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Maru is tired 🫩🥊🚬 @marureviere.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

to my oomfs

🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

colonoscopy didnt kill me. took for fucking ever to get my symptoms sort of back in control but im feeling somewhat functional. no answers but still a lot more tests not done yet. gonna try working on comms in small bursts when i can bc im tired of waiting to get fixed first. i will do my best

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Better Things Are Possible @internethippo.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Mainstream Respectable opinion is that people joking about a bad person's death represents a culture of cruelty, but really it represents a culture of impunity. It's a coping mechanism for watching someone do evil their whole life and never seeing consequences

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

the medication itself may also not agree with me which wouldnt surprise me. i got such an intense, strong headache and such nausea… but its almost over… im hoping so strongly they can figure it out tomorrow and then treat me finally. its been seven months of this

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

i can only imagine it’s this bad for me because my digestive system is already constantly in distress and aggravated all the time but i also get like flare ups of worse symptoms and much more pain and one started last night so i took the pills for prep and my body was like ok that’s it. nuke time

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

i know i keep giving inane health updates but i finally got appointments that matter and i was so excited but now i am preparing for a colonoscopy tomorrow and this isn’t funny anymore. i didn’t know the human body could feel like this. it is very bad

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Cloud Echo @cloudecho50.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I had to scratch the itch sorry Jin (they/he) #tmpreg #mpreg #nbpreg #birthkink

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wizard 🔞🤼🏻‍♂️🫃🏻 | working on comm queue! @wizardpregnant.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

grace giving birth as a doodle of rocky freaks out in the background

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

lrt oh my GOD i never thought about that kind of thing but i am apparently really into it wow

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Spooky! @lewdy-spaghette.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

The horse is large the horse is round

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

this is my medical issue journey update of the week or whatever. i have a suspected diagnosis but need many many many tests to be done on me but actually getting them done is such a different story

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Weiner @gravidweiner.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Mpreg nun??? #mpreg #ftmpreg #bush #nbpreg #nsfw #pregnant

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ultra masculine whitegirl playlist @jockbuns.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

heatwave might colour him ☸️

Pregnant man lies in bed, asleep, bundled up on a pile of pillows, tired and overheated

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

why do you have to chase down doctors like a bounty hunter to get anything resolved

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

it’s always nice to hear!!! i always find it hard to not beat myself up over things like this ahaha

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

i feel so bad that all i have to give is updates like this all the time!!! it does suck to feel so sick but mostly i want to be able to do the things that others want me to do!!! 😭 thank you, it can't last forever... i have to have hope they'll figure it out soon

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dr. jackdaw (AGE IN BIO OR BLOCK) @drjackdaw.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

archiveofourown.org/works/857083... check out my phm preg fic!!! ryland grace is # in trouble at this point i cannot believe i've written 8 chapters #mpreg #tmpreg #phmfanfic

A man in a jumpsuit stripped down to his waist leans over a clear faceted ball. He is pregnant and his face is hidden behind his hair. In the ball, a little rocky alien peers up at him.

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

i have the most promising appointment next week. so hopefully gastro can help me. right now i am doing all i can to manage my symptoms to function on a basic level but even then i am almost always in pain and still getting sick more than half the days. my body just collapsed this year. ugh

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

another health update… they still have not figured out whats wrong with me, i got prescribed some meds to help that i cannot take because i am allergic to and my doctor never checks, AND i got diagnosed with PMOS on top of that!!!! what is going onnnnn

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Suzanne ✨🌑 @tendermiasma.com · 22/05/2026

Remember we have their ear right now. They're already requesting public comments on debankment practices. Go file.

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wizard 🔞🤼🏻‍♂️🫃🏻 | working on comm queue! @wizardpregnant.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

i genuinely don't understand how i am still going through it like this is truly endless 😭 but i am determined to keep trying

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

lotssss of doctors appointments coming up ugh. but hopefully a solution can be found because idk how to live like this

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

mental health just starting to heal... physical health absolutely collapses. i am pretty sure i have some form of IBD or a bacterial infection of some sort. this is crazy. it truly never ends

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

can u imagine owning like some kind of more ethically run AI robot that can change the shape of its body and shit and run simulated fantasies without the parts u don’t find hot and then no real person has to figure out how to conform to this. thats the dream for me

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レッサーパンダ 🐕🔞 @lnusama.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

Almost got it. She's like-- she's right there, dude, oh my god. @coffaebeans.bsky.social

A pregnant border collie woman in terribly fitting overalls (which look more like a belly sling than anything) attempting to crouch down and retrieve a wrench off of the ground. I believe in her, she can do it. Maybe. I think? Idk who knows at this point, if she doesn't she might just bite you.

