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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Funny how easily people say things they never have 2 live with,They get 2 walk away while you carry the sentence for years.I've become gud at pretending none of it matters That's probably the saddest part.I can laugh while I'm hurting.I can have a conversation while something inside me is screaming

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I used to think people left because I wasn't enough. Now I think they left because they could. There is a difference. One makes you hate yourself. The other makes you wonder why you ever handed anyone the power to decide your worth. Still, I remember every door I opened for someone.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

They found the parts of me that still believed I could be loved. And they broke those too. Another window. Another wall. Another piece of the ceiling falling into the darkness. Until eventually, I stopped repairing anything. I just sat inside and listened to the rain come through the roof.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I used to be beautiful. At least, I think I was. There were flowers once. There was laughter. There were rooms filled with sunlight and a heart that believed people who said, “I'll never hurt you.” Then they came inside. One person at a time. I opened the door because I thought that's what you did

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I think of myself as a house. Not the kind with warm lights glowing through the windows, not the kind where someone waits behind the door to welcome you home. I mean an old house at the end of a forgotten road, with broken windows, rotting floors, and a front door that doesn't quite close anymore.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I've mastered the art of laughing at the right time, of saying “I'm good” with a voice that doesn't sound like it's begging to be believed. I've learned how to wipe my face before anyone walks in. How to turn my sadness into silence. How to make my pain small enough to fit inside a sentence

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Why can someone look directly into my eyes, see that I'm already breaking, and still decide to push a little harder? Maybe they don't see it. Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I've gotten too good at hiding the cracks.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

They call me too emotional. Too needy. Too much. So I learned to swallow my tears. I learned to say “I'm fine” when I'm falling apart. I learned to disappear quietly so nobody could accuse me of needing too much. But nobody asks what happens to a person who keeps everything inside

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I don't ask for much. I don't need someone to fix my life. Sometimes I just need somebody to sit beside me in the darkness and say, “You don't have to face this alone.” But instead, when I finally gather enough courage to say that I'm hurting, people make me feel like I'm the problem.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Why am I so easy to hurt? Why does everyone seem to know exactly where my heart is weakest, and somehow still choose to push there? I walk through this world carrying things I never talk about, smiling with a heart that has been breaking for so long I don't even remember what whole feels like.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Totally understandable, I don't mind having you as a friend if you dont mind ,I see you dont allow dm can you slide into my dm instead

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

That's crazy ,I am glad you survived that

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Are you anything like this people?

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Why does everyone treat me like shit, Like I’m a burden they’re tired of carrying? Like my pain is something they can ignore, And my tears are just another thing to avoid? I never asked for the world to be perfect. I never asked everyone to understand. I just wanted someone to listen

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I apologize if I was offensive, I only said that because that's how I always get treated, even you won't reply my texts

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

As usual no one want to talk to me unless its in the comment section

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I wish I had good people around me

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had a job waiting for me, And I was counting down the days, Dreaming of a little stability, A life beyond these endless ways. I imagined waking up with purpose, Putting on my clothes with pride, Leaving behind the nights of worry, And the tears I tried to hide.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

It's sad but you are totally right

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Because even a broken heart can beat again. Even a wounded soul can learn to breathe. And even someone who has been falling apart in silence can someday find the strength to put the pieces back together.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

It hurts when you’re already tired, And finally find a door, Only to feel it close before You ever reach the floor. I’m not asking life for everything, Just one chance to make things right, One place to earn my living, One reason to sleep at night.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had been holding on so tightly, To the promise of a better day, And now I’m left with disappointment And the things I couldn’t say I wanted to tell them I was ready That I would give my best, That I was more than all my struggles,More than this unfinished test But the morning came and passed me by

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had a job waiting for me, A chance to start again, A little light inside the dark, A reason to believe I could win. I pictured myself waking up, Putting on my clothes with pride, Walking through those doors at last, With hope I could no longer hide.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Thanks for your kind words ,I will definitely be happy if you could reply my dm

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I haven't met anyone who understands me like you do ,i see you dont like Dm's but please I would love to connect with you

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Its hard no one what's to help and everyone treats to like shit, all I bed for is a little nudge

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I listen to those ordinary sounds like they belong to another life. Because my nights are different. My nights are spent trying to make a seat comfortable, trying to find a position where my body hurts a little less, trying to sleep without thinking about where I will be tomorrow.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

At night, I park somewhere I hope is safe, turn off the engine, and sit in the silence of everything I have lost. The world keeps moving around me. People drive home. Lights come on in windows. Families sit around tables, and somewhere, someone is saying, “Goodnight, I love you.”

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I never imagined I would learn the shape of loneliness from the inside of a car. I never imagined my home would become a place I have to hide, a place where I fold my clothes and my pain into the same small space.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Can I slide into your dm ? Maybe be you will understand me better, I have no one to talk to ,ever since I lost my store to the la fire my world has been crashing

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Tried texting you but i noticed you dont allow messages, I'll be glad if you can text me instead

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

It hasn't eased at all ,lost my antique to the la fire last year ever since that incident my world has been crashing

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Its been more than a year now and it hasn't passed

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Well honestly? Even people on here pretend they care and pretend they are good people until they here your story and struggles then they start becoming distant

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Trust me I dont wish to give up myself,but life is not giving me a break at all,well yes I wish I has someone to talk but everyone seems to give me a distance like I am a plague

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

How can I fly again When even a broken bird needs a nordge to fly again Everyday I go out there ans strive as hard as I can yet nothing Please reply my messages ,having someone to talk to gets my mind off all my misfortune

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Then please help me if you can ,save a life

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I am at the verge of giving up ill be glad if you can help me

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

So now, when I need to tell someone I'm breaking, I hesitate with the words in my chest. I wonder if you'll comfort me gently, or make me feel worse than the rest. I wonder why kindness feels so expensive, why compassion comes with a price. Why people can watch you fall apart

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

And the worst part was not that you couldn't save me, or that you didn't have enough to give. It was the way you treated me for asking, as if my suffering made me less worthy to live. I never asked you to carry my whole world I never asked you to fix every scar I only wanted someone to sit beside me

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

But somehow, my tears became an inconvenience, my struggles became something you could dismiss. You made me feel foolish for needing a shoulder, as if asking for kindness was too much to wish. I told you I was hurting, and you made me feel like I was weak.

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