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Rainy @meridian.dance · 09/08/2026

Posting this bit of bottom surgery bowel prep lore before it's lost to time. You have to drink all of it within 2 hours. Iced, as a slushy, or warm (you psycho)

Photo of bottom surgery bowel prep materials: A carton of MiraLAX and 5 small gatorade bottles emptied into a large jug.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 20/06/2026

Obligatory I lived bitch

Rainy in the hospital, in a bed and recovering from surgery

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/05/2026

What even are gumballs? Who out there is saving quarters for these things in this economy? You can’t even eat them, istg. Save your hard-earned bits for homies stickers instead imo

A picture of various colored, slightly uneven spheres that are conceivably gumballs. One is bisected and has a contemptible appearance

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/05/2026

Hey! Hey bestie Do you sometimes still stop and think about the hell that you came from? Yeah, same ig

Left image: Mysterious person who is dead inside
Right image: Rainy as-is

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 25/04/2026

My friends keep calling me a naughty librarian archetype but I don’t really understand what they mean 😢

Rainy sitting at her desk doing ?????????

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 23/04/2026

“Shh, shh…” I whisper while emphatically drowning an entire box of spaghetti in boiling water

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 21/04/2026

There’s absolutely way this book is for real omggg

An excerpt from “Futuristic Violence and Fancy Suits” that describes when Zoey orders and receives a pizza from a kind delivery person

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 10/01/2026

Hello from the other side 👋🏻

Rainy, several hours after waking from her FFS procedure

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 10/01/2026

Wow FFS recovery really sucks! But I’d honestly do it again in a heartbeat (give me a week to rest first lol)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 11/12/2025

Big shoutout to House of Rayne for my sapphic reawakening lol

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 05/11/2025

My city’s town hall is flying flags at half staff today for what I assume to be the complete annihilation of our state’s Republican Party Absolutely brutal rofl

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 02/10/2025

Bottom surgery date is booked next year for the second week of June! Honestly this is so scary and exciting at the same time! It feels unreal that in less than a year a long standing source of dysphoria will be gone forever, but I’m so ready for it

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/09/2025

I wouldn’t expect anybody to have an answer to this: But what is a good playlist to listen to before getting your face peeled off (FFS)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/09/2025

Anybody else ever get the urge to quit your job, leave your home, and subsist in a limestone cave on a diet of ladybugs and shoujo manga while slowing succumbing to radon gas poisoning?

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/09/2025

Yeah, we are all being held hostage by a hostile media environment that is full-throatedly supporting America’s fascist experiment. But look, I need you to see that the ad networks on current event articles are going absolutely WILD rn

An image of a woman next to a skeleton with its neck highlighted in red

A sleeping skeleton with its neck highlighted in red

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/08/2025

Ahhhh omg, I got in all my letters today, now I’m just waiting on a date for bottom surgery. Honestly still kind of can’t believe this is happening! 😱

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 04/07/2025

Debating whether showing up to a parade today wearing black or wearing red white and blue while waving progress flags Either way I ain't gonna be there to celebrate *motions w/ hands* whatever this is now

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/07/2025

Today I took one of the big final coming out steps and let my workplace know! It was honestly overdue! Big bundle of nerves right now. A little sick feeling, kind of acidic. Think I need a chai latte right now to bring me back down to being grounded and basic as hell 😅

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 29/06/2025

It’s usually foggy around here this time of year, but the sun always shines on pride (praise Helios) l also got asked by like the 30,000th person if I’m a librarian lol!!

Analysis suggests subject is some kind of being in a hat. Reports further indicate this is a human GIRL

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 18/06/2025

So cool that terror after terror keeps happening to trans people in the U.S. and we’re just expected to show up to work and pretend everything is fine

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 17/06/2025

Two therapists now firmly on team “Charlotte needs a vagina” and I have a tentative surgery period for April-May of 2026! I never, ever thought I could make it this far. If you’re still not sure if you can do it, I’m giving you all of my energy from here on out 🙌

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

Credit bureaus are super cool! I sent in my court order and new legal ID to Experian. They decided to issue me a new credit report in my name and send it to me, but then refused to update my actual account until also sending an image of my social security card (???). This broke my credit. (1)

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 13/06/2025

Ugh, living in the U.S. and facial feminization surgery date is set for January of next year. Tell me it’s gonna be okay 😭

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/06/2025

Can’t decide if I hate bottom electrolysis more than face. Sometimes you feel absolutely nothing, but then there are just spots where you see the reaper for like 3 seconds

