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Rainy @meridian.dance · 09/08/2026

Posting this bit of bottom surgery bowel prep lore before it's lost to time. You have to drink all of it within 2 hours. Iced, as a slushy, or warm (you psycho)

Photo of bottom surgery bowel prep materials: A carton of MiraLAX and 5 small gatorade bottles emptied into a large jug.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 09/08/2026

Yeah, sure! I settled on Dr. Pang as my surgeon and am happy I did!

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 20/06/2026

Obligatory I lived bitch

Rainy in the hospital, in a bed and recovering from surgery

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/05/2026

He has that ~created by AI~ look about him

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/05/2026

What even are gumballs? Who out there is saving quarters for these things in this economy? You can’t even eat them, istg. Save your hard-earned bits for homies stickers instead imo

A picture of various colored, slightly uneven spheres that are conceivably gumballs. One is bisected and has a contemptible appearance

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/05/2026

Hey! Hey bestie Do you sometimes still stop and think about the hell that you came from? Yeah, same ig

Left image: Mysterious person who is dead inside
Right image: Rainy as-is

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 25/04/2026

My friends keep calling me a naughty librarian archetype but I don’t really understand what they mean 😢

Rainy sitting at her desk doing ?????????

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 23/04/2026

“Shh, shh…” I whisper while emphatically drowning an entire box of spaghetti in boiling water

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 21/04/2026

There’s absolutely way this book is for real omggg

An excerpt from “Futuristic Violence and Fancy Suits” that describes when Zoey orders and receives a pizza from a kind delivery person

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 10/01/2026

Hello from the other side 👋🏻

Rainy, several hours after waking from her FFS procedure

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 10/01/2026

Wow FFS recovery really sucks! But I’d honestly do it again in a heartbeat (give me a week to rest first lol)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 11/12/2025

Big shoutout to House of Rayne for my sapphic reawakening lol

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 05/11/2025

My city’s town hall is flying flags at half staff today for what I assume to be the complete annihilation of our state’s Republican Party Absolutely brutal rofl

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 02/10/2025

Bottom surgery date is booked next year for the second week of June! Honestly this is so scary and exciting at the same time! It feels unreal that in less than a year a long standing source of dysphoria will be gone forever, but I’m so ready for it

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/09/2025

I wouldn’t expect anybody to have an answer to this: But what is a good playlist to listen to before getting your face peeled off (FFS)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/09/2025

Anybody else ever get the urge to quit your job, leave your home, and subsist in a limestone cave on a diet of ladybugs and shoujo manga while slowing succumbing to radon gas poisoning?

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/09/2025

Yeah, we are all being held hostage by a hostile media environment that is full-throatedly supporting America’s fascist experiment. But look, I need you to see that the ad networks on current event articles are going absolutely WILD rn

An image of a woman next to a skeleton with its neck highlighted in red

A sleeping skeleton with its neck highlighted in red

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/08/2025

Ahhhh omg, I got in all my letters today, now I’m just waiting on a date for bottom surgery. Honestly still kind of can’t believe this is happening! 😱

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 06/07/2025

Gosh darn, that's exciting for you 🙌 May you have a speedy recovery when it's all over.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 04/07/2025

Debating whether showing up to a parade today wearing black or wearing red white and blue while waving progress flags Either way I ain't gonna be there to celebrate *motions w/ hands* whatever this is now

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 04/07/2025

Like most news organizations it was bought by a rightwing billionaire, right? I guess any remaining expectations went out the window when that happened.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/07/2025

Today I took one of the big final coming out steps and let my workplace know! It was honestly overdue! Big bundle of nerves right now. A little sick feeling, kind of acidic. Think I need a chai latte right now to bring me back down to being grounded and basic as hell 😅

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 30/06/2025

I could not figure it out and whenever I hung out with my guy friends I felt like a spy deep in hostile territory as I desperately tried to mimic behaviors and social cues that felt foreign to me 😫

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

Oh yeahhh, the squinting is hard to let go of for me 😮‍💨 But yeah, final word: I literally don't see any signs of deep-set eyes here and that's incredible

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

Wow, that happened for you? I mean, clearly it did because you look amazing! How long did it take? I still have "deep set eyes", but I think the fat distribution is still doing its work there.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

1000% going to be one of my all-time favorite cases

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

I love comparisons like this so much, and it really showcases one of the best effects of estrogen (you become a vampire)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

Why have tan lines when you can go for an even tone? - My famous last words before returning home a beautiful and dazzling scarlet red

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

It’s usually foggy around here this time of year, but the sun always shines on pride (praise Helios) l also got asked by like the 30,000th person if I’m a librarian lol!!

Analysis suggests subject is some kind of being in a hat. Reports further indicate this is a human GIRL

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 20/06/2025

Imagine if they plugged any other minority group such as “black Americans” into that line and printed it. wtaf

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 19/06/2025

They’re perfect on you!

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 18/06/2025

So cool that terror after terror keeps happening to trans people in the U.S. and we’re just expected to show up to work and pretend everything is fine

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 17/06/2025

He doesn’t want to be remembered (bury in a reply)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 17/06/2025

Two therapists now firmly on team “Charlotte needs a vagina” and I have a tentative surgery period for April-May of 2026! I never, ever thought I could make it this far. If you’re still not sure if you can do it, I’m giving you all of my energy from here on out 🙌

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 17/06/2025

Gosh darn, that’s one of the most exciting things! Go get it!

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 14/06/2025

God I feel this so hard 😣

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

I literally don’t know any other organization that does business like this, it’s asinine. Like why make any changes at all (3)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

So like, now I have no credit score and am unscorable. And can’t unfreeze or do anything with credit until they decide to do whatever they wanna do on their end to update my account fully. Who only partially updates an account and then sends no warning about it wth 🤦‍♀️ (2)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

Credit bureaus are super cool! I sent in my court order and new legal ID to Experian. They decided to issue me a new credit report in my name and send it to me, but then refused to update my actual account until also sending an image of my social security card (???). This broke my credit. (1)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

I missed this when I was spiraling yesterday, but hell yeah you did 🙌

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

It’s so wonderful to hear comforting words like that! I think I just need to take a moment to breathe…

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

Ugh, living in the U.S. and facial feminization surgery date is set for January of next year. Tell me it’s gonna be okay 😭

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/06/2025

Rofl and here I am sitting with my serums and tinctures and moisturizers thinking “when will it be enough” and then there are women slaying with drug store lotion.. 🫠 That’s awesome though

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/06/2025

Umm, Amber?? Gonna need your skincare routine like asap for my sanity 🙏

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/06/2025

Can’t decide if I hate bottom electrolysis more than face. Sometimes you feel absolutely nothing, but then there are just spots where you see the reaper for like 3 seconds

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 05/06/2025

Gosh darn, that’s an ENTRANCE

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