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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

See ya in a while and be sure to drink water.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

People can't even be direct with me. They just silently leave and talk about it behind me or around me. Everything I say is shared no matter if I say it in the moment out of anger or fear. I'm a placeholder and not even a good one. So I'm on my own it's what I deserve.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

I think I'm gonna stay away from people for a long time. I'm dangerous and unstable. I'll make things but never interact with people. I can't do anything without hurting people, whether intentionally or not. I'm sorry for everything. I'm gonna do what I deserve and be alone.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

Genuinely considering making a video for my own catharsis, but at the same time, I know I need to move on. Hindsight and therapy has made me angry at a lot of realizations about myself and others. Maybe I'll write it and burn it. I need a damn rage room.

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Better Things Are Possible @internethippo.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

Yes, my economic plan will cause short term pain. But after that you won't feel the pain anymore because you'll be dead

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Gonna be taking some time to myself again. I need to reevaluate some stuff about some things. I'm getting mixed information from everywhere, and I need time to ground myself.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Gotta be somewhere. We can't escape the fact that everyone poops.

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The Serfs (youtube.com/theserfstv) @theserfstv.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Controversial in that the premise is that Palestinians are human beings who shouldn't undergo ethnic cleansing or a genocide

POLITICO: Controversial Middle East documentary wins Academy Award (referring to No Other Land)

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🐉🌩️ Blazette Midnight 🌩️🐉 @blazettemidnight.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Retweeting the Streamer Etiquette post for more visibility (just go to my profile honey...) because I had someone just last night do EXACTLY what I respectfully ask others NOT to do in my streams. I get y'all love your Oshis, streamers, etc. or whatever, but curb mentioning by name in my space.

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𝕷𝖎𝖑' 𝕭𝖆𝖕𝖍𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙 ⛧ | taking commissions! @xxxlilbaphometxxx.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

So I owe money in taxes and I would appreciate any support you can give me.

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Ontarioku @ontarioku.bsky.social · 02/03/2025

I’m in a difficult spot both mentally and financially. As such I’m opening up VA commissions. For 50 CAD, you can have me record a short cameo or alike for your entertainment. Nothing involving hatred to any group of people or anything to deal with fetishes. ko-fi.com/ontarioku

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Had a weird moment last night where I sat there and just genuinely wondered why I care about others' thoughts about me so much. I honestly don't know. It is exhausting.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

I haven't seen a climbing ladder animation in a video game that didn't make me laugh at least a little bit they all just look a little goofy to me, and I love it.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

Brain:.......do you think mermaids could use sea cucumbers as like...dildos? Me: I can't fully describe just how much I hate you.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I appreciate you wanting to come to me, but it may be better to find someone with more experience.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

The new Pokemon Legends ZA trailer was just.........bizarre. I have no other words it was just really confusing to me.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

This type of shit is precisely why people relapse and regress. Because nothing matters to you other than having a punching bag to ignore your own flaws. Que Sera, Sera. Whatever will be will be.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

It doesn't matter how many times I apologize or change over the course of 5 years to make my community safer. It doesn't matter how much I comment or say I understand where I went wrong. It doesn't matter.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Fingers crossed streams start up again next week! Btw maybe, just maybe you'll spot me in one of the games I'll be streaming.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I'm gonna be ok. I just need more time for learning healthy coping mechanisms and navigating the internet. Love you all! ❤️

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I've been working on some stuff on the side on my own. I still intend to make things, but it may take me a while to properly socialize again due to some intense intrusive thoughts that have made it really difficult.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Howdy everyone, I am feeling much better after a small break and dealing with some health stuff. Nothing egregious, just something that kinda contributed to my breakdown. Thanks to everyone for checking in on me, and I am safe and alright.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

I'm fine, I'm just gonna take some time to think and be on my own.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

I'm not 100% sure what I'll do. I don't wanna make any rash decisions, and I'm selfish. I want to cling to things I love, whether it's hobbies or people. But maybe I'm simply not stable enough to have those things. Maybe it really is best to be completely on my own away from people.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Maybe it really would be best to remove myself entirely. I'm worried there's something I don't remember and I'm worried I'm dangerous. I don't wanna hurt anybody, but maybe there is just something wrong with me, and I can't be around people anymore. Maybe I really deserve to be by myself.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I appreciate your understanding. It's weighed heavily on me for a while and has led to some private problems concerning certain things. I don't wanna concern anyone, but I'm not going to say it hasn't affected me irl.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I did have a prominent audience at the time. I have no excuses for the saying anything. I simply wanted to forget and move on due to some of the friendships in that server that ended poorly.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I was aware of some of it. I wish I did more to stop it, and in some instances, I did try to get porn taken down, but I don't think I knew who owned the server and talked through Toasty. I even had to ask them to remove porn they put in my server.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

From what I did to how I handled it. Like I said, there are a lot of outside factors that affect this that are personal and will not be shared. Thank you.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Also, I know the reason it's being seen entirely as my fault and that's because the person who made the video you're sharing has a personal vendetta against me and told me point blank they intend on "taking me down." I take responsibility for my mistakes, and I'm sorry for all of them.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

To clarify on the Toasty thing btw. I do confront them and remember being told I was overreacting or that it wasn't a big deal. I believed them because they were my friend, and I thought I could trust their judgment.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Also, please do not bring my audience into this. They are their own individuals who can decide for themselves if you need someone to insult, then let it be me and only me. Thank you for reading.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I'm not gonna defend the server or the people in it. I'm barely even gonna defend myself. I was an ignorant teenager and a barely turned adult, and I would never repeat them. You can't take it or leave my explanation. I did the best I could. I'm not being malicious with this nor was I in the server.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

A lot of private factors are also my own private life, which is nobody's business. Ever since the FCK, I've done what I can to prevent it from happening again. I put 18+ on my accounts, and I'm more aware who's in calls and servers now. It's been 5 years. If I'm missing something, I'm sorry.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I posted my own inappropriate memes. I supposedly sent porn, but I have no recollection, and I have yet to see it myself when we went in. You can choose to believe me or not. I understand if you don't, and it's not really any of my business what you decide to do.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Let alone the biggest audience. I didn't know what to do or how to handle things, and you can take being 19 as an excuse, but I simply didn't. I had other problems at the time that also had my attention. Like I said, I don't understand why this is entirely my responsibility.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I don't know any victims names other than Slimur (idk what current user is, Teddy, and Mimidiggz. I don't fully understand why I'm being forced to take the full brunt of what happened when I didn't own the server, had no control over it, and wasn't even the oldest one in there.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

And no, in 2021 or 2022, I made my own tweet about the FCK that is vague, but unfortunately, it is gone now. I was in the server for maybe 6 months because after I hit 20, I realized the server was unhealthy. So I left and forgot about it.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I only knew about Toasty, and at the time, I wasn't even 100% sure it was grooming. I'm not trained in identifying that, especially at the age of 19. I haven't even read my own dms with them in years because I don't want to. They make me uncomfortable due to other factors that are private.

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Mini Mouse 🐭 @nezziemonster.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

Thumin is working on her own video idk if it will ever come out. I never intentionally lied my memory is genuinely bad because of the amount of medications I've been on and the fact it was 5 years ago. So I will go over all that I know.

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