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depths of wikipedia @depthsofwikipedia.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

happy holiday to all who celebrate

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

but i have thought about… what if it could be a fantasy brought to life. that would be cool. no actual pain, no actual danger, and most importantly no actual baby. it would just seem more real than a drawing or a thought. i wish i was born 200 years in the future

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

the thing about this for me is that like… its 100% a fantasy that exists only in fantasy land. i would love to experience it “for real” but only if it was in the fantasy way that i conjure up in my mind. if i experienced it For Real i would be scared shitless and it would not be erotic at all to me

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

man i gotta be honest if there was like a sex android i would be all over that shit. fantasies played out in real life but no real person has to actually experience it. that would be awesome

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

wow thank you so much!!!! i’m glad, i hope you enjoy!!

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

my existing lore for them is that they’re sort of a spirit guardian of the forest they inhabit and many of the alien and/or supernatural creatures in the forest are born through this spirit’s body. maybe to help keep populations in balance??? not sure yet hahaha. i thought it fit a nature spirit

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

and i really hope the work pays off in the form of eventually feeling better than just persevering but for now i will take what i can get!!!

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

sorry i dont know why i am venting all of this here i guess i feel like i bare my soul through porn in a way and this is just another aspect of that hahaha… things i dont share with my Normal Account Followers really. anyway. sorry. ill be back soon

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

getting out more and joining social groups and trying to be a real person. not just being sedentary and isolated entirely. i kept trying to convince myself i was fine and i seriously paid the price but its okay because i can fix it if i keep trying. its hard and slow but its possible

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

and i think the episode is just. over. a lot of it was my own doing, though. isolating myself more and more since covid started to the point of almost never leaving the house and coping in really bad ways like excessive spending and substances. and im finally starting to change those habits

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

also like. to be clearer i guess, this was a Major Depressive Episode or whatever you call it. i have always had a pretty consistent minor feeling of depression but this was the third time in my life where i crashed really hard and was like uncontrollably crying and suicidal for weeks to months

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

it sucks bc i can see how much there is to live for and there are so many things i still want to do and see and be here for but i get overwhelmed so easily and my emotions feel so strong and unpredictable and also very dependent on things i cannot control. like rainy cloudy weather. ughhh

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

ahhh thank you!!! i really need to revisit this character and solidify their lore

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

worth risking or not. and my list for things that seem like they’ll work with no issues is at zero currently which sucks! but. i am trying to stay silly. i am doing Everything i can. it is so hard. but i am still here and i am still trying

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

because new medication trials will potentially take a very long time since for depression its all a guessing game on what will help without 847384 side effects. i have tried to do research and had genetic testing done to try and predict which would work best for me and decide what side effects are

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

and my mood swings so rapidly now its just. a lot of adjustment. and still, STILL waiting to stop feeling withdrawals and waiting for my digestive system to heal. and also getting ignored by my doctor now which is cool. so. i think i am going to try to get my outstanding commissions done soon though

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 04/05/2026

okay another update sorry its been so long. things are not good but they’re. better. sort of. i don’t know. i’m finally off my meds so i am feeling real emotions for the first time in over a decade and when its good its fine but when its bad its so bad. the smallest shit makes me SO down it’s scary

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

which is awesome because i have not really been hopeful at all for… a while, in all honesty. it has been so incredibly fucking hard. it sucks to be scared of your own mind. but i made it through so much already and i don’t see it getting worse from here on out. and if it does… psych ward i guess lol

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

but i think that feeling better physically will probably help, seeing how a large contributor to the breakdown and depressive episode, and i know that having better vitamin D levels has helped me a lot in the past. so. first steps didn’t work but i am feeling more hopeful about this i think

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

and is in fact making things worse in a lot of ways. i have so many unpleasant side effects from it after raising my dose and in hindsight i don’t think my lower was ever doing much for me at all either. so i’m getting off of it and hopefully will be stable otherwise so that i can try something else

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🌟🫃🏳️‍⚧️🌟 @monsterbirth.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

another update that unfortunately is not “i feel all better now” but important anyway. i have been doing every holistic measure possible to get myself feeling better enough to be functional and it’s good that i have because at this point i have accepted that my antidepressant is not helping me

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