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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞

@noctisolleily.bsky.social
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Just a little artist's diary She/her 🟆 24 Art profile: ‪@mintarin.bsky.social‬

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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Hello, my dears! I have some good news. My uncle helped me with my loan debts, and I can finally relax and stop worrying 24/7. I still have to work hard every month to pay him back, but it's much better than dealing with creditors! My life is slowly getting back on track! 💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
You know, it’s so sad when you spend your whole life thinking that if you learn to draw really well, you’ll instantly become popular. But here I am — I’ve kinda learned how to draw, yet it turns out that being able to interact with an audience is much more important than drawing beautifully.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
My graphics tablet remote control broke, and now it's uncomfortable to work. I'm getting used to drawing without adjusting the brush size with the dial. It's so annoying, xp-pen, what the hell?
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
On the plus side: I had a nice birthday, I'm feeling a little better, and I'm working hard. On the downside: I've been sued for not paying back a loan. Oops... Looks like I'll have to work even harder. This year hasn't started off very kindly so far, but then again, I didn't expect anything else х)
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
Goddess of Spring ✿ Hunni Belle ♡ + ↺ — #CommsOpen #art #commission #illustration #digitalart #art #furry #furryart
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
YCH ✿ Rioichi_TheAncient_Wolfheart ✿ #2 ◃🩷▹ ♡ + ↺ — #CommsOpen #art #commission #illustration #digitalart #art #furry #furryart
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
I also regret that I can't sell my apartment to donate to Infinity Nikki, because I don't have enough currency to get the whole fairy outfit. Or can I? :D I've collected 7/10 pieces of the outfit, and I don't think I'll be able to collect the whole thing without donating... T.T
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
I spent the last few months in bed. Now I'm jumping around like a little goat, and my only regret is that there are only 24 hours in a day and that I need sleep and food. I suspect that I do have bipolar disorder or something similar, but right now I plan to make the most of my condition. I'm alive!
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
For the past few months, thoughts about wanting to stop existing have been coming back. Not plans - just the wish to disappear, to rest, to not have to keep going. Most days I feel empty, exhausted, and overwhelmed by simply being alive.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 12/12/2025
I'm trying to catch up on all the debts I've accumulated over the past few months. It's very difficult to even force myself to get out of bed; it seems like I've used up all my strength this year... At least the medication I've been prescribed is helping with my anxiety
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 09/11/2025
I increased my antidepressant dose and for the third day I've been shaking with anxiety and muscle tension and can't do anything. The doctor said to be patient and that it could last up to two weeks. It's exhausting T.T
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
Hello, dear ones I haven't written anything for a long time because something was going on inside me that I couldn't put into words. But now I can. I am completely exhausted. Emotionally, mentally, physically. My “battery” is below zero, my anxiety has reached a critical point, and I've broken down.
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
WIP 🩵✨
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 29/09/2025
Just a small burnt bun in flour. My husband tried baking bread himself and spilled a bit of flour, huh Also, the streets are already covered in snow with knee-high drifts. It looks so beautiful, like a quiet winter dream
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 29/09/2025
My husband is feeling a bit better now and needs fewer painkillers, which is good 💖 But my mental health has taken a hit - too much stress has worsened my anxiety disorder. I’m focusing on resting and taking care of myself. As soon as I can, I plan to see my therapist and get medication.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 17/09/2025
Today my husband had an MRI, and it showed that he has a large hernia in one place and a protrusion in another. The sciatic nerve is severely pinched, which is bad because it could die (I mean the nerve, yes)
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 13/09/2025
I feel terrible asking for help again. I'm used to dealing with everything myself, but this year and its events have been just awful.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 13/09/2025
WIP 💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
But I negotiated with the bank about one of my loans and it seems that I am no longer facing legal action for late payment... Adult life is totally sucks. (Sorry if there are mistakes and inappropriate words in my posts, I don't have the energy to double-check my translator)
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 09/09/2025
All these days I've been running around with my husband to doctors, with no time for anything else. They scared me that it could be venous thrombosis, so we spent even more money on an ultrasound scan of the veins to rule out this diagnosis.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
My husband felt pain in his leg at the beginning of last month and went to the emergency room. He was prescribed injections and told to wait for an appointment with a therapist - his appointment was on the 28th.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 01/09/2025
To be honest, I feel very guilty about having to ask for help so often... But this dark period in my life is not ending.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 24/08/2025
Hungry VS ate dumplings :D
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
I'm trying to pay off all my debts for drawings as soon as possible, drawing 14 hours a day and drinking tons of cold coffee. I'm a little burnt out, but I feel really bad that I'm making my clients wait, so... work work work A piece of a sketch for a future full shading illustration 💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 19/08/2025
Today, my husband and I went to the hospital, and it turned out that he has a severe sciatic nerve pinching... He will need three injections a day and it looks like long trips to the hospital, because the appointment with the therapist is only on the 28th...