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 03/06/2025

This may be a struggle, but it is also the source of unlimited power

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 02/06/2025

First therapist says I need girl bits and honestly who am I to argue 😮‍💨😮‍💨

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 31/05/2025

Just made a few lmao posts in a row and almost broke the three lmao rule

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 31/05/2025

There’s absolutely some circle of hell where the torment is to have lidocaine covered balls that perpetually itch lmao

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 22/05/2025

Just done with this shit lmao

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 14/05/2025

Just got into that closed beta for the new gender babes

A urinalysis cup with mysterious new gender option: adult

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 14/05/2025

I should buy more cute bralettes. This isn’t a suggestion but a directive

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 04/05/2025

yes the wild fable tan gingham milkmaid dress is incredible call me basic idgaf

its a gosh darned cute milkmaid midi dress ommggggf 🤩

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 02/05/2025

gamers are really about to become the vanguard of democracy over here

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Amour @cloudtrumpets.com · 01/05/2025

☁️🍃

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 02/05/2025

😒✋ Using face app for ~*the filters*~ 😌👉 using face app to replace backgrounds in all your pics because you never leave your house

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 23/04/2025

You don’t need a reason to own cute tops, if you’re a woman they let you

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 23/04/2025

Has anybody updated their name on their ID in California? What’s the process for Real ID? The form is asking for proof of residence in my new name but that’s kind of impossible because I don’t have my license updated yet! 🤪🫠

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 16/04/2025

CT scan completed and sent off to my surgeon! Hoping for a date within a couple of weeks! 🤞

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 11/04/2025

I can’t explain what it is, but there’s something about having tried to make rpgs at any point in time which puts you at serious risk of transitioning to female

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 09/04/2025

I had to call every imaging center in the county and then outside of it, but after a month I finally found a place that knows how to complete my surgeon’s order! Big tip: don’t schedule CT scans for FFS at hospitals, instead use a commercial imaging clinic 🤦‍♀️

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 08/04/2025

Inside you is a timid puppy girl yearning to become a confident puppy woman

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 05/04/2025

My favorite gay is flannel shirt gay. I’m gonna buy like half a dozen this summer

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 01/04/2025

@blahaj.rodeo can I ask an FFS question if you are comfortable with it? 😊

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 01/04/2025

literally lolling at will powers and his latest fever dream posting wtf Like he’s always been really odd and goofy but I think we are actually watching him go insane in real time

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Claire, Boo Haver @progesteronipizza.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

A message for Trans Day of Visibility

It's TDOV again. Where do I begin this? Two years ago a major tv network shared my post and it got bombarded with hate. Since then things have only gotten more hostile. It's hard to point everything out on a visibility sense when the discrimination we now face is so front and center. It's fucking scary out there.

It's been at a level of, if you don't see us and what we face, then you truly aren't looking. For longer than I can remember, but even with us being so front and center as the conservatives latest political strawman, still many don't see what is happening and it's terrifying. But we live. We survive. But it's a struggle, and we need help in every sense of the term. Many of us are losing the life and light in our lives in our day to day. We're exhausted and discouraged. Because It's beyond just us fighting for our own freedom, we need others to fight and get loud with us, especially in the face of a faction that wants us gone.

But that's just it. They want you to believe we're 'new' and a 'fad'. But we've always been here and we always will be. We're people. We're your neighbors. Your family. We try our best to survive the tumultuous world like everyone else. But it is beyond difficult just to get through the day with everything going on. People I know are running and seeking shelter, but not everyone can. We need voices besides our own speaking and fighting with us more than ever.

And someday, and I hope it's in my lifetime, we'll have peace and rest. Some quiet.

Because for some of us, all we want more than anything is to simply grow old with those we love. Please remember us this TDOV.

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 30/03/2025

How do I correct a deviant cat? My kitty sleeps in the clothes hamper because she likes being buried by my outfits at the end of the day I don’t want to kink shame her, she’s sensitive

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 30/03/2025

I used to make games but I don’t anymore. I’ve got friends who do, but the horror stories they tell me of trying to make it as an indie makes it super hard to want to do again! Call me cynical, but it feels impossible to monetize ideas you care about. So here I am: On the outside looking in. /vent

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Rainy @meridian.dance · 30/03/2025

Friends, I gotta tell yall The ottogi Jin jjambbong with a bag of mixed frozen sea food and spring onions is just… 😚🤌😍

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