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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet!

@mouseochism.bsky.social
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Still kickin' 30yo genderfucked nullo whiplovin' tranny! Whipthrower, whipmaker, & kink educator | edgeplay priest & pain shaman | experiential extremist lover of leather and all things that are dead yet will outlive us.

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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
bullwhip I made to hit the 6ft length limit at my favorite dungeon, themed after Bloodborne's Moonlight Sword
A bullwhip with a handle made entirely of silvery iridescent paracord, complete with dark and light blue accents that gradually spiral and take over the tail of the whip.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
I'm 3/4 of the way there and hot on your heels.
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Mama Roxy Locktober Enthusiast @mama-roxy.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
We made it. We really did. It's my 10th trans-versary! It's been an arduous and weird journey, but coming out around this time in 2016 was one of the best things I've ever done with my life, and I've done a lot of things... Here's to 10 more.
a beared man in glasses wearing a Scotland rugby poloa woman wearing the same glassesa woman with blonde hair and glasses in a purple dress, sitting at a table at a restaurant a woman in a black cammi taking a selfie in a mirror
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motes @moteyote.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
wolfed out at the haliburton wolf centre
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Tim Price @timprice.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
@Agos226 • 1y ago (edited)
My dad walked in on me playing kingdom hearts as a kid and I told him I was killing a boss and he said "I wish I could kill my boss" and left
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
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Findy Equus @findyequus.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
"Chained pony" I would say you can stay like that for the rest of 'Tied Up Tuesday' but you seem to be enjoying it. Where's my whip! (New photo a few days ago).
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
If you don't have one, I make em :3
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Jasper Fox @redfuchs.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
a picture of a cat with the caption "deep down we all want to BITE someone as hard as possible. 100% real jaw power. 5-8 seconds just once"
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Hans, faffing 🐺🐕‍🦺 @hansfaffing.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
My poor match partner got too flustered and had a hard time focusing. Don't worry it was a lot more clear for them once I had the puppy pinned down.
Wolf fursuit in a rubber wrestling singlet. It is out out of focus just lightly. probably because out of frame I'm stepping on the photographer on purpose. That's distracting I guess.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
I have been invited to the land of the british and I'm going to be there really soon for Manchester Pride and a couple weeks following. If anybody wants to hang out and/or scene please drop a line
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✦ sliv ✦ @slivertooth.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
triangle spectrum theory of pup play
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
hmmm I feel like this needs a fourth corner of "literal wolf" (antisocial with people, social with pups, closest with other wolves. Desires clear social expectations and rigid pack structure so as to be relieved from the burden of unknowable and annoying societal expectations. It's me!!!)
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I've literally never been outta the country and I have an X gender passport pray for me. Tbh that's more likely to cause me issue than getting kidnapped (getting kidnapped would be a boon tbh)
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I got hangups about that but part of the point is to get me past my hangups about it.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
yes ik that's dangerous but I've also known this person and several people who know this person for several years, there's talks of seeing where a collar goes while I'm there. First time I'm letting anybody put a collar on me symbolic or otherwise in two years.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
the dom I like insisting to fly me out to Manchester Pride a week before it's happening and me being like A
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I am kinky-asexual and a fixated sadomasochist and I feel this so hard I got nulled IRL about it.
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Geo/Bandit @g0blinpanda.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
Anyone want this weirdo plush guy for 💲1️⃣0️⃣0️⃣?
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
one of us squeak
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
every kinky trans person I've met who is outside of their own box more than rarely is tough as nails, weathered with good anecdotes, has more experience in more areas of life than anyone at their age should, and is more than a little crazy and broken. Wouldn't have it any other way.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
to be alive, to go out and live in the world, to engage with freaks out in the world requires uncommon valor To do it while staying visible and not flying under the radar? To let your hedonism lead you by the nose to the people who desire you and what you offer most? that just requires spite.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
this undercurrent is despair and self-destruction is more than common in online-only or online-first networks of kinky, neurodivergent, and perhaps most intensely queer people. Everyone I know who even makes it out to kink events carries a level of spite for the way the world is I also tap into.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
I choose to be shameless. It is not something I just am. I have to force myself to cast off what the world and my past will tell me makes me unfit for society because that emotion is still an antisocial one. I don't begrudge anyone an ounce for listening to that very loud voice, right now
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
shame paradoxically for many freaks I do know offers them a sort of safety, a collapse of the possibility-space of the terror. There's an undercurrent of despair and self-destruction that underlies so much kink right now because there is a lot to despair over and not anything more complex than that.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
I don't begrudge gooners anything because choosing to be a freak and be alive right now is hard. Choosing to be alive and to not give into despair enough to go out requires great strength. Choosing to leave your box and share space and intimacy with other freaks requires uncommon valor.
