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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 2h

ok i return to blocking bsky after a bit of catching up, i will catch up with any messages next time i peek over ;w; mwah mwah

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 3h

its extremely important to me that multiple friends have found it vital to make sure i see the bimbo vs michael myers in stripper boots video while off bsky. to be known is to be loved

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may 👑 @fawndly.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

@miel.honeyviolets.gay kind of situations vixie is getting into

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 3h

hiii. my mental health's still not The Best, but i had enough of an improvement in various areas despite still struggling that i decided it might be good to try and be off the site all month with exceptions like this just to check in and let people know 👋 i'm miel and i'm okay

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

augh. i know my brain is not nice today because i got hit with another surge of "you are talking too much. you should apologize for that." i might have to get off bsky for a couple days

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

i do think maybe i should try to talk to my doctor about "med i can take to come down from panic" if i am having to talk myself down in circles so often. but i was really happy about being able to lessen my meds cocktail a little and only be on 1 daily with another sporadically

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

ohhh deadlock isn't calibrated for steam deck... that's okay, maybe i'll have my tower pc repaired finally and upgraded a bit by the time it has a full release and i can try it then

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

i still feel this way. mean joke. 4 billion years evolving from nothing and your brain is impacted so significantly by the endocrine system that you can't have a certain hormone spike OR drop without the whole thing going out of whack? back to the drawing board

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

when i wake up and see timestamps that say i was last yapping 6 or 7 hours ago i go "well that's not quite enough perhaps"

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

okay nini everyoneeee i try to sleep nice and cozy

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

also any anxiety i experience rn can doubly not be trusted to be real things i should be afraid of on account of "it's my period very soon"

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

if you get a spike of anxiety after midnight you must remember: it is after midnight. that's not real it's just your brain acting up. you woke up at like 6 or 7 am today, or at least i did

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roddy🦇 @captainrodimus.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

goodnight louria

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 01/05/2025

sometimes drawing her is like taking an anti-anxiety pill

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

femme who was making plans to paint her nails this week just bit one short without thinking. you buffoon

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

i need to humble myself with reminders of the way life used to be sometimes. modern data storage is a miracle. the fact that this takes up a tiny fraction of my external drive is crazy

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

i use this emoji so much lately i don't know what i would do without it. this is me going "hehe"

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

kicks my feet happily... i get to share my magical girl show bit by bit in small chunks. ehehe. it doesn't have to be daunting at all

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

chubby vampire girls are an important part of the ecosystem

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

the fact that the sailor moon r movie kinda needs 1.5 - 2 seasons knowledge to be optimally enjoyed is such a bummer because it's my favourite but i have to coerce you into at least 65 episodes first

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 30/09/2026

thinking about movies i liked this year. "they will kill you" made me go "hell yeah" so many times i lost count. i think some movies are pure concentrated "hell yeah" and this is one of them youtu.be/AqNFJUihSHg

youtu.be

They Will Kill You | Official Trailer

YouTube video by Warner Bros.

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i like the vibe of that violet deadlock girl. the one who's an artist. i hope people make yuri of her

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i got a youtube short of katya (the drag queen) describing a recent sexual encounter with "big pickle, good crunch" GOOD CRUNCH? good CRUNCH?

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i think pale - medium blue eyeshadow is soooo pretty but always think "oh, i couldn't pull it off, though..." except i was looking at seasonal colours and thinking "haha, the pinks and reds are close to lipsticks i buy" and there are multiple pale - medium blues right next to them. was i dumb!!!

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

sometimes i run through gay scenarios in my head to test if i still feel flustered thinking about it and the answer is always a very quick resounding Yes, You Dumbass,

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

lrp ooooh you can check out a book by my friend that may be of particular interest to you this halloween month! i have it in my itch library i still gotta read it 🥹

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vert ⚡️🪶 MELT: REFRAIN OUT NOW @subvertebra.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Limited community copies are available, to refill every so often. 🩸

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vert ⚡️🪶 MELT: REFRAIN OUT NOW @subvertebra.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

MELT: REFRAIN: A 🔞 queer trans horror novel about toxic corporate vampires in love, and other four-letter words. One part Gothic, one part psychological torment; all sex and death. Everything changes for the worst all the time. What are you going to do about it? Available now on Itch & Payhip. 🪦🕊️

Promo image with the cover of MELT: REFRAIN and extra info. It says: a queer trans corporate Gothic horror novel. Non-linear, multi-POV, first in a series.

