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@marcy.beneprism.rip
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the makeup on your eyes Marcy ⁂ she/her ⁂ Portland, Oregon ⁂ 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 @anitmata.bsky.social's mobile windbreak and shade tree Certified to be 99 44/100 per cent Nice, mean posts are optical illusions Discord: beneprism ⁂ beneprism.rip

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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 14m
Schumer has blocked or slowed down a ton of Trump appointees in the past two years, and there's no reason to assume that would change when Dems take the majority
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 17m
This clip came up on Conan back in the day!
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Willem Dafoe Pronounced His Name Wrong | CONAN on TBS
YouTube video by Team Coco
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 23m
Love and strength to you, friend. I admire what you are doing.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 38m
Make a diagram of that, motherfuckers, I double dog dare you
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 38m
Ganon represents patriarchy but also sometimes he's gay too
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 38m
No iteration of Link and/or Zelda is cishet. They are all some variety of gay and/or queer
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 53m
I am so glad to hear that
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
She IS babygirl
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Mattie cute
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
That's really good to hear. I hope it works wonderfully for you. And I am with you in terms of not necessarily seeking maximally feminine results. Personally I would be very happy with "less body hair, retained head hair, smoother and softer skin" even without any other effects
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Tonight I feel like paying tributes to one of my dearest and most faithful companions, Tamari the cat. She was born somewhere around April 2016 and came to live with me about two months later. Which means she's ten years old, but in my eyes she is still a cute little kitten who can do no wrong.
Tamari, a black cat, napping on the couch that my wife had just been sitting onTamari wriggling around in a sunbeamTamari laying in an anatomically incomprehensible way on the floorTamari showing me her kitty scimitars
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Nice. I'm glad they're tracking it for you. I've heard about people that just get slapped on some off-the-shelf WPATH regimen and otherwise ignored. Sounds like you're working with someone who gives a shit. And same here re: body hair
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Beautiful. I have some carbon steel I bought and did poorly by years ago. I have everything I need to restore them but I need to get into the right mindset to actually do it and follow through. This is inspirational in that sense
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David Roberts @volts.wtf · 9h
Holy shit.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Hell yes
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
I drink 3-5 liters of water a day and pee like I'm getting paid for it. I am a trans woman. Neither of those things have anything to do with each other
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
The irony is that I was totally prepared for this because I was already on a diuretic, and I figured they might just drop my diuretic dose, but they just decided to skip the spiro entirely
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
Getting sufficient dosage for that might require injections. It sounds like you're on oral, which I don't have any experience with (my prescriber strongly prefers patches or injections). Everyone has different experiences with different methods, and whatever you're doing now is worthwhile
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
So my caveat is that I'm pretty sure I was very low-T before starting E, so I can't sincerely speak from personal experience, but estradiol in sufficient dosage does suppress testosterone by itself. Once T is adequately suppressed it might be worth experimenting for a bit.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 1h
We use a lot of it in the guises of "Italian sausage" and "breakfast sausage"
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 2h
Once you're settled in, I really recommend checking with your prescriber about the options for estradiol monotherapy. You very likely shouldn't have to be on an antiandrogen permanently (a lot of people don't need them at all)
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 2h
Good luck
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 2h
I guess today is the day for some real old school dirtbags to finish their tour
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 2h
I've noticed that and I find it kind of fascinating. It feels like a good way of maintaining the correct tone
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
Just found out how the Internet was originally funded, setting fire to my router
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
You did it funnier than I did but great minds
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
I also changed to Solid D upon seeing this
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
It wasn't me, but I will say that I looked at my saves recently and maybe a tenth of them were just random-ass posts that I accidentally tapped on my phone
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
Now I am imagining some kind of crispy corn product that is stuffing flavored and I hope nobody actually makes it because it might kill me. Important detail: I have been known to eat so many garlic croutons that it made me sick
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
This could be very good but I have to admit I don't understand why these are *potato* chips
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
I was immediately going to mention the short life of the Fixed-Term Parliament Act when I saw your first post, so I'm glad you mentioned it. Honestly one of the funniest turnarounds in an otherwise very stable political system I can think of.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
What I was hearing was that this was originally made by a straight dude specifically for dudes' enjoyment, so that description checks out all too well
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BumboJumbo @bumbojumbo666.bsky.social · 4h
Oh cool wajahat is doing this bullshit again where he reacts negatively to a headline while not actually reading the article
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 3h
Why are you freaking out about a word in a headline that isn't even a literal quote from Schumer and which the first line of the article disagrees with
"Sen. Chuck Schumer Monday warned Democrats will block most of President Trump’s judicial and cabinet nominees if they retake control of the Senate in the midterms."