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 13/08/2025
WIP ^^
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I'm resting today too, I think I'm going to spend a lot of time at Infinity Nikki and maybe some more sketching on paper. My hands are really shaky, need to get the skill back! ❤️
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Had a weekend off yesterday and today, picked up some painting materials and tried them out, it's incredibly relaxing. I've missed it. Drawing still in progress, waiting for the glitter paints to arrive - my work just has to glitter ;3
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
I drew for 16 hours today I'm tired of being tired of being tired
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
Good morning ✿ Angelis ◃🌄▹ #CommsOpen #art #furry #illustration #furryart #digitalart #digital
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
Lately I've been worrying quite a bit about whether I'm drawing well and feeling guilty about doing it slowly. I feel like I'm not painting beautifully enough right now... Maybe I'm just really tired, but I still have a lot of work to do... meh.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
I had a little treat today с; I got lucky and got the keychain I wanted 🥹💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 22/07/2025
Today is two years since my mom died. To be honest, it's still very hard for me. But I hope she met my dad and she doesn't have any more pain and she is happy there and they are taking care of me from heaven. I love you, mom.
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 21/07/2025
Today I ordered canvases and paints for myself to draw on. I haven't even picked up a pencil in almost 7 years, so I'm so excited! С;
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
WIP 🌻
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL 😭💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
Oh I wish I could afford to get an all new outfit at infinity nikki... They also added a butterfly rerun, I'm crying 😭 But at least I was able to make my Nikki look beautiful!
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 15/07/2025
I'm super lucky - decided to paint my nails for the first time in ages and got an allergic reaction 🫠 Now I'm treating my hands with ointment, they’re itchy and sore. But! I walked in the rain for the first time in a while and had a nice weekend overall ;3
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 09/07/2025
Smokey got her stitches and vest removed - she's healed! She is finally free from the isolation in bedroom 🐱✨ Called the vet about tests too: everything is fine, and no more tons of meds. Yay! С; I'm so happy she's finally doing well 💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
We also reinstalled my computer system, so today will be a day of setting everything up. I don't like to do that, but it will make my work much easier - my computer has been so laggy lately. Also, we fixed the kitchen drain, I paid last month's loan payments and everything is good now 🥰💖
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
Yesterday we took Smokey for a checkup and they loosened her stitches and said everything is healing well. I'm so happy! 🥰
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 26/06/2025
Our kitchen sink trap just broke off. I’m ready to cry. God, if you’re listening please, enough trials, I’m not your strongest warrior... T.T
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 26/06/2025
Smokey felt strong enough yesterday to break out of her little enclosure - now the whole living room is hers! I was so stressed I slept the whole day, and she thanked me by flipping her litter box 😩 but I’m really glad she’s getting better! 🩷
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 25/06/2025
Smokey update 💕 Her bronchitis is finally gone, and yesterday she had surgery to remove all her bladder stones. She woke up fine, is eating well, and seems okay! There's still inflammation where the biggest stone was, so we're monitoring closely. Hoping meds help! 🙏
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
I'm really tired, so I'll spell out the details tomorrow, but...Smokey had surgery! We'll go in for another checkup tomorrow and she'll be on an infusion. They removed all the stones from her bladder, but she still has inflammation and the treatment will take longer than we would like 🥹
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 20/06/2025
This is just a fun trend my friends asked me to do, wanted to show you too 🩷
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 15/06/2025
A very dangerous kind of piranha, first lures you in with its cute appearance, and then treacherously does a bite (well, or steals your socks while you can't see)
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 14/06/2025
Summer is just starting and I'm already saving myself with lots of ice and banana milkshakes... Although it's not particularly hot here but I can't stand the heat at all =.= But the cats are happy, they have a new location - the balcony ^^
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𝕸𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕹𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖞 @noctisolleily.bsky.social · 10/06/2025
We were booked in for surgery on the 24th. I hope by then there will be no more reasons to postpone it, because we have been postponing it for several months now. I just want this to be over soon and for Smokey to feel good т.т
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Mintarin ✨ ᴄᴏᴍᴍs ᴏᴘᴇɴ @mintarin.bsky.social · 08/06/2025
The fairy lantern light ✿ warrenwren ◃🩵▹ #CommsOpen #art #furry #illustration #furryart #digitalart #digital
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