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Erin Estrella

@mserinestrella.bsky.social
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Manila-based writer, painter, and sea creature. I write about desire, discretion, art, reefs, restaurants, and the strange weather of men. Host of The Companion’s Notebook. erinestrella.online

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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Seven days of dives in Palau. My body still thinks it's floating. I need someone to press me back into myself, slow and deep, until I remember I have edges. You can't be here to do it for me, but you can pay for it 😏 QR codes below.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
(Shenanigans) Reporting from Peleliu express, Palau. I'm alive! With lots of stories to tell my guests when I get back. This was a life changing experience. (This video: me riding the Pacific Ocean current with a shiver of sharks)
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I always joke about when certain clients visit me I know the US military is doing something here. Usually Balikatan exercises. Never the same week, always ahead of time. Saw some people a week ago and saw this today. Buddies, what are we doin???
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Need a book recommendation- i'll be in an island with no signal again and have 8 hours of flight to do. I'm thinking fantasy but nothing too serious right now- life is already very serious. Need a fluffy, soft, preferably horny mind retreat
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
The chastity belt goes on in the hallway. It's cold. You whimper about it like the widdle bitch you are❤️ I take you into the room where the others are, and I sit you down in the good chair, the one facing everything, and I tell you the rules.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
SITREP: Makati, Philippines. Mission objective: reconnaissance into largely uncharted territory. Seeking one qualified operator willing to push beyond established boundaries, conduct deep reconnaissance, and discover precisely how far the terrain of desire extends.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Working out for that extra burger. I love a good burger 🥲
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
The rest of September is spoken for. You gentlemen have been keeping me busy! Next,I’m disappearing beneath the waters of Palau,Sep22–Oct1. My days belong to the sea-my evenings, however, remain negotiable. If you happen to be in Palau, perhaps give me a reason to trade my wetsuit for silk&lace?
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Everyone's favorite (traumatic) exercise
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
....i've seen the Pacific ocean from Quezon province here in Philippines, I've seen it from Peru thanks to a wonderful human here, and at the end of the month I would see it from micronesiaaaaaaa AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Took my 14-year-old baby for her annual checkup, and apparently she’s doing remarkably well for a cat her age. 🥹 Her health is excellent! My financial health after yesterday’s ₱9,000 (≈US$155) vet bill? Less so. 😂
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
I'm part of an international SCUBA women group and someone mentioned they're a SW last night- and the group was very supportive. I'm so greatful to be in a space that welcomes everyone without prejudice ❤️
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Proof of life. Been super busy 😫
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
I know i have been yapping about it for a while but this stormy season, someone I personally know had a young kid who drowned because of the flood. Slipped while playing. Fell in a drainage hole, got swept by the current and drowned. Bad design kills. Incompetence kills. Bad leadership kills.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
I get vivid dreams when I take magnesium jellies (Thai's Herb G'nite) I dreamt I already my dive shop- the goal I am working towards- but I was bracing for a storm that's about to hit. Hmm.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
😊❤️
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Filipinos were born with 2 or three talent/skills attached, this is nothing. Just some amateur stuff. But thank you!
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
I just caught up with news and read about USS Abraham Lincoln. Grim stuff. And if things get worse it will actually have repercussions for us here in Philippines. Once again we are pawns left vulnerable by two forces playing god.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
It's been 11 days of rain and my mood has gone as gray as the sky. But tonight, I am putting on something pretty and is watching a striptease show with my girlfriends! The only thing missing is a drink on my hand with your name on it. Make my Friday a lot more sweet?
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
I keep forgetting to post my social calendar because my regulars keep me busy 🙃 But I'll be in Metro Manila August 25-30, with room left for a new chapter or two. I can host, I can visit. You bring the plot, I'll help inspire. Let's write something worth remembering.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
Sometimes I just need music, a dark room and enough movement to shake loose the sad feelings* away. *brought by the weeks of rain and gloom.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
That awkward moment when the barista at your regular coffee shop catches you walking past with a cup from their rival. I forgot to inform them that I'm polycaffeamorous. My bad.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
It's so nice being a regular of any establishment. I had 5 hours of dance practice last night so i woke up groggy today. Walked to the cafe near my place with my eyes half open and the staff asked me immediately if I am getting my usual (black, no sugar). I didn't had to speak.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Well!!! Mr. Bond* understood the assignment. *the story behind the nicknsme, which neither of us came up with, will remain between us.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I usually like documentaries but the one hosted by Tom Hiddleston about Pompei just doesn't feel....idk genuine. Can't pinpoint why.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
I have a 5 million php short term goal. Which is a substantial amount. But if I think of it as just "oh it's just 81-82 x 1000USD" it doesn't seem so much at all. It's just money. Plenty of ways to make it.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Ever wanted to be the gentleman behind one of my stories? The dive torch that lights my way underwater. ₱9,000 The flowers that greet me when I get home. ₱1,000 The makeup I wear before stepping on stage. ₱6,000 The DAN insurance that lets me keep exploring the sea. ₱8,600
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Omg!!!
