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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 1h

Also lol @ me, a gal who hasn't been brutally depressed for 4 days now making big plans🙃

🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 1h

Also I'm embarrassed as a boss bitch I don't know this but this all consulting is? Pitching your ideas to other businesses and then convincing them to pay you for it?

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 1h

Does Cornell have a renowned hospitality program or did the one business leader poorly pull a school name out of his ass?

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 1h

(Besides self doubt) what's stopping me from pitching some ideas to the business leaders in my small town and just...seeing what they said... what if I can get paid to get my ideas running?

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 10h

today i feel generally anxious, no specific cause, doing decently at getting things done but just feeling icky

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 12h

i feel like i'm finally caught up on sleep but i don't want to jinx it

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I feel unprepared to respond to a very earnest writer sharing their latest ai song.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Did take Beavis for a walk and now he's napping. Might jump in the bath tub and finally use my thc bath bomb

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

K it was much faster but what if it could be faster still??

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Me, telling mt man how tired I am. Him: that's not normal. Something is wrong with you. What are you going to do about it? Me: right now? Take a nap.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Depending how long this one takes I might go 3 rounds

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Goals for today: Descale coffee maker (would start now but Beavis is on me) Buy sour cream and made stroganoff Take a walk

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Beavis keeps getting poop stuck in his butt AND today he threw up his whole breakfast.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

(Today I plopped his lighter over the side of the balcony)

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Mt man has told me and I lost my wedding ring because of it but I think it's finally time to stop plopping my ass down places and start sitting gracefully

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I guess I'm just mad and exhausted and don't want to do anything but also pissed things are changing???

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I'm also mad that lowering my ssri immediately made me feel different and I hate getting out of a depression fog and being mad about all the time I lost

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I've lost more weight since stopping metformin (due to lack of refill) than when I was taking it? Which is fine, I won't lie about wanting a little loss, but annoying because all my clothes went from looser to baggy overnight.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Ok I just teared up watching east of Eden. This seems positive

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Hearing test scheduled though fyi Costco doesn't sell tinnitus specific devices if that's my main issue

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I do not want to scroll all night, I just have 0 energy to do anything else

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Took a walk with Beavis and now my head is throbbing. Guess I'll die

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i really want to get a project DONE but i am waiting on other people for a handful of details so...maybe i can convince myself i'll finish cranking on monday and give myself the gift of rest right now? or maybe i'll refresh my email for another 2 hours and put some thoughts on a doc

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i can really only read the headlines (and barely that) but the latest "it was normal in medieval times" is so fucking immature and stupid.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

day 1 of less ssri in attempts to feel more (today i would like to feel less)

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

You are not being cosmically punished and I'm sending you lots of love and strength right now❤️

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

The shrink was very impressed by the number of brain meds I've tried. Guess I'm a pharmaceutical jock.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I haven't eaten a salad since the doo doo diarrhea outbreak and I miss it

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i feel not good! it's probably migraine + lack of sleep! i'm tired of feeling not good! i want to hang out with my friends and do fun things!

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm so tired of migraine stuck on repeat, bad sleep, and so on

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Me: something smells like shit...Beavis do you smell like shit? Beavis! Why are you covered in shit?!

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

lmfao my boss just said "actually i think my 1.0 idea was the best idea and we should go back to it" sigh, never going to win this game.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

mt man and i cannot both quit the same week...but we might 🧘

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I got metformin to do a bit of biohacking my metabolism and let me tell you withdrawal is rough.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i think the evolving, healing, self care thing to do is mind my business and send my little emails. my ego desperately wants to be a hero when my brain knows we're literally giving this shit away and no one wants it. i need to reflect more on how to let go.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i'm not doing 2 jobs. periodt. we both think our ideas are worth time for other people to do. should we just swap? i'll execute my idea and tell your team if it worked, you execute yours and tell me what you did differently.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

lmao..."most insane" shared with me how she thinks the direction boss gave is a waste of time, never going to work (it was my idea based on what i tried last time she sucked and i just did her job) and then she shared her idea which is one that i think is a waste of time and never going to work.

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🤕🤯⚡🚶‍♀️⛰️🥾🦬🏕️🧭🎶 @meatsr.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

semi-related i would love to get my dress altered somehow so it's something i can wear again - like dyed and shortened so it's specifically no longer a wedding gown.

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