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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

God I hope the upcoming new outfit for Aniimo is good. The last three were disappointing, and two of them have a nearly identical aesthetic for female characters. Please let it have trousers and a top that covers the belly. Please please please. I'm exhausted with skirts and belly-tops.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Been losing my life to Aniimo. It's a great game, and it's distracting me enough from...not nice stuff. Having hope when I glance at that list has become much less of a reflex. It means I face less crushing disappointment. I just expect nothing. I feel more bitter, but less upset. It's something.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

And the new Diablo season supposedly launched hours ago but no one can play because it's broken to the point of being unable to even log in. Can't even play on eternal. No fun allowed.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Lately I rarely have good games because my team mates are horrendous...and I finally have a good game today...I dc for the first time in ages and the game is a disaster when I come back do we lose. No fun allowed.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

League meta sucks. My favourite champions either don't perform well in the only lane they can play in, or they get nerfed because of pro games even though they have less than 50% winrate and pro players are less than 0.01% of the player population. No fun allowed.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

So far Warcraft Forever looks like what I wanted from "Classic Plus" - an alternate history of WoW in which some major events never happened or went very differently. I'm genuinely very excited about it. I want to be a sky elf. Xalatath is getting added to Hots. Not a dead game anymore? 🤔

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I see. One is super cute, and the other is adorable.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Feeling better but still not any more inclined to have any contact with anyone aside from like three people. Got the Caps Ori skin. It's bloody great. Now if only my Ori gameplay was too. Also found out that I'm a better Sivir than I thought.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Tomorrow is Caps day. Finally.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Yea doctor soon. This isn't normal. Not even for me.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

This staying alive shit feels like a promise I can't keep

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Slept most of yesterday because I couldn't handle being awake. I need to somehow avoid all reminders. They ruin me for days. I wanted to go to the Metro station. It could have been quick. He deserves better. I am such a burden.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Being aware of anything is overwhelming.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Being okay feels like an impossible goal

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Bruh that Caps pass cannot come fast enough. I want the Ori skin so much.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

10 years. Time flies. Best thing that has happened to me. The only reason why I'm still around. Giving me something to live for, over and over again.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Already dealing with trying to accept that I'm so forgettable to some friends, and then I find out someone else thinks I'm clueless. It makes me want to fucking die.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Yea that thing just kind of ruined WoW for me. Haven't wanted to touch it since. I tried to laugh it off. I was so taken aback I barely defended myself. I really thought they, of all people, would know I don't need help with finding a basic ass build. : /

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Got my 15 wins for this split. Not likely to go back into ranked until the next split because this meta is just awful. I've had enough of "healthy frustration".

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Idk what's wrong with people. I love the Caps skins. Fortunately for my wallet I don't pay Tristana, but I will be rocking the Orianna skin.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Idk why people think casual players can't Google. Kind of turns me off going back to anything beyond giga casual. My memory problems make me ill suited for the game anyway. The days of my good performance are long gone. So I cba to try.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I'm not angry. I'm just tired and disappointed. This all just makes me wish I was someone else. I wish I had enough charisma to be liked just for my company. I wish I had worth beyond giving advice. My whole life has been like this and I'm done with struggling against it. I'm tired.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Out of sight, mostly out of mind. I will always wonder if they're okay but for my own health I need to keep my distance. They have others they far prefer for company anyway. I won't be missed until they have a problem. Well they can run off to their other friends for that.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Mages taking over botlane in soloq to the point that they outperform adcs = diversity One adc being strong in top lane in pro play, and has less than 50% winrate in soloq = unacceptable The bias isn't even thinly veiled anymore.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Turns out MMR gets super fucked as a duo even if you're super close in rank. Playing separately the bf and I have decent team mates, but when we're together we always have one person who is ridiculously bad. I'd prefer if Riot just removed duo queue instead of having this crap.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

It took me a long time, too long, to realise that the problem is while I am very useful I am not cool. When people need help they flock to me, but most otherwise forget my existence. They simply don't view me as worth their time when they only need good company. So I give up.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

My life was improving when I was forgetting about those who keep forgetting me. Why does my brain have to work against me now? That respite was too short. Please.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

The irony of leaving botlane for midlane because you're sick of mages. And the mages are nowhere near as annoying when they're in the lane they're designed to play in. It would be funny if the balance devs weren't so biased.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Okay no ridiculous heartburn today so I'll take that win. Finally got some decent sleep. Still shattered though.

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ALT: Sleepy Cartoon Girl Yawning

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Locutus Tips @locutustips.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

Locutus safety tip: To prevent identity theft, avoid having your own identity.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Tough week. Bad digestion and bad news. Maybe next week will be better. Maybe this time.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Grandmother died quite suddenly at 97 a few hours ago. I feel quite numb but also like something is missing. I think my body doesn't want to process it. Reality doesn't seem completely real. Wherever she is I hope there's a lot of chocolate.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

It's been a bit of a haze. A rough one. Maybe this week will be better. Somehow the hours are long but the weeks fly past. Brain feels like it has a fog lingering on the edges of my thoughts, like it's threatening to swallow everything.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I'm a mistake who would have been aborted in a better world

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Can I go into a coma for a week or two l? I could do with a holiday away from myself

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Idk what to do anymore. I want to be deleted.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Jfc I miss Brawl. Really sick of not being able to play whatever champion I want. And Arena doesn't count because most of the champions I enjoy are shit in that mode, and most of your time is spent just waiting for your turn.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Just another thing I can't do because the universe decided it had to be this way. Nothing to strive for anywhere.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Needing to go through so many hoops to log in to anything is beyond irritating. I understand why it's like this but fuck I'm so exhausted with needing to log in to multiple things just so I can log in to ONE thing.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Can't wait until I have all the rewards so I can ignore this mode again for another few months.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

God I hate Aram Mayhem. It's just a worse version of normal Aram where the op champs are even more op, and the underwhelming champs remain unremarkable. The augments barely shake up the meta unless one team got ridiculously lucky. If the luck is more or less even the meta remains largely unchanged.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Fucking hell G2. What an amazing series. BB for sure is the MVP, but Skewmond's Skarner was a joy to watch.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

It would be nice to connect with someone who remembers. It would be nice.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Would be nice if I could get enough sleep in one session instead of having to nap twice. Can't remember the last time I slept "normally". Still missing Brawl. A lot. Hopefully it will be back soon. I hope next season's prestige skin will be for a champ I use.

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

Still pissed off that I had to exclude myself due to someone else's behaviour. I didn't and still don't have the energy to fix it. I don't think the others who feel the same would speak up so I'll just end up looking like I'm the only one with a problem. I just don't have it in me to deal with that

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Nettle @neantog.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Hanging out only through a spotlight is exhausting. It can be fun but I always eventually find it draining when it's the only thing I have. It's a poor replacement for real company. I'm supposedly great when things go wrong. But what about when they don't?

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