nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 27/07/2026Some things i did at school today... accidentally exported at 72 ppi with the stickers tho oh well... #graphicdesign #vinylprinting #stickers 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 15/07/2026Oh yeah took her to the vet and they had me do this calming pheromone thing and she hasn't peed on the floor since. Issue resolved. Didn't fix her seperation anxiety though 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 15/07/2026I was very much the target audience for this movie. Art hits right, mommy issues, yuri, miku songs. It definitely wasn't perfect but I still enjoyed it. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 15/07/2026Watched cosmic princess kaguya today and omg fucking nonbinary goals for me at the least in vibe. I know they seem canonically a femboy but I hc them as nonbinary. Their irl hair is already basically the same as my irl lol. 110 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 10/07/2026For it was less than 2 minutes... i think illustrator had a few changes since that tut 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 10/07/2026Its fine just restarting the class stuff. Unfortunately I'm apparently progressing slow even for the part time pace when I'm going in at like 11ish and ending at 5 which i think should be slightly over part time hours? But it also took me 20 minutes for one part of a project that the vid tutorial 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 08/07/2026I've watched alien stage here and there but with zombie stage released I binged it all and went through the masterdoc too. Sua may be my favorite. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026Bruh why is my elbow cramping? Guess it's happened before with digital... i guess elbow compression too 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026Ipad is a solve cuz I can be in bed with it. Laptop setup is awkward and this model gets really hot even with performance mode on. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026My hands also don't wobble off course as much when wearing the gloves cool. So gloves are my stabilizer tool. 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026Another issue is sitting regardless of posture, i think its the hypermobility, makes my back feel like its being compressed and pinching things. Even with a good chair being upright hurts after a short while. An ipad would solve this but I aint got that kinda money. One day I'll join the procreators 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026For more accurate colors so my art stops looking duller compared to on laptop. But probably part of why it seems extra dull is said light filters on phone. I should borrow a sib's phone and compare all three. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026That solves one problem. Another is looking too long at the screen (phone is way smaller so less light plus I have a bunch of light filters on my phone and my laptop is brighter and higher res), (actually makes the colors look more saturated and contrasted maybe there's a setting I can tweak 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 04/07/2026I just realized I use less lines when I wear my compression gloves and that drawing solid lines without it gives me the same cramps I get when drawing digitally. Mayhaps I should get some compression gloves without the grips on them (grips grip the drawing tablet too and smudge it). 400 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 01/07/2026I mighta completely fucked myself over by not checking my email dammit dammit dammit I might be needing to retake my entire certification again cuz there was changes that applied and they coincidentally are implemented in July for newly enrolled/renrolled (returning to active not current). Aaaaaaaa 200 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 01/07/2026I've been watching a lot of run rabbit jax animatics and honestly I should just make my own at this point but aaaaa big project scary. Maybe I'll see if it still has my attention in a couple weeks... 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 29/06/2026I know it's not a lot of lore but she's like one of the only exmormon characters I know and pretty much the only one in a media I like. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 29/06/2026Tadc favorites grids.fun/t/the-amazin... (First reaction to evil orbsman was frustration but I get now that evil Gangle would be too similar to manager gangle and jax but i still am annoyed at orbsman replacing gangle in merch) 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 27/06/2026And been enzymed cleaned (I'm allergic to the cleaner so like I really need this resolved I can't be in constant hives and short breath). When she's stressed she pees on the chair so I don't think it's stress. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 27/06/2026Also the floor peeing is an attention thing, if it was medical I don't think it would only be the bathroom floor and past the litter box. She also did it again shortly after I left in hopes I'd return. I think her peeing on the litter mat was an old behavior but peeing on the floor post mat removal 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 27/06/2026That it's safe for cats, and that it's actually an effective solution. Then hope that it communicates to her with what I want. I know her talk would involve her screaming don't leave me and waking me up at night but I think that'd be worth it ngl 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 27/06/2026I wish I could talk to cats so bad so I could communicate to Moko don't chew on cords that's dangerous, peeing on the floor isn't a good way to get positive attention, I need to leave sometimes so you can have food. Instead I'm having to read through ingredient labels to both check if I'm allergic, 200 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 25/06/2026Aaa i did it i registered for class again lessgo honestly i felt like i was gonna puke but I've read the course assignments and made some drafts for some of them i think I'm prepped enough for it. Now for the classes after it tho.. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026That was one of the most disgusting tasting acid refluxes I've ever had bruh 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026*frond. Definitely going to be composte next time. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026I regret putting fennel frounds on my pasta with this "pesto" recipe I found cuz I was determined to use the whole fennel. Straight up tastes like grass. Then I put cheese on it now it tastes like grass and cheese. The grass taste is strong. 210 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026I've just been wearing headphones and drawing to try and drown it out but I'm getting tired. I'm not really sure if I should try and steer her towards self soothing stuff since technically she's doing nothing wrong... 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026Nice sometimes. It feels kinda stupid but I have chronic health issues that are reactive to stress so hearing her yell and cry kinda does aggravate that in me so it being so long has been exhausting. I think she just wants to be upset just to be upset? She's rejected every comfort being offered. 110 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026She's in school to be a psychiatrist so she's worried about her patients hating her but like jeez if they hate you they'll probably find another psych and you'll have patients that like you it's fine. Plus you're gonna be working with mentally ill people anyways so there's gonna be people who aren't 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026Try to regulate her emotions at all. I don't wanna be dismissive either but really it was just one person who didn't know what they were doing that was being ignorant. That doesn't mean that everybody will hate her when she's working? I'm not entirely sure how she reached that conclusion. 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 24/06/2026How long is it normal to cry like I get it was upsetting but my mom has been upset about this thing since about 4 pm and she's been actively sobbing since about 9 pm and it's now like midnight and still pretty loud? I kinda feel like an asshole, especially outta context but she like doesn't (cont) 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Cloak, not cardigan. I'm currently crocheting a cardigan so I got word jumbled. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Jax abstraction maid lolita dress sketch. Came out a bit unclear but there's one of those heart shaped chest panel things in the front. #jax #tadc 063 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026The amazing sapphic circus (Plus kinger and son) #ribbitrabbit #tadc #abstragedy #ragapom 1273 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Crocheted brushbuddy I did: youtube.com/shorts/RBctR... #crochet #brushbuddy #amigurumi #witchhatatelier 120 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Human designs I made for Mr. Puzzles and Mr. WPNZ a bit ago. Still need some workshopping but most of the way there. Used a bit of inspo from their VA's faces but also for Puzzles pulled from David Bowie and Alex clockwork orange. (Bonus pride miis) 020 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Witch hat atelier outfit for self insert. It still feels it doesn't quite fit? Maybe I'm over thinking it. Second page had some additions to the design still unsure of adding the ribbons like that to the cardigan. Cardigan would be crocheted and probably adding Tartah's shirt collar to my blouse. 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026Which is why she thinks Gangle secretly likes the abuse. 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026Manager Gangle is much more assertive and Jax doesn't really like the bossiness but she's fun to get a rise out of. It makes her feel better about herself in a different way. This Gangle still shows traits that Jax hates about herself like being a "loser" and Jax makes assumptions around that. 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026Oh yeah on the parallelism between her and Gangle the immediate hatred and messing with her was pretty clearly because she reminds Jax of what Imma refer to as her inner child. Piano Jax and Evil Jax. Strong projection of self hatred. Manager Gangle however was a different person to her. 100 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026Yes I am shouting at no one this is just kinda how I get thoughts out and the void feels better than the chance of no one seeing them via me just writing it in my notes app 000 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026Like her interactions with Zooble and her name and the issues with masculinity I mentioned in the ramble. Then other cultural references such as egg and boymoding. Also honestly what cis person would react that way to a friend assuming they're trans. Also both people who clocked her are nonbinary. 010 0
nixtae.bsky.social @nixtae.bsky.social · 21/06/2026But if you know that she's trans the signs are obvious, maybe to cis people it's still easy to brush off even knowing that and that's why they're frustrated? You can go back and watch the whole thing and notice a lot of things related to insecurity around common trans related things. 100 0
