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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 20/10/2025

I have told multiple doctors including my nutritionist I have sometimes struggle with swallowing I also have developed a fear of choking So why would it be productive for my nutritionist recommend a multivitamin when all of them are large as hell This is what my meds look like for reference

Picture of bill container filled with five small to regular sized pills and one large pill that is the multivitamin

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

Hey so what in the actual fuck does this mean All food is processed to some degree Whether it is simply being cleaned/packaged or is fully made in a factory

Scene shot of TikTok comment section

Comment from Blue saying “you literally gave them processed food. All food is processed”

Reply from Talia_Younan saying “all food isn’t processed. You must be white”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

It must be so interesting being our best friend cause this is the text our best friend just got from me This is also not the worst no context text he has received

Screenshot of discord messages

One day when you visit me your most gonna find a pile of broken legos instead of me I feel like I'm a Lego set that was thrown at
a wall

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

“Your simply plural profiles must be serious and have important info in them” This is picture Jonny wanted on his profile

Joseph Quinn looking mildly distressed with a dark blue cone hat that has a yellow pompom on top

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

I’ve been on my alt tt for a bit just cause I needed to doomscroll away from everything and I came back to my main to this lovely reply I might be overreacting and I’ll accept that but Tf is this??

$Comment from blue saying “My sister has an entire memory box with memories and pictures and everything. I have a fraction because my parents decided a second kid was a good idea when they actively hated each other” Reply from itzzoiehambun saying “So lucky!?”$

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

They left a second comment on my post and they are commenting on all posts that mention men’s mental health Also it could just be me but this doesn’t make grammatical sense

Reply from trumpetits.bsky.social saying “You only dislike men because that's what they told you to dislike start being aware of the social programming that's going on you were attacked by people stop thinking about them as men or women hate the individual not the entire gender more female teachers would be out of a job if the truth got out”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

Hey so don’t do this Like I thought it was common knowledge not to be fucking weird when someone is talking about something they clearly care about (Pic added just in case they block me or I have to block them)

Reply from trumpetits.bsky.social saying “No, I'm afraid l've just diagnosed you was suffering from main person syndrome. My fee is £1 billion.”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

I don’t think I’m beating the mentally ill allegations any time soon

Screenshot of airbuds top songs of last week

1 Break Up in the End by Cole Swindell
2 zombie girl by Adrianne Lenker
3 Let Down by Radiohead

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

“Blue why don’t you like 911twt?” “Why don’t you scroll on twt anymore” Idk maybe cause of shit like this Have they ever tried a critical thought? Maybe even just listening when ppl explain why rg discourse is stupid and tired??

Screenshot of tweet

no didn't you hear? if you criticize our lord and savior Ryan Guzman for anything he's ever done or said they will take you out back, stab you 28 times, and throw you into a river

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

Oh you nasty bitch I truly have no other words for how horrific the opening of this email is They are painting the fuck ass bill as gods gift to social security and while idk what it says about social security I *HIGHLY* doubt it’s good And to think my anger was waning 😒😒

Screenshot of email

“The Social Security Administration
(SSA) is celebrating the passage of the One Big, Beautiful Bill, a landmark piece of legislation that delivers long-awaited tax relief to millions of older Americans.”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 30/06/2025

And I thought last weeks top five was concerning

1. Let Down by Radiohead
2. zombie girl by Adrianne Lenker
3. Innocent by Taylor Swift
4. Fix You by Coldplay
5. forwards beckon rebound by Adrianne Lenker

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

I have found my new “the vibe I bring to the function” pic

Ryan Guzman with a far off look in his eyes and a deadpan facial expression

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Hey google I added “-ai” to my search for a reason Read the room dude

Screenshot of google offering me the “ai mode” that is now a part of google

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Life has been ass lately so I figured I’d try a little whimsy Today’s whimsy was a book by a fav author on my new kindle, a (lightly) toasted peanut butter sandwich, and Diet Coke in an old smuckers jar

Pic of a toasted peanut butter sandwich on a plate, smuckers jar filled with Diet Coke and a kindle colorsoft with the cover of Seth’s Doll by KD Robicaux on the Lock Screen

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

I have so many inappropriate things to say about this photo I need him in a way that is concerning to feminism and so many other things

Picture of Oliver Stark in a black shirt and brown pants cropped to his chest and legs