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
The Odyssey and Greek mythology were the first “serious” books I ever read. I discovered them in elementary school while waiting after class for my mom, who was chronically late to pick us up. The library became my waiting room, and Odysseus, Achilles, and Athena kept me company.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Today, during a cleanup and survey dive, I was so focused on documenting marine debris that a sea turtle had to get my attention the old-fashioned way. It swam up, whacked me with its front flipper, then disappeared into the blue like nothing had happened. Unfortunately, no one got it on video.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
It’s the first time I've come back from several days at sea, opened social media and been greeted by good news. Usually I open this app and is greeted by the bad. Turns out while I was away, Argentina lost and Andrew Tate was arrested.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Filipinos were called "monkeys" (derogatory) by state backed Chinese media today. I'd like to remind them that their civilization spent 500 years writing about a monkey that couldn't be imprisoned, killed, or ruled.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Okau but only if you don't hit corals 🤪
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
BRB luring men in to their doom.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
"As long as you are alive, every defeat and failure is temporary."
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Mistress Matisse @mistressmatisse.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
Hey hey #sexwork community this seems useful
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
We lost Dr. Kent Carpenter over a senseless robbery and murder in his house in Negros Oriental. His Filipina partner was also assaulted. The guy loved our ocean as much as he loved us Filipina ladies. He did a lot for our ocean conservation efforts- more than some Filipinos. It's such a big loss.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
I find it very funny that China says we're aggressors when we're simply defending our right to sail and fish in our own economic zone...and us, aggressors?!?!?! Have you seen Filipinos?!?!?! We're so chill as a nation!?!?!?
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
I had a Spanish submissive serve me a few days ago. I felt the blood of my ancestors cheer me on.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
I came across the idea that when people don’t have a strong sense of purpose, they’re more likely to pour that energy into romantic obsession. I don’t know if it’s universally true, but it made me pause.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
We returned to where my story began. Today was spent filming the full video version of The Companion’s Notebook for YouTube. Watching a small team of brilliant gay creatives bring this strange little dream to life was one of those moments I’ll carry with me for a long time.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
Fifteen years in the sexy business means I've survived the after math of the 2008 recession, multiple natural disasters, the rise of Smartphones and dating apps, a pandemic, post pandemic inflation and now the AI boom.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
Thank you for the music , Bonnie Tyler. Your songs will always be part of the soundtrack of my life. Rest well, legend.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
If you enjoy the view, you may contribute to the nail maintenance budget- you're very much welcome to be a patron of the arts. Paypal.me/pseudoparamour
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Representaion of the Filipino Grit and hustle:
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Love it when a man cooks for me 🥰 Well, mostly assembled but you get what I mean?
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
If dating is a sport, escorts are Olympians. Everyone else is playing casual.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
Happy birthday, America. For what it is worth. Watch this video for me. Educate yourselves. www.instagram.com/reel/DaVcC0R...
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AJ+ on Instagram: "“The imperialist U.S. really has its claws deep in the Philippines.” July 4th marks the day the Philippines gained its independence from the U.S. – a day the U.S. actually picked ...
7,454 likes, 133 comments - ajplus on July 1, 2026: "“The imperialist U.S. really has its claws deep in the Philippines.” July 4th marks the day the Philippines gained its independence from the U.S....
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
Getting a new condo to rent out has been on my mind for two years now. 🥲 that's how I know it's serious. I'll have to do the numbers to check if it's even feasible. The market is so bad there's so much fire sales and I feel frustrated that I can't make the most of it.
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Erin Estrella @mserinestrella.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
Words seem to fail me tonight- can't describe Sarah Brightman Phantom of The Opera version aside from : extra cunty. It really is. (Jamming to it tonight in hopes this music attracts my muse home)
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