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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Thanks guys the past couple weeks have been great! I’m starting school back up and get too distracted especially without my ADHD pills so I’ll be logging off until I earn my degree! Hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and a happy new years!!

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

“Raichu’s Lament” 8/8 Raichu is what the Pokémon mascot Pikachu evolves into. Most people don’t care for him because Pikachu is so loved. I often still feel like others accepted me more when I would work hard to mask my personality. They like who I was not who I am now.

The text reads “I’m afraid who I’ve become is not quite loved as who I was”

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

7/8 Finn the Human Hero. Almost at the end!

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

I may be responsible for everything bad that’s been happening the last decade. In middle school we did secret Santa. And I asked for World Peace. Everything should have been better but I accidentally spelled peace as piece and my classmate got me a puzzle of the world. My bad guys.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

6/8 Frieza from DBZ looking lopsided. One of his famous quotes is “this isn’t even my final form.” At the time I was thinking our final form is who are at death, after changing and learning throughout life. The edge and cringe factor may peak with this one.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

5/8 sketches from the worst part of my life. All I had at this time was responsibilities that I needed to take care of. At the same time, I had no control over anything. Was suffering from seizures working full time taking care of family and only allowed 3 hours of sleep. #spongebob #art #sketch

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

4/8 let the cringe/edginess begin! Made this one to try and remind myself to keep being creative. I used squidward because he’s highly relatable as you grow. Has dreams of being something more but is stuck in life. Also, I swear that’s a third tentacle..

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

Does anyone else ever forget a characters name and try desperately to figure it out before googling it? Was thinking of a video game character named something the armadillo. Names considered: Enrique Augustus Alfred Arnold Ebenezer Edward Arlington Its name was Mighty.

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a man with white hair is wearing a purple shirt and looking to the side .

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

3/8 This is the last kinda normal not edgy/cringy one. Based off Jake the Dog from #adventuretime #sketch #art

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

2/8 penultimate sketch from this dark time. Childhood trauma was something I was working through in therapy during this time, and for that reason most of these will be cartoon characters I enjoyed watching through my youth. This one was made to be more lighthearted to try and keep my mind at ease.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

Sketches from the darkest time of my life. 1/8 This was the last one I did. Only picture without a quote. Figured I was doing a little better mentally after “addressing the elephant in the room” and accepting large negative changes were occurring to a loved one that I couldn’t stop.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

I want to share some art I made during the worst/hardest time of my life so far. At this time I was falling apart at the seams. Looking at the stuff now I cringe at most of the contents, I can definitely tell where I kinda scared myself and tried to take myself less seriously. Will post these soon

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 11/12/2024

Moved state lines and the new doctor won’t prescribe me the ADHD medication I’ve used and needed for 15 years. Sounds like I have to get diagnosed all over again which could take months I’ve got 5 pills left. 5 days of being a productive individual.

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a black and white cartoon of spongebob squarepants sitting at a table in a diner .

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

Another dangerous member of the Amphibian Armada has been spotted #frog #render #3dart #art

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

Careful heading out this season. 🐸The Amphibian Armada🐸 tends to rear it’s ugly head around this time. #axolotl #art #render #3dart #sculpt

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

As you can probably tell I have no idea what I’m doing 😎 #3dart #sculpt #render #art

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

Loss of Motivation #art #drawing #Digitalart truly my greatest piece yet. 🥲

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

#dogs Absolutely haunting. My sisters 14 year old lizard.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

Sometimes I get lost in thought considering the possibilities of reincarnation. A chance to start over, as a person who can relate to others. Someone that’s interested in romance. Someone that doesn’t feel so alien. Coming back as an alligator or a moth or dandelion would be cool too.

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M.T. Schell @mtschell.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

Anyone else out there hope the ending to this story is starting over again?

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