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 4h
And mostly references to it being controversial in various ways
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 4h
I have only seen references to it so far
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 8h
I know this is petty, but I think it's funny that the third word in the "metaphor-free theory" is a metaphor ("navigate")
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 8h
How can I bring up the words, melody, timbre, etc. of Willie Nelson performing "Blue Eyes Crying In The Rain", with a precision sufficient to "hear" the performance in my mind, without my brain storing that information in some way? Memories of specific experiences are not the only type of memory.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 10h
The irony is that this actually sounds a lot like how training data affects a large language model. It's not stored in a specific place, and you don't explicitly retrieve it, but it does change the model in an orderly way. (I don't think brains are LLMs or vice versa, either.)
Misleading headlines notwithstanding, no one really has the slightest idea how the brain changes after we have learned to sing a song or recite a poem. But neither the song nor the poem has been ‘stored’ in it. The brain has simply changed in an orderly way that now allows us to sing the song or recite the poem under certain conditions. When called on to perform, neither the song nor the poem is in any sense ‘retrieved’ from anywhere in the brain, any more than my finger movements are ‘retrieved’ when I tap my finger on my desk. We simply sing or recite – no retrieval necessary.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 10h
My recollection of this essay (backed by skimming it again just now) is that it arrives at this conclusion by extremely narrowly defining "process", "information", and "computer" in a way that could only apply to the operations of a digital stored-program computer
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 12h
Animation and video games generally do not have accurate enough mouth movements to aid comprehension of dialogue, not to mention usually not having very precise or nuanced body language. Media that uses really high quality mocap often has more naturalistic voice acting, in my experience
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 12h
I'm so sorry. How dare they
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 23h
I have met exactly one trans woman who said she thought she might be interested in cis women but not trans women and she is currently happily engaged to a trans woman
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 23h
This would fix me
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 23h
I suspect a big reason for this is that a lot of content (i.e. blog posts, forum posts, comments, etc.) is written in HTML subsets that include B/I but not FONT, CENTER, BIG, etc. (which actually have been formally deprecated)
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 05/10/2026
Yeah, the weird wording here is more or less their way of saying "we want you to use other elements but we know we will never, ever be able to actually deprecate B/I, so instead they're elements with incredibly vague semantics that we know browser devs will handle the obvious way"
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 05/10/2026
Sadly I know I would care for none of these cuts, but I do like the print of the one on the right
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 05/10/2026
In their worldview a trans woman who wanted to get fucked by her girlfriend (using either grown or crafted implement) is an unimaginable concept. Maybe they believe in some small number of pitiable "HSTS" who want to sleep with men, but otherwise they see trans women as, well, "men in frocks"
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 05/10/2026
Nope: > anabology then made a take of their own, on the same lyrics, and sent it: "this one is provisionally my favorite." It is none of the 16 agent-run takes. Then: "i commit on that song i gave you, its the best so far. so let's just do it". This is the only big manual intervention I can see.
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the autumn and the scarlet 🍁 @marcy.beneprism.rip · 05/10/2026
The one interesting caveat from the "making of" document is that the model took 16 passes at generating the song itself with Suno and that the eventual song used was in some way manually edited and provided by the user. Not sure if there's any more detail on precisely what and why
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