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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Funny how easily people say things they never have 2 live with,They get 2 walk away while you carry the sentence for years.I've become gud at pretending none of it matters That's probably the saddest part.I can laugh while I'm hurting.I can have a conversation while something inside me is screaming

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I used to think people left because I wasn't enough. Now I think they left because they could. There is a difference. One makes you hate yourself. The other makes you wonder why you ever handed anyone the power to decide your worth. Still, I remember every door I opened for someone.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

They found the parts of me that still believed I could be loved. And they broke those too. Another window. Another wall. Another piece of the ceiling falling into the darkness. Until eventually, I stopped repairing anything. I just sat inside and listened to the rain come through the roof.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I used to be beautiful. At least, I think I was. There were flowers once. There was laughter. There were rooms filled with sunlight and a heart that believed people who said, “I'll never hurt you.” Then they came inside. One person at a time. I opened the door because I thought that's what you did

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I think of myself as a house. Not the kind with warm lights glowing through the windows, not the kind where someone waits behind the door to welcome you home. I mean an old house at the end of a forgotten road, with broken windows, rotting floors, and a front door that doesn't quite close anymore.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I've mastered the art of laughing at the right time, of saying “I'm good” with a voice that doesn't sound like it's begging to be believed. I've learned how to wipe my face before anyone walks in. How to turn my sadness into silence. How to make my pain small enough to fit inside a sentence

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Why can someone look directly into my eyes, see that I'm already breaking, and still decide to push a little harder? Maybe they don't see it. Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I've gotten too good at hiding the cracks.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

They call me too emotional. Too needy. Too much. So I learned to swallow my tears. I learned to say “I'm fine” when I'm falling apart. I learned to disappear quietly so nobody could accuse me of needing too much. But nobody asks what happens to a person who keeps everything inside

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I don't ask for much. I don't need someone to fix my life. Sometimes I just need somebody to sit beside me in the darkness and say, “You don't have to face this alone.” But instead, when I finally gather enough courage to say that I'm hurting, people make me feel like I'm the problem.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Why am I so easy to hurt? Why does everyone seem to know exactly where my heart is weakest, and somehow still choose to push there? I walk through this world carrying things I never talk about, smiling with a heart that has been breaking for so long I don't even remember what whole feels like.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Why does everyone treat me like shit, Like I’m a burden they’re tired of carrying? Like my pain is something they can ignore, And my tears are just another thing to avoid? I never asked for the world to be perfect. I never asked everyone to understand. I just wanted someone to listen

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had a job waiting for me, And I was counting down the days, Dreaming of a little stability, A life beyond these endless ways. I imagined waking up with purpose, Putting on my clothes with pride, Leaving behind the nights of worry, And the tears I tried to hide.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Because even a broken heart can beat again. Even a wounded soul can learn to breathe. And even someone who has been falling apart in silence can someday find the strength to put the pieces back together.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

It hurts when you’re already tired, And finally find a door, Only to feel it close before You ever reach the floor. I’m not asking life for everything, Just one chance to make things right, One place to earn my living, One reason to sleep at night.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had been holding on so tightly, To the promise of a better day, And now I’m left with disappointment And the things I couldn’t say I wanted to tell them I was ready That I would give my best, That I was more than all my struggles,More than this unfinished test But the morning came and passed me by

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had a job waiting for me, A chance to start again, A little light inside the dark, A reason to believe I could win. I pictured myself waking up, Putting on my clothes with pride, Walking through those doors at last, With hope I could no longer hide.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I listen to those ordinary sounds like they belong to another life. Because my nights are different. My nights are spent trying to make a seat comfortable, trying to find a position where my body hurts a little less, trying to sleep without thinking about where I will be tomorrow.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

At night, I park somewhere I hope is safe, turn off the engine, and sit in the silence of everything I have lost. The world keeps moving around me. People drive home. Lights come on in windows. Families sit around tables, and somewhere, someone is saying, “Goodnight, I love you.”

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I never imagined I would learn the shape of loneliness from the inside of a car. I never imagined my home would become a place I have to hide, a place where I fold my clothes and my pain into the same small space.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

So now, when I need to tell someone I'm breaking, I hesitate with the words in my chest. I wonder if you'll comfort me gently, or make me feel worse than the rest. I wonder why kindness feels so expensive, why compassion comes with a price. Why people can watch you fall apart

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

And the worst part was not that you couldn't save me, or that you didn't have enough to give. It was the way you treated me for asking, as if my suffering made me less worthy to live. I never asked you to carry my whole world I never asked you to fix every scar I only wanted someone to sit beside me

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

But somehow, my tears became an inconvenience, my struggles became something you could dismiss. You made me feel foolish for needing a shoulder, as if asking for kindness was too much to wish. I told you I was hurting, and you made me feel like I was weak.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I did not come to you with a perfect story, or a smile that could hide every scar I came with a heart that was tired of pretending, and a life that had already been too hard. I came because I thought you would listen, because I thought my pain mattered too. I came with the little strength I had left

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

My pillow isn't really a pillow— it's whatever I can fold beneath my head. My closet is a few bags in the backseat, and my bathroom is wherever I can find somewhere safe. People pass me every morning without knowing my story.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

