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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ

@myconfatssions.blacksky.app
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A haiku written in a bar fight. Righteously ratchet. Intellectually ignant. Brutally soft. Black first + a nigga immediately after. Enby femme (they/them/HER) CisQueer • Superfat • Womanist

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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
And sometimes, the work that comes after survival isn’t becoming stronger at all. It’s learning that you no longer have to live like you’re still fighting for your life. And it’s one of the most difficult things you have to do to get to a place where you can feel alive enough to live again.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
And that’s the part people leave out when they romanticize resilience. Sometimes surviving doesn’t make you stronger. Sometimes surviving leaves you exhausted. Sometimes it leaves you grieving the person you were before you had to become someone capable of surviving it.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
You can be physically safe and still feel unsafe. You can survive the circumstances and still carry them in your body, your mind, your relationships, your ability to rest, and your ability to imagine a future. No one talks enough about the hyper-vigilance that comes with survival.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
Your nervous system becomes accustomed to being on high alert—always anticipating the next crisis, the next threat, the next thing you’ll have to endure. And the hardest part? The danger can eventually pass, but your nervous system doesn’t necessarily get the memo.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
When you spend months or years living through chronic stress, instability, trauma, grief, or circumstances that constantly demand that you protect yourself, your body learns to exist in survival mode.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
Yes, you’re physically alive. You made it through. But psychologically and emotionally, something can still feel dead inside of you. Survival isn’t the same thing as healing.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 31/08/2026
We love to say, “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” But no one really talks about what happens when you survive the worst circumstances of your life.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
It’s no available beds at either shelter and I don’t have anywhere to go after 6pm tonight. I’m basically going to be on the streets. I’m scared and can’t believe this is happening to me.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
The sheriff comes today to remove me from my home. I don’t have anywhere to go. I truly don’t want to be in a shelter. Pls help w getting me a hotel room just for today and tomorrow while I figure things out? I need about $200. #mutualaid PayPal.me/tamolaburford Varo/Venmo/Apple Pay avail.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
If I could sum up my feelings rn, this would be it.
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Demi @demi0186.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
I'll talk anybody's drawls off respectfully.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
I highly dislike who I’ve become in trying to survive (and reach a place outside of) all of this trauma and grief.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
Folks can say it gets better, but what happens when it doesn’t? When it FEELS like it won’t and all the circumstances around you affirm those feelings?
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
I’m so emotionally exhausted and mentally unstable. This is a direct result of losing a job and not being able to recover from it. I, now, see why hundreds of thousands of folks end up succumbing to drugs, alcohol, and su*c*de, bc who wants to consciously live through shit like this?
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 18/08/2026
I’ve done all that I can this past year to not end up, homeless and completely broken emotionally, and nothing helped. Tomorrow, I’ll be houseless and having to go to a shelter for the first time in my 38 years of living. I don’t want to live this life anymore.
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Indige Tea 🦬🧡 : ✊🏾 @colouredwilde.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
The only issue with being Black is that, typically, we're extremely cool (or most cultures within the umbrella are) in a deeply uncool world. You'd think that isn't an issue, a steak too juicy and lobster too buttery type complaint, but we die over this juicy buttery goodness.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 04/08/2026
Unfortunately, I am not, but I appreciate your offer to help. 🫶🏾
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 04/08/2026
Ty! 🫶🏾
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 04/08/2026
I am a diabetic who hasn’t been able to eat in almost 4 days. I just need enough to buy groceries for a week or two. $100 would be enough, but ANYTHING helps. $30 would help me eat today! My PayPal is linked. I also have Apple Pay, Varo, and Venmo. Pls share. 2/2 linktr.ee/myconfatssions
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Here is where you can support keeping a queer, Black, disabled femme alive and safe. I appreciate you!
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 04/08/2026
In 3 days, I will officially be unemployed for a full year. On Friday, I lost my SNAP benefits due to not meeting the minimum work requirements. I ran out of groceries a few days prior to losing those benefits. As of today, I am now housing and food insecure. 1/2
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 01/07/2026
I have a week from today to get the funds needed to keep me safely housed. Please donate if you can or share for visibility. Anything helps!
