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it’s just getting really scary and idk what issue this person and other ex-mutual have with me and why they’re invalidating my valid criticism that I reject posting and opening up about if I knew I would get death threats over this. it’s just really sick and I regret being open with hateful people.

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they made another post someone sent on their strawpage that they start drama, when this user is playing victim and saying she didn’t start it, vague posting about me and someone jbandos (who I have blocked and didn’t even agree with) and someone in their replies gave me an indirect death threat.

this same person had to say she was busy and didn’t want to get back to me or my dm’s that were prevented being sent over being softblocked so I thought it was best to establish strong boundaries with this person over a block cause I found out they’re escalating this and twisting my words.

I was ignored explaining myself to this person who started this weird drama about me and my post when another ex-mutual had to say to unfollow me and say I was on “a coke rant,” and thought that was really mean and invalidating to me when these all are women being unsupportive over a fictional show.

when trying to talk about why they thought what I said was wrong or offended them, I was hoping to have a healthy conversation without there being vague posts to diss me and dismiss my trauma, feelings, and personal connection to characters that experienced sa like me.

this is the last I’ll probably speak on it but it’s just really weird that I supported these same people who are saying horrible stuff about me when one of them was getting sexually harassed by a podcaster and I supported this person who ended up participating in fandom bullying, it’s just sad.

it’s just really weird misogyny and gaslighting going on in a fandom that is giving patriarchy and parasocial idolization of a hollywood white male writer who has no place or say for female characters enduring the horrors of rape or sa everyday. it’s disgusting to silence survivors to uplift men.

seeing this in media that’s comfort for me is triggering as there was no warning for the episode and tony gilroy is the same guy that said in an interview that rape throughout history feels “organic” whatever the fuck that means.

idk people on twitter are so toxic, I realized it’s people of green jedi twitter that like to cause drama I heard. but it’s really weird to invalidate people’s experience or reactions of sa firsthand. it’s just weird misogyny and gaslighting I of a survivor who still has trauma.

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im pretty sure ppl are already alarmed by this, but im still surprised by how some ppl (both young and adults) seem to really struggle with comprehension online. i think it's at a really terrifying stage, like "what reality are you on" levels of worrying

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star wars and comfort stuff are supposed to have you escape from reality, not be reminded of the horrors of the real world. yeah it makes the empire look worse and all but there was no warning at all for the episode and I was triggered by it and caught by surprise. people are so bored idk.

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I hate that I even have to explain myself and my sa trauma is being used to fuel fan discourse. it’s really cruel and insensitive and I don’t know why I was stupid to open up to people that hate me.

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I just feel really invalidated, confused, and hurt. I didn’t think people I used to follow would use my critiques against me to start some dumb discourse when I meant nothing bad. my words were completely misinterpreted to make me look bad when it’s not going to benefit them or anyone idk.

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so ex-mutuals created a false narrative about me and made it look like anyone criticizing the scene was acting in bad faith, which completely erased and invalidated my experience as a survivor. I was expressing a boundary about what triggers me in media so that doesn’t make me victim blaming wtf.

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I thought the bix sa scene was triggering as a victim of sa and it felt misogynistic and possibly for shock value. people that are attacking me for this are weird cause I’m talking about my personal trauma response to a director’s writing choices that no woman should ever experience.

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for context, a user jbandos was saying they prefer george lucas’ brand of misogyny over this writer, so my ex-mutuals put two arguments into their posts when the jbandos tweets are ones I didn’t agree with and had nothing to do with what I was saying.

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I’m feeling invalidated for a minor critique on a writer for a show that I’m passionate about and it’s now turned into immature discourse without a healthy conversation. idk why fandoms are toxic and like to attack people for being critical of something they like when it’s not even bad what I said.

people are really gross and inconsiderate on twitter I’m thinking of taking a break on there ❤️‍🩹

🦀 YORA 🦀 @yoracrab.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

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Kept close for a reason

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

just made the acc if anyone wants to follow 👉👈 @zerosuitsiren.bsky.social 💙

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I had some poses I saved to try to draw for my metroid one but I don’t want to post it on twitter for people to see 😭😭😭

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I had some ideas to draw some for my star wars selfship fic with my oc x krennic I’m writing and my idea for a metroid fic soon (samus as my self-insert x oc male character). I’m just so shy of starting it 😭 my friend bri does those and I love that for yumeships and to feel sexy and confident like.

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I think I might take inspiration from my art mutual cyrarikah and make a separate art acc for here to post soft nsfw or nsfw cause I don’t want to post the whole thing on instagram, tumblr, or twitter 😭 I don’t think you can post that stuff on tumblr so I won’t risk it maybe.

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The KAINONAUT!! @kainonaut.com · 08/05/2025

I love you Samus, I love you Metroid.

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Max Kay @maxkayart.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

you are what you eat, and I eat *everything*. -- #metroid #metroidravenous

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aoranPB @aoranpb.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Ravenous

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lamby @neogeo.pet · 25/07/2026

🌈🌺mamegoma snowcone🌈🌴🦭🍧

a drawing of a summery scene featuring a rainbow snowcone in a flower shaped cone with mamegoma (san-x seals) surrounding it. a white and pink seal on the rainbow ice, a brown striped holding a star in the bottom corner. flowers, stars, hearts and sparkles cover the piece. a palm tree shadow in the upper corner.

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Max Kay @maxkayart.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

i'm sick atm but here's a sammy sketch from i don't remember when

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Retro Blast 👻 @retroblastpod.com · 03/09/2026

A retro game is a brand new game if you've never played it..

An image of Willem Dafoe in a large coat that I've edited with him holding a dreamcast controller by the cable, sonic adventure and power stone posters behind him, and a large crt tv stand with gameplay on the screen and consoles inside the stand

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I had no idea ☹️🫂 that stinks I’m sorry the app does that

sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I made an art acc on ig btw if anyone wants to follow 🙇🏻‍♀️ I haven’t posted anything yet cause my krennic art is still a wip, but it’s the beginning of my artist journey 😭 www.instagram.com/grogueone

sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

twitter is actually insane cause there are literal people defending the usage of ai for brand new day’s concept art 😭 the future of cbm is so bleak.

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Daredevil Born Again

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Letterboxd @letterboxd.social · 02/08/2026

good morning 🥞🍴 Matilda was released 30 years ago today.

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sabrina 🎃 @mendolorian.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

spidey era for brand new day! 🕷️