The engine is silent, but my thoughts are screaming. I stare through the windshield at houses glowing with warm lights, wondering what it feels like to have somewhere to belong. I have learned to sleep lightly, never completely closing my eyes

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Tonight, my car is my bedroom, four doors surrounding my pain, a seat where I lay my head, while the world outside keeps moving as if nobody knows my name. I pull the windows shut at night, trying to keep the cold away, and use my jacket as a blanket while I whisper to myself

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Age: 27 Hight: 5"5 Sex: female/her/she I am Just a lost treasure waiting to be found in the cold horrible world where there is no more Love,compassion, peace, togetherness Everyone pretends to be good until its time to help their fellow humans then they start spilling all kinds of excuses

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Brian - good guy at large. @magablows.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Will tomorrow be different from today? Accept the past It cannot be changed and is forever a memory Can you move forward by looking back? Look forward to the future but understand it is promised to no one Today you can choose to be happy if even for a few moments A stepping stone to tomorrow.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Still breathing. Still hoping. Still searching for a reason to believe that my story doesn't have to end with everything that hurt me. Maybe I'm broken. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I've lost pieces of myself that I may never get back. But I am still here. And perhaps, for today, that has to be enough.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

There are nights when the silence feels heavier than anything I have ever carried. I lie awake with a thousand thoughts running through my mind, wondering when life became something I had to survive instead of something I could enjoy.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I smile when people ask me, “Are you okay?” Even when my heart is screaming, “Please, someone see me.” I have become so good at pretending that nobody notices the cracks. I laugh when I want to cry, I say “I’m fine” when I’m falling apart, and I keep walking even when I don’t know where I’m going.

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Catherine 🇨🇦 🌎 @capeacadia.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

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An eagle soaring above storm clouds Caption: “When a storm is coming, all other birds seek shelter.
The Eagle alone, avoids the storm by flying above it.
So, in the storms of life...
May your heart soar like an Eagle.”

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I wish someone would hear the difference in my voice. I wish someone would look into my eyes and realize that my smile isn't telling the whole story. I wish someone would ask, “What's really wrong?” And when I say, “Nothing,” I wish they wouldn't believe me.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I don't know when I became so good at hiding the pain. Maybe it happened slowly. A little sadness here, a little disappointment there, a few people leaving when I needed them most. Until one day I realized I could be falling apart and still smile like nothing was wrong.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

And maybe tomorrow I will smile again. Maybe I will laugh. Maybe everyone will think I am okay. But some nights, when the world becomes quiet and there is nobody around to see me pretending, I will still lie there with tears in my eyes, wondering how someone can feel so invisible

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Ron Filipkowski @ronfilipkowski.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

What is the president focused on today?

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

That’s the dangerous thing about pretending to be okay. One day, everyone believes you so well that nobody notices when you are slowly falling apart. There are things I wish I could say out loud. I wish I could tell someone how lonely I feel sometimes. Not the kind of lonely that comes from sitting

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I think the saddest part about me is how often I say, I’m fine when I’m actually hoping someone will look me in the eyes and say “No tell me the truth But nobody does. So I keep saying I’m fine. I say it when my heart feels heavy I say it when I haven’t stopped thinking about the things that hurt me

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I Quit Smoking 🚭 📚 🐕 @iquitcigs.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

If you hear or see something enough times, no matter how repulsive & obviously dangerous & bad for you, you can become conditioned to accept it. Even glamorize it in your mind...

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

And maybe that is the most relatable part of all: I am hurting. I am tired. I am lonely sometimes. I overthink. I miss people I shouldn't. I care more than I say. I cry over things I pretend don't matter. But somehow I wake up. I get dressed. I answer messages. I smile when I can. And I keep going.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

But the people who see me smiling do not always see what happens when I am alone. They don't see me staring at the ceiling because my mind refuses to be quiet. They don't know how many times I have replayed old conversations and wondered what I did wrong. Maybe I cared too much.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

The room is quiet, but my mind is not. My mind is a place where memories refuse to die. They return in the middle of the night, wearing the faces of people I trusted, speaking in the voices of promises that were never kept. They remind me of everything I lost.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Tonight, the darkness feels different. It does not simply surround me. It knows me. It sits beside me like an old friend, familiar with every wound I have hidden, every tear I swallowed, every scream I buried so deeply inside myself that even I sometimes forget how much pain I carry.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

For now, I will hold onto tomorrow. Even if my hands are shaking. Even if my heart is tired. Even if hope is only a tiny flame in the distance. I will protect that flame. Because somewhere beyond this endless night, there has to be a morning waiting for me.

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Losttreasure @notjustfate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

And if all I can do today is survive the sadness, then maybe that is enough. Because sometimes survival doesn't look like courage. Sometimes it looks like getting out of bed with tears in your eyes. Sometimes it looks like answering, "I'm okay," even when you're not.

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🇨🇦DUNK🇨🇦 (Proud Part owner of Canada) @noofieninja.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Everything he touches turns to shit... Bon Appétit ( That's french, apparently Taco loves french)

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