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D I Y E X E V E N @diyexeven.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Binturong woman
experimenting with species i have never drawn, im quite happy with her
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Gray @redhotdivekick.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
xavier renegade angel dialogue
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Punished Aoi @punishedaoi.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
We have spent the last 15 years telling people that being uncomfortable was the same thing as being abused/victimized and that they should not stand for it, that the cause of it must be eradicated. I thoroughly believe it's a major cause of our global decline into fascism.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
I feel like you could also extend this to most hand-makers' and artist's fields assuming the products are up to a certain standard of quality and you want to not price out the average person. Making things with your own two hands is just not economical. Every handcrafter does it for the love of it.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
I am currently brainstorming budget models explicitly because keeping the dream of seeding the ATL scene with whip-players alive is important to me, but this is also my job now and I can no longer charge people $140 for a signal whip. That just does not make ends meet.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
Making whips as compared to making other kink gear is exceptionally time-consuming work as making kink gear goes. Every basic flogger you've ever bought was a huge profit, every whip you've bought is only priced to make ends meet. None of us actually charge what our work is worth.
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109 Hells Bring Heaven 🔞 @trundlebeast.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
having to do that is the worst thing ever but so it goes
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
and just in case since it already happened once and some people might read this as being addressed to them, here's something actually for them: STOP READING MY FUCKING POSTS. I HAVE YOU BLOCKED. THEY'RE NOT FOR YOU.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
as for me, I am fucking broken. Two years of somebody refusing to hurt you in ways that don't matter by hurting you in ways that do matter later, I am fucking broken. Time will tell if there's anything else left for me on this earth but trauma and hope.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
somebody who puts so much of their time and love into caring for you probably knows things you could do that go around your issues, but doesn't want to stress an already overburdened existence. It shows you love, and it gives them an opportunity to love you in another way. It's imperative.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
a small plea to creatures who are dependents and will always be that way, from me: Find ways to give back. Ask your partners if you can do more, even if it's hardly anything. Fear those who speak in absolutes and who refuse you the answer to that question. The survival of your love depends on it
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
these are about as bad odds as they come for somebody like me. and yet, after almost dying, I promised. There is no giving up anymore, just sacrificing more and more pieces of myself til I can find some halfway-stable future.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
and this feels exceptionally insurmountable because I just got out of a relationship where being encouraged to do something with my life wasn't part of the equation, and it ended in the kind of prolonged breakup that leaves you with trauma for 10 years.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
I need structure, and I know this, and not from the existential threat of survival under late capitalism, but from somebody who cares enough about me to know it's good for me. I need somebody in my life who is kind enough to care for me but also kind enough to make me pull some of my weight.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
It's not like I can contribute nothing. I make things, those things can be sold for money, but unless you also do content creation or get lucky in some major way just making things is rarely enough to sustain yourself on its own, especially things that are handmade since that's been so devalued.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
and being existentially absolutely terrified of this because right now a lot of the time life feels like lying to myself about being capable of making ends meet. Realistically, I will only survive the next year because of charity. This time it's my parents', but here I am again.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
coming to terms with the idea that relationships where one partner supports the other in exchange for more esoteric ways of giving back are still common, and not only are they still common but they're kind of necessary for the disabled or infirm to survive in this economy.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
really feeling the need to let loose with another sadomasochist I trust and let our more foundational pain loving sides out lately
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
fuck
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Here's to the sadists who, in spite of the abject terror of being seen and knowing that one day a masochist who used them will try to hurt them, choose to seek a healthy outlet where they are supervised anyway. I've seen what lurks in those dark corners, and what its eyes look like.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
and if you know anything about sociology and psychosexual health, people without an outlet will find unhealthy ones behind closed doors, away from prying eyes, and their own sense of ethics will rot along with the lack of space in the social contract for their desires.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
this leads to more extreme categories of desire: "classical" sadomasochism (which is still accepted under stringent conditions), emotional SM (some types are acceptable, other types aren't), and more foundational sadomasochism (people think you're a psychopath and they're right) with no outlet.
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Saltine Isn't Down for the Count Yet! @mouseochism.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
like with many other forms of kink the past few decades, it has become increasingly harder with increased visibility of the scene and surveillance capitalism to do kink "The right way". The right way is constantly narrowing. The permissions structures are rotting.
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