iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

living through anti smoking campaigns and the years where smoking was not cool, only to see the rise of vaping AND smoking is wild. i'm so glad adults breathed cigarette smoke in my face as a kid and not cotton candy vapours though. i think the cotton candy would've fucked me up worse.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

been spending every free moment on bucktommy tumblr lately. idk how i feel about it. on the one hand, i've written a lot, but on the other, i feel like i'm begging for attention and not getting it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

will i ever stop feeling like an asshole

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

every single door in my neighbour's apartment needs to be greased and it drives me up the wall that i can hear it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

health anxiety is so fucking draining

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

it never ceases to amaze me how many different stories people have in them. the same ship, the same setting, the same premise, and yet the stories and the tone is so wildly different.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

somehow always shocked that it takes more than half an hour to read 50k

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

watching a show like heated rivalry while not being attracted to a single one of the actors is a wild experience — an experience i'm not sure i've had before

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

tumblr thinks i'm a buddie shipper :(

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

this is just wank, but i find it lowkey concerning to watch a piece of media with clear themes of abuse, then going online to see what other people thought, only to see no one fucking got it. the abuse is right there and no one fucking saw it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

i cannot overstate how much feedback means to fic writers. i got some nice tags on a tumblr post today and i've added a whole page to the wip i was talking about because of it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i think i can admit fandom spaces terrify me even when i want to join them

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

being asked if i'm married or have kids always shakes me to my core

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

i regret getting back into 911 a little bit. s9 has been so boring, but now it's a little *too* exciting for me. exciting might be the wrong word. a lot is happening and i find it difficult to watch buck be let down by every person in his life yet again.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

a big challenge for me lately is the fact that the characters i write about are my age. especially when those characters are described as old, i have to remind myself that they probably wore skinny jeans in the early 2010s and know all the words to "wherever you will go" just like i do

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 16/03/2026

insomnia has got to be one of the scariest things i've experienced. it's crazy that the human body can decide to just not sleep. and when you tell people, they go, "oh, i have trouble falling asleep sometimes" as if that remotely compares to the existential horror of insomnia

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

i need to make a noise complaint about my neighbour (again). i know i'm in the right, but i feel like such an asshole. i haven't slept in two days because of him, but i still feel like i'm the one who is being unreasonable

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 10/03/2026

since it's a relatively new endeavor, i decided to number my bucktommy ideas/wips. i'm up to 34 :) i haven't decided if numbering them makes me feel good or bad yet

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

it's been spring for about 20 seconds and my brain is already going we should spring clean 👀 as if my depressed ass can even handle a normal clean

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

when did it become customary to state what song your title is from? i used to have to look it up myself, if the words were especially poignant, and hope there weren't too many songs to choose from

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

can't believe how much it means to me to get all these tumblr notes on my stuff i keep wanting to respond to them and tell them i can do better, i promise

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

i think i need to admit to myself that i'm more into age play than i thought

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

i'm starting an internship in the morning and my body is freaking the fuck out about it

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

granted, it's been a long time since i started watching, but i was reading through the episode summaries of 911 on wikipedia, and the arcs i remember happening over the course of several seasons, happen in the span of like 10 episodes. that show has been crazy since the beginning.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

i really wanted my first bucktommy on ao3 to be a long(er) one, but i'm glad i got one on there at all. the next one will (probably) be puppy play, which is currently at 6.5k, so that's already an improvement from the first (hopefully)

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

popped my bucktommy ao3 cherry, please be nice to me 😭 archiveofourown.org/works/79537276

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

i'm such a perfectionist when it comes to ao3. been working on a ficlet for tumblr for two days, but it's reaching a length that i consider ao3 length, but i don't wanna post it on ao3, because i didn't write it with the /intention/ of putting it on ao3, so the quality isn't good enough :)

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

watched 911 s9e7. i'd seen summaries and gifs, but didn't see anyone talk about how gross it was? objectively disgusting what that couple did to buck

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

i wrote a little thing on tumblr and seeing it get notes is almost a bit emotional. i'm not used to being someone in fandom spaces anymore. i'm used to being a lurker, not someone anyone pays attention to

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

why did i just see a cinematic trailer for a fic on tiktok

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

every day i go on ao3 and every day i see people with cooler screen names than me

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

over the last few years, i've been mourning the snowy winters of my childhood, thinking maybe that's a thing of the past. fast forward to now and it won't. stop. snowing. please, i need it to stop.

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

not me sobbing over an it's always sunny in philadelphia character study on tumblr dot com

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

saw someone joke about how a new hyperfixation usually acts as dissociation from the horrors. while funny, it would explain why my brain has been flipping through my fandoms like a rolodex lately

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

i know i'm a good writer and i'm confident in my skills most of the time, but every once in a while, i come across stucky fics that make me wonder why i even try (it's always stucky)

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

i love the idea of steve and bucky learning about gender stuff in the future, and one particular thing makes them go OH!! and look at each other. idk what and who yet, but one of them has got to have something going on

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

hey so insomnia will not only make you lose touch with reality, it will also make you depressed :)

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

this feels like such an oversight, but since i've been reading dispatch/flambae fics, it's dawned on me just how sensual and erotic it is to have a partner who can turn themselves warm at will. in hindsight it's so obvious, but for some reason it didn't click – and i've read spideytorch

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

fascinating how hard it is to commit to a movie, but how easily i jump on 3 hour youtube videos every other day

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

watched "resisiting roots" (2022) and "nightshade" (2022) back to back today. i love you, lou, but i'm never doing that again

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

when the hyperfixation hits, but without direction, so you sit there vibrating, thinking about the Character, with nowhere to go

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nosecrinkle @nosecrinkle.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

i wrote a little puppy play bucktommy thing on tumblr. i got some really nice tags in the reblogs and started writing a full length fic. it's crazy what a little feedback can do. www.tumblr.com/nosecrinklew...

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