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living through anti smoking campaigns and the years where smoking was not cool, only to see the rise of vaping AND smoking is wild. i'm so glad adults breathed cigarette smoke in my face as a kid and not cotton candy vapours though. i think the cotton candy would've fucked me up worse.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

that's the impression i'm getting! my name on tumblr is nosecrinklewrites

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

when i write bucktommy, i feel like i focus more on whether i can share snippets to tumblr, instead of enjoying the process of writing, which is :/

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

and i've put my stucky fic on pause to focus on bucktommy, which also doesn't feel great. (stucky fic is 360k btw atm, plus 2 prequels, both of which are currently 20k each, which is VERY exciting (aside from the fact i haven't worked on them in a while))

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

it's such an active and seemingly closeknit fandom, and i guess i long for that. feels icky to try to get my foot in the door.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

no one owes me their attention and it's not like i've shown them i'm worth paying close attention to, but it makes me feel desperate in a way that doesn't feel good.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

been spending every free moment on bucktommy tumblr lately. idk how i feel about it. on the one hand, i've written a lot, but on the other, i feel like i'm begging for attention and not getting it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

i know it's a little more complicated than that, but every time i see one of those, my initial thought is always WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS IN PUBLIC??

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

will i ever stop feeling like an asshole

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

you were into jackass?? that explains so much

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

every single door in my neighbour's apartment needs to be greased and it drives me up the wall that i can hear it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

maybe you need to start a new wip

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

i haven't encountered a help page or FAQ that actually did what it was supposed to in years. it's wild.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

health anxiety is so fucking draining

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

be careful, you'll give them joint pains if you do it too hard

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

it never ceases to amaze me how many different stories people have in them. the same ship, the same setting, the same premise, and yet the stories and the tone is so wildly different.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

somehow always shocked that it takes more than half an hour to read 50k

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

watching a show like heated rivalry while not being attracted to a single one of the actors is a wild experience — an experience i'm not sure i've had before

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

i can't engage with pitt commentary without feeling absolutely insane. i sincerely hope these people are amarter offline

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

tumblr thinks i'm a buddie shipper :(

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

this is just wank, but i find it lowkey concerning to watch a piece of media with clear themes of abuse, then going online to see what other people thought, only to see no one fucking got it. the abuse is right there and no one fucking saw it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

i cannot overstate how much feedback means to fic writers. i got some nice tags on a tumblr post today and i've added a whole page to the wip i was talking about because of it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

the absolute worst. wasted potential

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i think i can admit fandom spaces terrify me even when i want to join them

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

BIG same. never not thinking about bdsm

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

being asked if i'm married or have kids always shakes me to my core

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

i want to write about it and fix it, but canon keeps making things worse and i simply cannot imagine a way out of it, so i'm sort of just anxiously waiting to see wtf they're gonna do on the show, to turn things around.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

i regret getting back into 911 a little bit. s9 has been so boring, but now it's a little *too* exciting for me. exciting might be the wrong word. a lot is happening and i find it difficult to watch buck be let down by every person in his life yet again.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

a big challenge for me lately is the fact that the characters i write about are my age. especially when those characters are described as old, i have to remind myself that they probably wore skinny jeans in the early 2010s and know all the words to "wherever you will go" just like i do

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

i can't begin to describe how scary it is to wake up at 3 in the morning and not feel sleepy. i haven't slept well in months. it shouldn't be possible for me to not feel sleepy at any time, let alone at 3 in the morning

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

insomnia has got to be one of the scariest things i've experienced. it's crazy that the human body can decide to just not sleep. and when you tell people, they go, "oh, i have trouble falling asleep sometimes" as if that remotely compares to the existential horror of insomnia

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

i need to make a noise complaint about my neighbour (again). i know i'm in the right, but i feel like such an asshole. i haven't slept in two days because of him, but i still feel like i'm the one who is being unreasonable

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

i need him to yell at someone. and a spinoff show, but i need the yelling first

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

since it's a relatively new endeavor, i decided to number my bucktommy ideas/wips. i'm up to 34 :) i haven't decided if numbering them makes me feel good or bad yet

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

it's been spring for about 20 seconds and my brain is already going we should spring clean 👀 as if my depressed ass can even handle a normal clean

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

i gotta admit, i thought the source material was a bit weak until That Moment. i get it now. what even was that?? robby??? my guy?????

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

when did it become customary to state what song your title is from? i used to have to look it up myself, if the words were especially poignant, and hope there weren't too many songs to choose from

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

i don't think i'll ever escape that nagging feeling of "i should've focused on the other thing, so i can finish it"

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