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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 4h

a sudden realisation of just how much i've changed these past few years: where i used to be brittle, i am now profoundly non-newtonian.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 13h

pleasing photos of oneself are a precious commodity, well-worth hoarding; dipping into the archives for a little self-appreciation can spill sunshine on the darkest of moods.

a picture of millennia, chin raised, half-dressed in black undergarments including an underbust slip. the image is cropped at her eyeline and waist. she is sitting on the edge of a bed with rumpled mid-grey sheets.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 26/09/2026

what i can see vs my phone mocking my weak human eyes. this is what i get for going to bed too damn early.

a darkly indistinct and desaturated photo of a country hillside through a kitchen window.

a vibrantly colourful photo of a country hillside through a kitchen window.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 26/09/2026

seems i'd best keep myself busy tonight, my fingers are not to be trusted

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💍 ᔕᕼYEᑎᗩ 🏳️‍⚧️ @shyena.dog · 25/09/2026

Help, I forgot how to drink waAAUUGAARBLBLAARAAUGHABL

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 25/09/2026

congratulations, i played myself. games that changed my brain chemistry, rather than games that my specific maladaptions latched onto.

my 9 games (the 9 games that shaped who i am) —3x3 grid. Dark Castle, Spectre, Wipeout 3, Nevereinter Nights, STALKER: Shadow of Chernobyl, Fallout New Vegas, Divinity: Original Sin Ii, American Truck Simulator, Project Zomboid.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 25/09/2026

they say you catch more flies with honey than vinegar. however! slowly dripping vinegar into fresh scratches, then salving those scratches with honey, is both deliciously torturous and its own anti-infection protocol.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 24/09/2026

repeatedly correcting behaviour with a spray bottle, then mockingly complimenting her on being so wet for you.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 23/09/2026

it turns out some dommes will break themselves on a firm enough boundary. i may have accidentally gentle-parented myself a new pet.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 22/09/2026

chronic pain domme commencing punishment: ‘this is going to hurt me more than it hurts you.’

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 20/09/2026

If you see this do it if you want! ⊹ name: millennia ⊹ height: 6'3"/192cm ⊹ nicknames: millie ⊹ siblings: distant ⊹ relationship: partner of 24 years ⊹ crushing on: my own damn self ⊹ fav season: spring ⊹ pets: 14yo tabby, inherited w. house ⊹ fav color: absolutely not ⊹ live: far south lutruwita

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 18/09/2026

i can just tell i’m gonna end up doing something stupid today. the encroaching dark is calling for a sacrifice.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 17/09/2026

tonight's much-needed hot shower broke stupidly multiply-sclerotic brain. exhausted and entertainingly delirious, but cannot sleep. on the plus side, i suspect tonight's dreams might be ✨wild✨

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 15/09/2026

-# this is your reminder that some women speak quietly because they don’t *need* to raise their voices.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 13/09/2026

a second day of cranky spasm-hands means a second day of turning my limited capacity to cooking when i just want to be leatherworking. steady enough to chop, but not steady enough to cut. strong enough to stir, but not strong enough to stitch. born to make collars, forced to make dal.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 13/09/2026

okay now i'm just in sandwich mode A Free Cubano All Stars Bánh Mì! At The Disco Jello Bifana Reuben <— already actually a band ᵃˡˢᵒ ᴿᵃᵍᵉ ᴬᵍᵃᶦⁿˢᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵀᵃᵍᶦⁿᵉ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃ ˢᵃⁿᵈʷᶦᶜʰ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶦ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵈᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒᵈᵃʸ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵖʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗᶦᵛᵉˡʸ

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 13/09/2026

make a band edible — but i'm torn between two terrible options, those being The Mars Volta Bar + sour gummy Battles

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 12/09/2026

tonight we f̶e̶a̶s̶t̶ bleat today sure was a mixed bag try again tomorrow

a wooly-headed millie gazing into the top left corner

a wooly-headed millie, blank eyes, tongue protruding, staring into an unseen horror

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 12/09/2026

my body is a poem with broken syntax failing rhythm filled with the wrong words scribbled on sheets carelessly discarded crumpled and forgotten

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 12/09/2026

my heart, in her hands has never skipped a beating my tears keep time still (sorry)

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 11/09/2026

first time putting a fresh edge on my skiving knife. one day i will take pleasure in sharpening tools with a whetstone, but today is not that day. at least i've managed not to slip and cut myself so far today, she said portentously —

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 11/09/2026

although the snake pattern isn’t particularly readable from this angle today — i swear they change position between wears — i like to think of this particular combo as my Gadsden tights, specifically for treading on people (consensually).

a first-person photograph of millie’s legs, clad in snake-design fishnets over yellow tights, outstretched on a blue sofa. a shallow depth of field renders everything past her knees blurry, drawing attention to the curve of her thighs.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 10/09/2026

i feel like i've made entirely too few poor and/or frankly irresponsible choices today. i've not caused anything like enough trouble, and there's been regrettably little behaviour that might be considered of questionable judgement, let alone profoundly unwise.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 10/09/2026

“misery loves company” factoid actually just statistical error. average person just wants to be alone. Sad Parties Georg, who lives in a warehouse squat —

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 09/09/2026

okay i’ve been awake an hour and a half and i still haven’t put estrogel on my thighs because it’s *cold* and i am *cold* so i’ll just continue sitting here feeling *cold* instead of just doing it and getting warm already goddess preserve me wtaf

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 08/09/2026

woke up hungover at the intersection of queer temporality and generational alienation, desperately trying to flag a ride

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 08/09/2026

as a middle-aged, visibly disabled bitch who walks with a cane, i am profoundly puzzled by (and deeply appreciative of) just how often i am approached and/or flat-out hit on by significantly younger women while out in public. today's incident was just a very intense + flustered compliment but still

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 08/09/2026

starting my day right (stimulants, early 90s electro-industrial, gorgeous woman who reverently dresses my naked flesh)

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 06/09/2026

millie vs pain 0-2 so far today. which would would suck if it was best of three, but we’re just getting warmed up.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 06/09/2026

this is where i get to express my appreciation of Lush’s Grape Soda perfume in public also Xerjoff’s Cruz Del Sur II but that’s probably not actually the culprit

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 05/09/2026

it is ridiculous to me that i can feel like rough-hewn shit and look like this, versus me ten years ago (also feeling like rough-hewn shit albeit for entirely different, now-resolved reasons). that beard was doing a lot of heavy lifting.

a selfie of millie, sitting at her desk with a blank expression. she’s tired, messy, hair in her face.

a grainy, starkly-lit b+w selfie of millie ~5 years pre-transition. not a bad beard, for a girl.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 05/09/2026

teaching myself leatherworking, and realising that if i picked up wireworking again — it's been a long, hot minute — i could probably make some rather elegant decorative-yet-functional muzzles as well.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 04/09/2026

i’m not saying my current woes are due to Venus having moved from Libra into Scorpio roughly 18 hours back, but frankly the shoe fits.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 03/09/2026

whoever paid off my face card overnight, thank you; i've been spending commensurately

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 02/09/2026

decades later than i’d like, but this is the closest i’ve ever vibe-matched my childhood dreams of being a tomboy

millennia, getting ready for the day, taking a bathroom mirror selfie whilst clad in a towelling robe, open at the chest and held closed at the abdomen to show cleavage and some belly.

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𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔳𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 @millie.fingered.me · 01/09/2026

petition to call anyone unduly smug about their skincare routine a retinhole

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