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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Church was properly special this morning ☺️ I managed to get there in person again! The buses were running properly and someone helped me down the treacherous hill so it was so much easier too.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

6kg cat is now asleep on me. He tried to push my kneecap out of the way because it's too lumpy to lie on. Fair enough I guess.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Had it confirmed that there is no way to access a local major supermarket as a wheelchair user unless you arrive by car. Because a landlord won't give permission for a new lift and the old one was condemned, years ago!

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Mic Wright @brokenbottleboy.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

The fact that many of the people on UC are also working is not mentioned until way, way down in this Times story. Same for the detail that lots of previous benefits have been phased out and rolled into UC. But above all, the TPA is a pressure group funded by people who avoid and evade tax.

One in five adults are on universal credit
More than seven million people are claiming the UK's main benefit, including a million people in their twenties, Taxpayers' Alliance research says
• NEW
Daisy Eastlake, Political Reporter
Monday September 21 2026, 7.00pm, The Times

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Welp. 26 today. Birthdays don't get any easier, not any less lonely.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Made vegan trifle to celebrate my unbirthday (I am home alone for actual birthday :/ ) and it was actually banging (and importantly, edible for my ridiculously useless stomach)

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Having FND episodes/seizures in public is so embarrassing. Part of me (a big part) wants to never leave the house again. Really helpfully, the lift I have to use to get out of our housing development without getting up a ridiculous hill is broken, again.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I am truly sick of having FND already. These seizure things are the worst.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Somehow I started this year near enough bedbound and now I have plans to go out every day next week and it'll probably be fine? Having resources for assitive aids/tech, safe exercise and human support is literally life changing. I'm so lucky.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

He is the most precious boy and I couldn't manage without him.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I think I had 2 confusing hours this morning of not having any migraine symptoms at all? Coming back now, my face is half numb and staticky, but that's a first in... 2.5 years?

Dr Kat Day (she/her) 🎃🌓 @chronicleflask.katday.com · 13/09/2026

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He’d be believed, because it would feel right … because people wanted to believe things, because it’d make a good tale, because if you made it glitter sufficiently glass could appear more like a diamond than a diamond did. 💎

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I did it! I managed the whole thing and it feels amazing

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Deciding to try and get to church on a Sunday morning for the first time in years on a day the buses aren't running is an interesting decision to be stubborn about... so also turning into planning for my longest wheel yet...

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Turns out I just can't get into my nearest big supermarket as a disabled person who can't drive? Rage inducing for real.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Major news: I went on a whole trip into town by myself yesterday. Went to the library and sat in a public garden. And, get this, didn't even crash today? It has been *years* since I've been this able to do things.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Honestly, there are days I wish it wasn't excessive to just throw everyone I know into one group chat just for asking for help with things. I have a carers ticket for a comedy gig, but I haven't found anyone to take it yet. I need to find the courage to ask 🙄

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'm so horribly messed up and I don't think I will ever manage to do "community" again, despite it being what I long for most, and it's devastating.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I am emotionally exhausted and very much having a day of being very sensitive. Had to remove myself from a church group chat before I said things I'd regret, when I should have never started the conversation that struck too many nerves for me in the first place 🙄

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I really should write more poems.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I just want it to feel normal to feel like I'm a normal human being who gets to be connected to the world, rather than a crushed bug with no connection to anything.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I have such a wonderful time every single time I manage to make it out of the house to an event, but today I had an FND episode in front of a hall full of people I barely know (& some v good people I do know, thankfully), and then I have a breakdown about being isolated when I get home anyway 🤷

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

...yup, it's up, it's everything. I get very very attached to specific songs that get me through rough times. Crying anyway 🤷🏻🥹

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I will infodump about Kelly Clarkson to anyone who will listen at the best of times, but today... end of her talkshow and therefore my emotional support kellyokes, being a UK fan waiting for things to drip onto social media... (if Sober isn't up in the next 12 hours I will cry)

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Literally I have not been able to eat solid food for 10 months and the NHS still hasn't let me see anyone other than my GP (who has run out of options/knowledge). I feel like I'm constantly dragging myself back from slowly dying, completely unassisted, every other week.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I don't know how to explain that I have *feelings* about people "discovering"/realising their hypermobility symptoms as adults when I've been suffering dislocations since I was a child without sounding awful. The severity of my current complications is underestimated bc of my childhood neglect 🤷🏻

Dr. Lucky Tran @luckytran.com · 28/08/2026

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It isn’t a coincidence that many rich countries are accelerating policies to reduce immigration at the same time we are witnessing more natural disasters supercharged by climate change.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Writing my first bit of TDoR liturgy for a church project... Oof.

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

To be fair, if you're not listening to Hard Candy Christmas this week, you are doing this (and only this) August wrong.

Dr Jo Kershaw @mthrjo.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

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I have some issues with the Greens but their most recent MP is literally a plumber

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Having a little groove to a Lady Gaga cover in the yarn isle of Hobbycraft with an older gay couple has absolutely made my week.

Preeti Chhibber @runwithskizzers.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

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Anyone who AIs Dolly Parton for any reason is going to hell

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

There are better Dolly songs than World on Fire, but that is the song for right now.

Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg @theradr.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

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You deserve a treat take a break and have one

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Adapted pilates has entirely changed everything for me and I will champion it forever. Jeannie Di Bonne, flowers for you 💐💐💐

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Some days are very very hard, but someone who was very much my rock during my late teens told me that this is the happiest she's ever known me be - and it is true 🥹 little bits is progress adding up well

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Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

First round of Botox treatment for migraine done. Stingy but fine

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

...there's a chance I may have properly dislocated this hip. It's still a weird shape from the outside and I think there's some bruising coming up. And this is *after* I thought it had clunked back in...

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Can someone just bring me strong painkillers and extra pillows? I've subluxed my usually stable-ish hip and it's agony. Luckily I've got both of my crutches next to me, but I think I'm stuck sleeping on the sofa tonight.

Jasper @notaspacerock.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I am doing a mini lecture course on policing and colonialism. Also tried to apply for a tuition loan to go back to uni even though that is very much wishful thinking. Even part time and distance learning, I had to leave my module last academic year and I'm not any more well now.