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

I had to do something with my thoughts while I was gone so I put them into a note imo these are the greatest hits from that note

Collection of screenshots stacked into phone photo

“Caught myself smiling at a middle aged white man

Idk how to finish this thought I just wanted to scream about it”

“The red guardians PR team goes so hard. He committed and helped others commit heinous crimes yet he's not a villain”

“A hug from Eddie Diaz would cure my mental illness”

“Being scared of the dark at 21 is such a humbling experience

Like I know a psychiatrist told me it's cause of my CPTSD but that doesn't mean it doesn't humble me on the regular”

Collection of screenshots stacked into one photo

“All the characters from date everything are so hot

I NEED to get the game not just because it looks fun because it also looks like a bisexuals dream

It's me in the bisexual in this situation”

“Some people have affirmations for self esteem and I love that for them

But you see I have "my trauma disorder makes me paranoid" affirmations which are just "no blue the big bad scary man you're afraid of can't get you" "no Felix (said big bad scary man) isn't real.
Things that don't exist can't harm you" “

“This med got me so fucked up I just had to text my bsf and tell him if I don't respond to him it's because I used my brain and if I didn't stop I was gonna get overwhelmed

So that's how life is going rn”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

These took me way to long to find in my gallery 😭😭

Josh playing the drums in a small cramped space

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 15/06/2025

I love messaging my best friend about 9-1-1

Screenshot of discord
Message from me says “no Ryan you can’t have my soul” with a picture of Ryan attached
Reply from my Tyler (my best friend) saying “this is so funny with no context”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

Hey don’t fucking do this My page/mentions are not a safe space for transphobia

Post from coco999.bsky.social saying “no we fcking @meadows.bsky.social” with an attached screenshot of a post by me saying “With lily tino being talked about again I just want to remind everyone that no matter how much you hate a trans person their pronouns are still valid
It's still misgendering
You still have to call lily tino by she/her
You still have to call other trans ppl who are a bad person by their pronouns”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

Someone has to take away my ability to say anything in a tt dm cause why did I just send my bsf this 😭😭 He ain’t even know who Langdon is 😭😭

Screenshot of two TikTok DMs first message says “Things Langdon does when he's off work: 1. Drugs
2. Me”
Second says “that was inane I’m sorry”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

This is my home and Lock Screen I’m a bit of a music freak for my fav bands so they are always my wallpaper All of my different DND wallpapers are twenty one pilots

Noah Sebastian wearing all black finding a microphone

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

Things that happen when your mom knows your a clikkie And you pester her about tøp while she gets ready for work #TwentyOnePilots

How was the new song? Are you still very excited?

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

The erasure of the three canonical queer characters is pissing me off Micheal leaving Athena cause he’s gay is like the first storyline Saying there’s no gay ppl because no bi buck, no gay Eddie, and no buddie is weird behavior

Screenshot of a TikTok saying “I could've sworn it was about gay people.... Like I didn't expect there to be real emergencies with no gay people???”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

Someone asked what gender feels like for ppl with complex genders and the way this did not even touch the tip of the iceberg for me when it comes to gender 😭😭 These are just the parts that would make sense enough to put out into the world

This might be confusing but pls stick with me!! Somedays I feel like a girl like straight to my core l am a woman and then I have days where I'm a boy and it's still straight to my core man.
Sometimes I feel like I'm ALL the genders. No I'm not joking. Man, woman, nonbinary, the list goes on. Somedays I only feel certain parts like maybe I feel one a woman and fall under the nb umbrella or a man and understand the nb umbrella (lots more combos but I won't type that night). Sometimes I experience what I call the abyss which is lowkey where all gender goes to dle. When I'm in an abyss period even agender. I'm literally just me. I exist as Blue and nothing else (gender wise). If you didn't figure out by now I am genderfluid

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

WIP Wednesday Eddie queer pain 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

His body is hot with shame. He was supposed to be a working man. Find a woman, settle down, have kids. Be a godly man and the head of the household. He wasn't supposed to fall in love with his beautiful best friend and dream about life with him. He especially wasn't supposed to have sex with him and love the way it lights up his body in ways it never has before.