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 01/07/2026
I’m sad af, yes, but I can’t help, but to think: “Nie, why would you go and die at a time like this?” Like all of times, you had to leave now, Pops? 🤣 Man say.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
Thank you. You’re doing what you can. 🫶🏾
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
This post was originally written yesterday but I never got around to posting it because I was so out of it emotionally.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
I have created a Gofundme as a last resort to ask for the aid of community to stay safely housed and supported through this difficult time. Anything helps, and that includes a share to your network if you’re not able to give. Thank you. gofund.me/bfac21fae
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
On top of all of this, the man I’ve considered my father for the past 23 years died after having a heart attack at church yesterday. I haven’t felt so broken, alone, and outright helpless than I feel right now. 💔💔💔
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
Everything built over the past ten years has or is on the brink of being lost. It’s been almost a full year and I haven’t been able to recover yet. It feels like I don’t know how to rebuild from this. I don’t know what’s on the other side of this type of failure.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 30/06/2026
Today is 06/29. In 9 days, I go to court to be most likely be evicted due to past due rent. With no future job in sight and no assistance from anyone, I’m sitting with how losing my last job completely uprooted the stability I built.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 24/06/2026
If you can’t help, pls share for visibility. Ty 🫶🏾
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 28/05/2026
I will never get over the fact that America will fund education, healthcare, and infrastructure overseas while backing systems that exploit folks for their land, labor, and resources — all while siphoning wealth from its own communities, allowing us to suffer in the process.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 24/05/2026
“Still I rise, bitch.” — Maya Angelou
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 24/05/2026
Folks be happy inside that barrel as long as they can stand on top of somebody else. That’s why you gotta realize when mfs wanna keep you in the same place — because your complacency is essential to their fake ass idea of success. They need you stagnant so they can feel elevated.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 17/05/2026
11:11
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 15/05/2026
It’s been such a fun time on #fortnite today with the new #Overwatch update.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 14/05/2026
Exactly.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
I’m so excited for this update!
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
🫂
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
So reclaiming choice is not small—it is radical. It is a return to Self.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
It is by design that we forget we have free will, especially under white supremacy and cisheteropatriarchy. Systems built on domination depend on our disconnection from ourselves. They need our obedience, our self-doubt, and our belief that confinement is natural.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
To believe that freedom is explicitly mine. The liberation I am discovering in this is setting me freer than I have ever been. I cannot believe that at this age (38), I am learning this—stumbling upon it w every layer I peel back of who I thought I was and who the world told me I was allowed to be.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
I get to seek out who I am and examine what I find, asking whether it resonates with my soul. I get to decide who I am and move accordingly, knowing I am allowed to evolve—that what I liked yesterday, I may not like today, and that does not make me inconsistent, it makes me alive.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
Under these circumstances, I lost sight of the fact that I have the power to choose. I can choose what I want, entertain my desires, and decide what I like or dislike.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
So no, it is not that freedom is difficult to access because we are incapable—it is that we are conditioned to forget it is ours at all.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
Under white supremacy and a cisheteropatriarchal system, disconnection from our own autonomy is not accidental; it is necessary for those structures to survive. They require our obedience, our self-doubt, and our belief that confinement is natural.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
What baffles me most is how, in a world where my freedom is constantly being encroached upon—especially as a Black person, a fat person, and someone who has endured all forms of trauma—it is by design that we are made to forget we have free will.
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kay of the triffids @kaywithfire.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
It shows up everywhere. It not only rewires your nervous system, it alters your DNA. Living in hyper vigilance means living in a constant state of inflammation. Brain, heart, gut - lifelong dysfunctions that require monumental intervention to repair.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
I wholeheartedly believe that everyone (Black folks and other minorities) needs to exit America at some point to properly heal their nervous systems.
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
Omg this is so funny lmaooo
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
Mood
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One In A Million
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Aɳɳαɭเรє รкєєƚιɳɠ @myconfatssions.blacksky.app · 13/05/2026
Post your warning sign
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Intense Mmhmm Stare
ALT: Intense Mmhmm Stare
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