The cover illustration features two characters, one in bright red, one in dark teal. The man in red is disheveled and smoking, eyes obscured in shadow, and the man in teal is behind him, mostly obscured and dangling a lowball glass over the first man's shoulder. Smoke drifts up from the cigarette, partially obscuring both their faces. The backdrop is black and dark red, and is textured a little like viscera. The title text has a similar texture and is outline in neon red.

Excerpt from MELT: REFRAIN.

If Simon hadn’t been so desperate already, Hector really would bite him open, drink him half-dry and make him woozy and pliant. But Simon’s saucer-wide pupils and laser focus on the red pooling on Hector’s chin and seeping into his beard belie his composure. It’s not like Hector’s ever been turned—no doubt something out there could mold a vampire into something else, though he’d rather not dwell on the possibility—but he’s got the gist over the years, how it eats and eats and eats at someone if they don’t get what they need. Born vampires have it bad enough already; what exquisite agony something even worse must be, the basest parts of oneself parched and undeniable.

Available now on Itch.io and Payhip.

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

bot that friends & i use to pull up our lodestone profiles in discord has been, for reasons unknown to us, selectively hiding the feet of some characters, but not all. vixie has been spared so i'm choosing to believe she keeps submitting new photos of her shoes to eorzean wikifeet every week

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Mharwyb @ GWF! @horsetuna.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

modern aus are fun because thancred can say “jesus fucking christ”

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i think my favourite was "you're such a smartie. you're like the pink one in a batch of smarties." that's me

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

wearing a shade of pink today that made me stop and ask my mom (color analysis professional) if i'm crazy for thinking it looks Really Good on me (compared to other pinks) and it just turned into a convo where we were finding different ways to call me a pink thing

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

[struggling to get up out of bed] if i get up i can eat and play and draw. i LOVE to eat and play and draw. and yet

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i don't have childish ideas that media presence will solve discrimination entirely, but i do feel heartened every time it seems an earnest attempt at depicting lgbtq people as deserving of acceptance and respect is made, y'know

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

lrp "No, she's right. Let's call her big sister [aneki]" made me go "weh..." i wanna watch that one

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Robin LeBlanc, from work @robinfromwork.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The film is written, directed, and co-stars Hitoshi Ozawa, a legendary Yakuza actor who is a villain in Yakuza 0, who got his fellow legends involved. This was his passion project inspired by one of his best friends, a trans woman, and he worked with the community for representative casting.

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i got hit with a surge of worry that i'm terminally annoying online but when i scroll back through my posts i'm just some dyke mostly posting about things i like or having fun with friends, with a few stress induced exceptions, so i am probably okay

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i want another day with friends where we hang out for animation delight. that's what i call it when we get into hyperbeam and queue up a bunch of short films and anime episodes. "how long have you called it that?" how long did it take me to type this

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

the fact that even briefly zero two was Thee anime girl famous for always going "daaaaarling~" irked me so much for a few years. that's invader lum erasure. i think the modern adaptation of urusei yatsura helped, though

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

oh there's an aikatsu song that does some wordplay with miel and lumiere because of the interchangeable r/l sound... that's so cute... golden honey light...

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

知ってる？知ってる？！ミエル~ ミエルルルルルン~♪ それわたしだよ！♡ \;w;/

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

emotionally (E・MO・TION-ally) i think i'm here today

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

today's gonna be good even if it started off rocky and even if i have to postpone an outing because of panic attack starting me off on the wrong foot to go out and be normiel. it's gonna be good cuz i said so and i will make it happen

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i don't even know what exactly may have triggered the spike of panic that woke me up cuz i had a proper dinner and i had a really nice evening and went to bed giggly and blushy and cozy. local magical girl senses disturbance in universe but can't do anything about that

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

supposed to go out today but i woke up early in a sudden anxious panic and i dunno if i have it in me after starting the day off so rough. i play it by ear i guess

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i'm laying in bed right now still thinking about it btw

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miel @ catgirl city (7.4) @miel.honeyviolets.gay · 29/09/2026

i think if i watched this movie as a kid or teen it would have done something irreversible to me as a person

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