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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I think unfortunately unless someone pays for me to get to twitchcon this year I don't think it's gonna happen. At least I'm only losing out on the paying for the weekend pass.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I'm not all right and I'm not confident I'm gonna get out of this slump. I'm trying but fuck me... the last couple of years have me tucked up and I've b4en in survival mode. I'm not gonna quit but. I'm just not there today.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Hey I hate doing this but if anyone can help out. My cat Nyan has an infected claw/paw pad and while it shouldn't be expensive it is an unexpected bill that I could use help with. If you can I'd appreciate it. streamlabs.com/nedaula

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Another reaction episode to Ghost in the Shell goes live on yt at 3pm est!

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

My last couple of birthdays have left me feeling alone and sad and unfortunately this year didn't feel any different. Some of its on me... but still fuck.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Man im not like 34 already can I Reschedule this birthday?

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I haven't felt very Bonita lately.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Hey pride month matters. Being able to be yourself and live unobstructed should be for everyone. Ans unfortunately that isn't the case. So give love to those in your life. Also. I still dont know if/how to feel including my self being demisexual.

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jena ⟡₊ ⊹ @jenakaydotexe.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Happy Pride!~ 🌈🌟 For the whole month, I am holding a tiltify campaign for The Trevor Project!~ Together, we can donate, earn fun rewards on stream, hit milestones for future plans, and you can even earn some art from yours truly!~ 🖤 campaign page ➜ tilt.fyi/c0mMuV8tn9

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Tiltify - Made for Fundraisers

We give you the tools to engage with your donors and raise more for your charity

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

taking the nedizens to the teamfight cup! then girl failure cup at 630pm est with @jenakaydotexe.bsky.social and @cwolfpilot! www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

Die Another Day... or Live to Die Another Day: Goldfinger's Quantum of Skyfall . 007 First Light time. www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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jena ⟡₊ ⊹ @jenakaydotexe.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

I put together a cute little uma-themed fit for stream tomorrow!~ Hang out with @nedaula.bsky.social, cwolfpilot, and me to race some uma girlfailures over at twitch.tv/jenakaydotexe @ 6:30pm ET (we all agree to ignore the time I'm posting this right?) | #streamer | #vtuber | #vtuberen |

bean's vtuber stream model peeking up from bottom of frame, they have their signature look with the exception of the addition of uma ears

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OregonBeast83 @oregonbeast83.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Happy 2-year anniversary to when @nedaula.bsky.social lost a 5-sub bet to Joe in Fortnite! www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pbqr... @looking4alicia.bsky.social @watchgirlsplay.bsky.social

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BenvsJoe

YouTube video by Oregon Beast

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Can I keep everyone alive with only 2 episodes left? Directive 8020 time! www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

HEYOOOO! let's start our saturday with some ff7 rebirth! www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Alrighty.... let's see how many people die. Directive 8020 time. www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Nedaula - Twitch

Some of you may die...| !patreon !throne !wishlist

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

Surprise! My reaction to the first two episodes of Ghost in the Shell SAC is live!!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnjJ...

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Ghost in the Shell: S.A.C. | Episodes 1 & 2 | Reaction

YouTube video by Nedaula

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jena ⟡₊ ⊹ @jenakaydotexe.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

pfp we cooked up last night on stream for @nedaula.bsky.social we went full shojo-protag with the "glamour-roki" shot from mha as inspo. I think it turned out pretty great 🥰 [ #jkdotexeart | #jenakaydotexe | #humanart | #noai | #commission ]

Nedaula, a bearded man, with shoulder-length brown hair reaches towards the viewer. He is smiling and is surrounded by sparkles and blue roses.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I wish I was better at being a content creator snd being able to collab with people.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Jumping back into ff7 rebirth! www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

Relistened to Epic the morning and to me the song that is stuck in my mind thr most is no longer you... its a banger among bangers.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

Are we gonna actually finish God of War today? www.twitch.tv/nedaula

Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Finally finished My Hero Academia. Im going to need 5 to 10 business days to recover.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

Oh look the Kings aren't playing the Oilers in round 1 for a change... and its the Aves...

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

How about an RE1 rando, maybe Banner Saga 2 and some Clone hero for today's agenda? www.twitch.tv/nedaula

Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

I haven't gotten around to watching new scrubs but I just saw a spoiler that has me just as fucked up and the Brendan Fraser episode.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Rewatching FMA brothood and remembering that there are a handful of episodes that fucking hurt to see again and why its my favorite and why i cant watch it again.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Orc Murder Sim | Shadows of Mordor www.twitch.tv/nedaula

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Twitch

Twitch is the world

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

As much as I want to say Im going to PAX west like i said I would I think I have to say because of my depression and my inability to make it to work consistently i have to say CONS this year are just off the table. Im working on myself and will get to the point i can make it.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

We Ballin for a minute then some Guitar Laterr twitch.tv/nedaula

Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Fucking done caring or trying. Too much dumb shit and No energy left to deal with it.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Episode 7 of my Mighty Nien Reaction goes live Friday on YT at 5pm EST!! The Penultimate Episode for a great series.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Watching people play Grace in RE9 in 1st person makes me glad I didn't. I prefer the view of RE games in 3rd maybe just cause og fixed cameras but I connected with Grace more than I did Ethan cause I could see who I was at all times and really felt I got to know the character.

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Ben aka nedaula/ned @nedaula.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Playing hooky from work tomorrow to play RE9 at noon EST.

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