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im carver 28 he i ❤️ amber

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MILO 🐱 @milomeowmeow.art · 23h
#cadmeow [blasts her with "City The Animation" beam]
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
looked at my art from right before i bumped up from 12.5mg olanzapine to 15mg and feeling nervous... i remember now i was clearly hallucinating much more, and feeling more violent thoughts. and now im going down to just 10mg. i have an appointment in a month though so hopefully we can catch it early
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
we need $535 more! thank you all for the support! please keep sharing!
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i was cleanign the cat fountian and i found the pump had leaked green oil into the basin... it was only at the bottom but i threw it away. now we have got just the basin with water and no pump. i'm going to try and get my mom to buy a new one with her cat sympathy
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
my new work of art
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i do get a lot of ingrown hairs too like since starting T like actually kind of a disgusting violent amount where it's normal for me to just bleed on my clothes every day. so hopefuilly that's it
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
thers a spot on my chest that hurts so bad it's not even like breast ffvlesh it's on my sternum it's freaking me out but i know if i went to urgent or something theyd be like idk lollllllll just watch it lol i'm hoping it's like an ingrown hair there's a black spot in hte middle.
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Isopod Fan Account @bedupolker.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Stealing my coffee
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olyester 🌼 @cco00oo.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
on sale
A digital painting of Leafeon

A leafeon naps in a basket of peppers at a produce stand bathed in sunlight. Partly eaten peppers sits nearby, while the price tag has been replaced with a half-off label: "leftovers" They're a bargain, so pepper stir-fry it is tonight. Now then... let's make sure we don't wake the little sleeper
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
im on a reduced dose of olanzapine 👍 we will see if it helps with the anhedonia or if i just go insane with psychosis again
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Oregon Zoo @oregonzoo.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Kallik is a bearrel of fun
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FUTURE OF HELL @dontkillyourself.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
i want to paint so bad i keep thinkign of things to paint but nothing is hitgtin the perfect spot of "feasible" and "exciting"
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
thinking of when i fumbled a friendship wihth a trans person in my apartment parking lot </3 can life be good for someone
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
listening to music over the top of a clay cracking compilation video on youtube feeling very autistic
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
hi, my girlfriend and i have been looking for work for months but it's increasingly difficult as two out trans people. we still have no way of earning the $889 needed for rent by the 6th. if you see this id really appreciate if you could share. thank you all for the support. v / ppl are @ muzzlelad
my cat ro blockmy cat sesshomaru sniffing popcorn
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
i need to get top surgery for real so i stop being offended when i see giant breasts characters because i subconsciously relate them to me with giant breasts and think i hate that kind of attention so therefore this anime furry with huge boobs must feel objectified too
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burm @jrshitbitchbear.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
>be grug >get pull over by stonecop >he find dreamroot >fired >my face when
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
we need $535 more! thank you all for the support! please keep sharing!
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
my ears are both plugged like im sick it's really pissing me off i have pressure in my skull too like just get sick already
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
my earrs are both plugged its llike my head is a balloon
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jess m. ☕🍂 @jametc.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Like what the fuck are we doing that this isn't being brought up at every meeting. Chat gpt is responsible for one of the worst shootings in Canadian history. I want this banned immediately
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vomitt boy -> HOWLOWEEN! @meatvomitt.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i made a silly like guy :3
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Opache Beadwork @opachebeadwork.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Halloween Beadwork 🐈‍⬛🎃 link for more info or to purchase: opachebeadwork.etsy.com
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
theres somethign in side you.... its hamster explain... youre djungarian boy... winter white campbell's dwarf
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
treating me like a ro block... sesshomaru ro block...
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
drawing i started the other day and won't finish
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
im not excited to have the worse psychosis and return of black and white thinking when i go down on my antipsychotic but i am excited to stop feeling guilty to eat ham or drink milk with a fat content or eat more than one cookie in a day. and presumably feel more passion to balance out the pain
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
some bullshit
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
me whenn im at the zoo
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Jay 🏞️🔜 Howloween @telekitnetic.bsky.social · 02/10/2024
(Repost) it's been a while since I've shared this guy here... Have a 🦖🏀 #formline
A formline illustration of a raptor dinosaur clutching a basketball in it's feet talons.
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Jay 🏞️🔜 Howloween @telekitnetic.bsky.social · 24/11/2024
#formline
A simple Indigenous formline style illustration of a crewmate character from the video game, among us. The crewmate’s suit is red and has black highlightsA simple Indigenous formline style illustration of an imposter character from the video game, among us. The crewmate’s suit is black and has red highlights
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USER WAS BLOCKED FOR THIS POST @blockedforthispost.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Sure! [Hands you pomegranate]
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soren ♱ ᑕᓕᕈᖅ @taliruq.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
hi, my girlfriend and i have been looking for work for months but it's increasingly difficult as two out trans people. we still have no way of earning the $889 needed for rent by the 6th. if you see this id really appreciate if you could share. thank you all for the support. v / ppl are @ muzzlelad
my cat ro blockmy cat sesshomaru sniffing popcorn
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
i wish it was possible to make someone kill themself as an adult just by words alone
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
im into a lot of things nonsexually that sadists like in a sex way but i just want to punish those who i don't like without jerking off
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serpy @dogmouthed.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
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Katie Croonenberghs Art @kamakru.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
A little dragon fishin' for a snack for your Friday night feed 🐟 #watercolor #gouache #dragons
A small dragon with pinkish wings crouches at the edge of a small backwater river rapid created by boulders. Signed Katie Croonenberghs 2026 and text kamakru.com
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Luke Plunkett @lukeplunkett.com · 17/09/2026
dudes rock
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Dia Lacina @dialacina.com · 17/09/2026
Tell me again about all the Microsoft games you're so excited about...
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E(mera)ld @gothiccoppelia.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
today 4:52am 

hi 
do yuou have a crush on me 
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man with yellow skin smiling emoji 
eagle emoji < the noble eagle hunts most cruelly. if one is not the hunter. but the dodent
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
i really appreciate when people online are very open about their incest fetish because it means i don't have to wait a few weeks to be mentally tortured adn i can block immediately without being caught with my guard down
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
ughhh i need these stupid fucks to buy my nintendo games on marketplace so i can buy coffee grounds and lactase pills
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
i have m*mmy and d*ddy both blacklisted on every site where that is possible but when it still seeps throuhg im like. man. i wish people took inc*st trauma seriously
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nightmargin @nightmargin.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I miss my wife
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BAKER @fuckyoubaker.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
GRIPPING HOPE HARDER THAN EVER.
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fox @foxlett.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
cat sketch #cat #art #animalart
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
i feel like the saddest man in the world every time i share my true thoughts and concerns but i don't actually think my life is that bad.... i think it's fine and could be a lot worse and i feel very loved and supported in a way i never have. sometimes things are hard. thats alright. im okay
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carver @muzzlelad.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
i feel like ive lost the ability to draw just because. like just because i feel like it. it's always either to communicate a need or very spur of the moment. i used to be able to sit in front of a canvas or paper and pen and just go. that spontaneity doesn't live in me anymore it seems.
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