- I think from here on out I DO wanna gain but I'm aiming for more 'reasonable' results...

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

So many questions lately about fashion... guys I do not leave my front door ;v; It doesn't matter to me. I gave up wearing jeans I suppose cause they hurt like hell around the waist. But other than that, clothes haven't changed for me besides size. I love wearing tanks now -w- But that's about it.

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

Aw thanks dude x) But I just ate *more*. Drank gainer shakes and VHC, ate big meals I cooked up myself. Ate a shitton of ice cream lol My snacks were ridiculous, I'm talking eating cheese logs lol >>"" Counting calories and figuring out how much you need to eat per day to gain is always the key.

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Ate too much pasta and the last of the cheesecake bites for dinner. I'm leaning back, digestin, when my boy reaches over and holds my sweatpants out so I have more space- he's rubbin my lower belly sad that it's all indented from the pant seams asddsfgzxc siiiiiir....

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

When the boy tries to make cheesecake bites for their work and fails miserably (Taste? Great. Looks? Atrocious...) so I get to eat them for breakfast 😋

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

Ya'll know how to remind me I AM big when I'm feelin small about myself. Thank yooouu = w =

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

A few weeks of relaxin on the stuffings has me so damn jiggly dudes, if only I could find a good way to show my thighs too, but look how empty I am u - u Time for fuckin lunchh~ #NoxGains

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Two weeks into eating more affordably and I'm starvin daily, I can't keep my weight up, I don't wanna live this life LOL Deep hunger hurts man D: OW... I would love for some more stuffings it's just a matter of $$$ u - u

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Noxel ✦ @noxelsauce.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Ha, thank youu~ When I put my stomach to it, I can achieve my goals 😤😋

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