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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 16h

StatsFM records update! Been a while since I worked on any music, idk if I'm still able to anymore. Maybe... maybe

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/09/2026

StatsFM records update

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 16/08/2026

Happy 4th release-birthday to take me back 2007 The song has been in my main playlist since 2022 and survived many playlist cleanings. Here's to one more year 🥳

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 15/08/2026

It feels like there's two of me. The rational and the emotional side. It feels like a personality switch within the same identity. If a problem arises, depending on the matter, one of these sides takes over completely, till it gets hopeless and the other side then takes over. It's confusing...

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 07/08/2026

Mah music speakers!!! Nyoooooooooooooooooo 😿

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/08/2026

StatsFM records update!

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/08/2026

Me looking at live flashbang (intentionally)

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 09/07/2026

The last drop of Party Rock Anthem still goes so hard today like...

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/07/2026

StatsFM records update! A bit late, but still hitting on that consistency! Some data this month felt off. Maybe a data reupload will help, but that remains to be seen next month. Stay hydrated everyone!

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/06/2026

StatsFM records update! Managed to pull through with my buggy thingy, I'm losing sleep hours as we speak (or type). lol i shoudl go to sleep...

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/06/2026

i gotta rewrite the backend of this stats thingy someday, cuz holy heck I have no idea where the issue is lol

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/06/2026

stats will be late, I got a problem with my thingy where I'm putting in the entries one by one like usual and randomly it deletes other ones. so I gotta go back and do that entry again and again, till it decides it wants to work. Here an example, just did 20 entries for artists section, ths wat left

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/05/2026

StatsFM records update! Ranipla 30000+ total minutes! Records didn't change much since last time. I've been listening to a lot of metal lately, as well as old classics from the Flatout 2 OST and Guitar Hero included songs.

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 14/04/2026

I love the smell of rain 🌧️

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 04/04/2026

If you didn't find a vid in my archive you can try checking out irepresenttacobelldoritoshell on archive.org/details/@ire... Huge W goes to them! :3

archive.org

Internet Archive: Digital Library of Free & Borrowable Texts, Movies, Music & Wayback Machine

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 04/04/2026

Lil Jon on the collab

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 03/04/2026

Sadly that one didn't make it, I've checked my local storage and calamity 2 is missing. HOWEVER, I do have the CALAMITY-CUT vid that compiles all the parts into one. Part 2 starts at 45:45 if you want to watch it

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 02/04/2026

Even I, who can't cook made better looking food than whatever those are lol 😭

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 31/03/2026

StatsFM records update! I have nothing cool planned for april fools this year so as an april fool I'm posting this exactly at midnight. Not fools but cool. APRIL COOLS!!!!

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 31/03/2026

All I used was public links so there has to be a way to get to those vids. Could be linked to one of the playlists or are unlisted and not full on private. Or yt-dlp did some arcane magic, which I didn't think it could. I could put them in a separate folder and share it to you only if you wish 😅

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 31/03/2026

Found these old melodies from 2024

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 31/03/2026

Here is all I got drive.google.com/drive/folder... It has all 97 streams and 449 videos (missing 3 if the youtube total vid count is to be trusted) I also tried to archive all thumbnails, comments, posts, live chat and webpages, including playlists. Mostly raw data, so still combing through it.

drive.google.com

SpazmaticBanana Archive - Google Drive

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 26/03/2026

The thing about "How low can you sink?" or "How deep can you fall?" is how much you let it. It is infinite, only your mental capacity makes it finite. Don't let it force you to mark the bottom. No matter how low you get, there still is chance to get back up. It just takes time and a lot of strength.

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GLORKGLUNK @glorkglunk.motorcycles · 23/03/2026

bro has a raptor

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 10/03/2026

Been called out for the way I look by an old fossil again, this time vocally. And friends always wonder why I hate going outside. It hurts...

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 07/03/2026

All my computers (3) run Arch [btw]

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 06/03/2026

What if we started to make purposefully bad music to poison their ai datasets? Yo, you over there! Musician or not, open up a DAW or video editing software (adds spice) and make some goofy bad tunes. Don't forget an audiojungle watermark. I'm serious.

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 02/03/2026

StatsFM records update! Many things happening made me almost forget to do one this month. Glad I rember

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/03/2026

Guess who forgor 💀

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 17/02/2026

Vent post, read if you care. Or don't, can't force ya... Any advice welcome

17th February 2026
I was going home from work, afternoon shift. On the second bus that I had to take to get home was an older man 50-60, camouflage jacket. As I sat down, I saw him looking at me with a disgusted face, so I stared him in the eyes and made the same face back at him. Luckily, he got off on the next stop which was just 30 seconds later so I didn’t have to bear his stare that pierced through me like a sharp arrow. I know my face is disguisting, I’m not able to do anything more about it. My face doesn’t match my body. I wish I could just cut off my face. Why am I even still here? I’m useless. I have nothing to offer to this world, only failure. I have failed. I hate myself, I hate my face, I hate how I act, I hate how I react to things, I hate my voice. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how the world works, cuz all of my assumptions are clearly wrong. I don’t want to go outside of my flat any more, but I’ll have to because of work. I can’t trust people who know me IRL. For them CLEARLY I’m just the same old me with a new fashion style and a silly nickname. I mean yeah, I haven’t done anything to move forward with this for years, because I don’t think I’m able to trust a therapist with these matters. What if I confess what bothers me and they’ll be like “lmao no bozo, git gud” or offer me a path I don’t want to follow. Like, I understand they’re literally paid to help you, but IDK. I don’t think life can get better for me, I’ll be struggling every day till my final moments. And I feel like they inch closer and closer.

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 13/02/2026

My computer froze, the screen went black. After a few seconds a glitched image came on and the MINE DIAMONDS cover of Take On Me started playing lmao. rofl

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/02/2026

You'll be glad to know that I've made it worse (for the better :3)

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 01/02/2026

StatsFM records update! On New Years Eve I got recommended the band Archive and quickly I found many songs that I liked! And of course, Desx and Ranipla releasing another 15 min song that, safe to say, I really like. Production-wise, I hope to release my stuck-on-mastering backlog soon™. Keep at it!

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 28/01/2026

I started meowing at work and my collegue meowed back. We have achieved cat to cat communication!

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XXX_FUR_N30NK4770_XXX @p3rc.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

Hot tip for yall: Use "Folk/Folks" more, it is inclusive of everyone including those who are Non-Human/Alterhuman (while also keeping out AIs like Chatgpt <but still including those who identify as robots! vvvv important>)

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 13/01/2026

I think I had an important dream. It was all very confusing, but I think I'll figure it out eventually. If it comes true, I'll QRT this.

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 03/01/2026

I felt the calling when I saw the moon tonight 🌕

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 02/01/2026

StatsFM records update! Happy New Year! 2025 was a terrible year for me. I wasn't able to work on music that much and my mind fell into dark and awful places. My safety mechanism is to hide and stop talking, even to my friends. I'm sorry for leaving, I hate this. Here's hoping for a better year.

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Amy Paw :3 @mphasie.cz · 30/12/2025

I did it, I faced my fears and conquered the kitchen sink

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