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

This may be hyper critical but ya know what they kinda deserve it atp What the fuck is this?? I understand lease is but either way forcing someone out of the space they’ve been in to film your white ass show with already one problematic person casted is weird and disgusting

Facebook post saying “Well, we just got notice that our building is being taken over by a new TV show being shot here in Nashville and we have 30 days to move out and find a new commercial lease. Anyone know of something great I should check out? Nashville to Franklin area”

Facebook post saying “Well, we figure out what is going on in ny heaven sent office!
This morning we came in to hammers and noise and banging. They are taking down all the walls of the spaces that have been emptied.
Apparently, Nashville 9-1-1,
Is set to start filming here 2nd week of July.
They have leased the ENTIRE bldg for 6 months.”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

I’m a sucker for buck in a cardigan

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

Dawg I’m on YOUR side The video was insulting ice agents so I joined in and said they could have gotten a different job and someone somehow thought I was insulting immigrants or something??? Like dead ass this was their reply

Screenshot of a TikTok comment decoration

Comment from Blue says “They could have chose a different job!!”

Reply from jay.jim.jam says “All the jobs are being raided they are even arresting people going to their immigration appointments TRYING TO DO IT THE RIGHT WAY! But this administration lied bc they want it the WHITE way”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

I feel like I kinda ate with this They weren’t listening and at that point I just start being condescending until my comment gets taken down or they stop interacting

Screenshot of TikTok comment section
First comment is from me and it says “Conversations require listening and comprehension of words. Only one of us is doing that and it's definitely not you”
Second comment is scribbled out
Third comment is from me and it says “Yes I do and I'm saying things relevant to the topic because conversation requires you to say things relevant to the topic at hand”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

I need you to take it down about 15 million notches Calling queer ppl a perv (which we all know means pervert) cause they looked at your acc is weird behavior

Screenshot of a TikTok comment saying “Define blank? No content? Were you hoping to see videos? Trying to perv something ? Don't be a weirdo”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

Now how in the hell is this offensive?? Genuinely how is this offensive?? Is the big bad ai mad that I said something mean about it 🙄🙄

Screenshot of a comment removal notice

Comment said "You could have wrote your own paper and it would have costed you zero dollars. Using your own brain is free"

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

Everything reminds me of them 😔💔 (buddie)

Screenshot of Spotify saying “soul crushing situationship wednesday afternoon”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 03/06/2025

I’m on 1x11 of daredevil and I have thoughts I think the old white guy was the one who poisoned ppl and I think the poison is cyanide I have no clue the symptoms but that’s my guess Pic so you know which old white guy I’m talking about

Old white man with grey hair wearing a suit

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

Introducing Buckette to her wife Pls don’t mind me in the reflection 😭😭

Bunny plush looking at a laptop screen with shirtless Eddie Diaz on the screen

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

My mom still drove me to build a bear even tho I had no actual reason to go So everyone meet Buckette

Bunny in a firefighter outfit sitting on my walker

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

This is so sick and twisted Sick and twisted!!!!

Picture of Disney plus giving me an error message

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

The adhd craves the chaos 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ Also if you can see how many fans I have opened pls don’t mind it 😭😭

Picture of iPad playing season one episode four of daredevil and laptop opened to my current work in progress

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

I was in a vc and everyone around me had Ryan pfps so I sent my bsf a pic and said I’m surrounded by Ryan’s and his response is killing me I told him we are mentally ill AND gay

Screenshot of a discord messages
Message from blue says “surrounded by Ryan’s” and reply from my tyler saying “#everyoneinthereiseithermentallyillorgay” (everyone in there is either mentally ill or gay)

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

Was on Pinterest and found this Very accurate 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Screenshot of tweet from Father Brian saying “I’m so glad he took the mask off” and a two pictures of Eddie. One before he shaved his mustache off and one after

Reply from Buck says “want him to take off his pants next omg”

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

WIP Wednesday This is my chronic pain trans buck buddie fic that I’m currently working on Eddie helps Buck with his T shot during a flare up and then we kinda slipped into Tommy slander territory. It’s going amazing

"Do you want me to put some cream on your scars?" Eddie asks. Buck makes a hesitant face. "Talk to me honey whats wrong?" Eddie kneels down so they are at the same level. "Tommy was always weird about my scars. He didn't like seeing them or he'd touch me too roughly which irritates them. He also never cared when they hurt" Buck explains.

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Logan | INACTIVE @meadows-boy.bsky.social · 28/05/2025

What happened to being creative with your *own* brain??? Why does ChatGPT need to replace your brain?!?!

I asked ChatGPT what weather the 9-1-1 characters are

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