iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Here’s a great comic that explains it, too! bsky.app/profile/jpaw...

Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I’m glad to see it being discussed so earnestly, but it is really hard to weather the discussion without reliving my own history of abuse. I’m gonna go have a bit of a cry and try to calm back down. I don’t want to relive these memories for the hundredth time.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

#vent I think I need to avoid checking Bsky and stuff for a short bit. The recent news regarding Cornell has understandably brought the topic of rampant sexual abuse/assault to the forefront, and it is impossible for me not to hear about it within 2 minutes of looking at this site.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

As long as no characters appear underage, you can stream it to Picarto. The TOS is very accepting there! I imagine Piczel has similar rules too

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Today I'm gonna try to finish a commission I've been workin' on for a whole year! I've got a jar filled with marbles, one for each commission on my backlog, and every time I finish one I get to put it in the other far that says "good job!" I can't wait to hear the clink of success~

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𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑧𝑦🪢🔜Howloween @daizydogg.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Coping with a Safe Headspace.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Uh oh, I’m sneezing an awful lot this morning 🤧 This better not be a cold brewing; I better get some hearty soup going asap

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I forgor! But now I remember so I can do it today 🥰

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I keep waking up at 3am to a jolt of adrenaline and energy 🥲 I’m so sleepy! I wan a sleeb!!!

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Today was a success! I got a lot done, and was mostly on time for the schedule I set for myself 😊 I also got a lot of really sweet clicker messages today, omg. These make my heart MELT y'all; my one regret when I stream without voice is no one gets to hear me flip out over my clicker XD

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Gearing up for a big two day stream marathon to boost my funds and meet end-of-month goals, but I'm tired as heck X.X Going to watch something that pumps me up and get some energy this morning. But what, hmmm...

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Wolno 👁️‍🗨️ @wolno.art · 27/09/2026

Gyaru Honey The Cat

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Sorta! It’s just an empty bottle, you fill it with whatever you want (usually soy sauce). They’re a staple in bentos, you can even buy plushies of this bottle, lol. I’ve even seen one as a giant first prop!

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Different but similar, in high school I was convinced I must be an alien, as I couldn’t think of any other reasons why I functioned so differently from everyone around me. It was the only that left that made sense at the time, to me. I’ve learned this feeling is distressingly common for us ND peeps

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

That is some pinpoint accuracy in those lyrics for you, holy shit

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Got my little lunch packed today 😊 (There’s zakkokumai rice under the spinach there) Packing a cute lunch is my favorite thing to do for myself!

A photo of a blue bento box full of various foods, including sliced apples, spinach over rice with carrots, an egg, and raisins

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Thank you for reposting so I could see this amazing character!! I love maids so much, aahhh~ She sounds positively charming!

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Feeling my brain go from zero to sixty looking at this character, omg That's 👏 that 👏 GOOD 👏 stuff 👏 mmmMMMHHMMM

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

So to not only succeed at staying conscious through a major trigger, and to THEN get my results as "all good"... wow, I am so friggin' relieved!!!! I'd been clenched for two weeks waiting for this appointment. I feel like I can breathe again 😮‍💨

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I can't stress enough how big of a win this is after decades of trying to handle this. It's the most progress I've ever had 🥹 And to top it all off, the results from the appointment were good! I'm in the clear! There was a very real possibility of my nightmare scenario here (cancer).

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

But I went to the doctor, I used the new methods and took care of myself in this new way, and while I was still VERY nervous and things were a bit iffy, I made it through!! The rush of seeing myself succeed, of being reassured that I do have some control over my body... gosh!

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I've been learning a lot of new ways to regulate my nervous system when it gets activated in this way, but hadn't put it to the test so I wasn't sure if I'd actually be able to handle it, or if I'd fail yet again. I've been trying to overcome this reaction my entire life, with very little success.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Yesterday, I had a huge personal victory and an intense amount of anxiety lifted from my shoulders! I want to shout about it from the rooftops I'm so happy~ Without getting too into the details-- I went to an appointment for something quite scary, that has triggered my vasovagal response previously

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Definitely going to print this out (or maybe hand write it with crayon) and hang this up on my wall

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Love this excerpt, it's seriously SO helpful!! You can find a pdf version of it, too, I just realized! I saw his website at the bottom of your screenshot, and sure enough it's there ^^ www.pete-walker.com/pdf/emotiona...

pete-walker.com

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Fuckachyte, lol (only taking the first 3 for the sake of sounding better aloud) Sounds like a response to telling someone to shove off. "Aw go on and fuck-a-kite would ye?"

Black text on white background reads: "Remove the first 4 Letters from your name and add Fuck."

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Nice! I've been slowly transitioning away from google as well. Still haven't found a good Forms replacement, but everything else is pretty squared away!

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I'm sorry to hear you're working through a hard spot *gentle pats* You absolutely belong in this community, no doubt about that

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I am awash with fondness for my friends today. I'm so danged glad I get to share this moment in time with the people I do, it's incredible

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

It was indeed the smallest of hormone changes >< Literally didn't even change the pill itself, I simply stopped taking the placebo pills every 3rd week for a couple months (to see if it helped with migraines; which it didn't) and that was enough to fuck up the whole balance, I guess!! 😡😡😡😡😡😡

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Anyways the appeal of diapers just went up another 2 points for me

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I'm too awful at reading my body signals already to have to remember one more ingredient in the "weird things my body does that I have to be constantly aware of and manage" cocktail, bweeeehhhhhh But manage it I must. I remember the old magics, and have faced this dragon before.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Okay, figured out why my body feels like a truck hit it. It's as annoyingly simple as "it's just my period" 😑 I was completely without symptoms from it for the last 5 years until I made a change to how I take my BC, and apparently that change altered EVERYTHING in my body.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Wowzers! Congratulations, cutie ☺️

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

"hooray, I'm feeling better! Time to eat lunch" *gets sick feeling again* Eating is fun and there are no downsides ever 🙃

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Ms.Nyx 😽🍼 @nyxsaber.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

If you are above 6' and an ABDL you need to hear these words: Take your underwear off, prep your favorite patterned diaper, lay down (or use the wall~), take your time with the tapes, run your fingers down the leakguards for fitment. Then give your plushy a big hug for me~ You're allowed.

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

The needle aversion has gotten MUCH worse as I've gotten older. It fucking SUCKS

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Big difference being she never mentioned you could get supplements through insurance, which is why I've been missing out on getting all the ones she wants me to have. The rec to just get the 50+ vitamin sounds like a good plan for now! Still working on getting blood work, that's like my final boss☠️

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Milly🍎 [Malachyte] @malthoughts.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I find it hilarious that you've accurately described exactly where my PCP landed for what my current suggested supplements should be, ha ha ha ha. Did you read my friggin' medical chart??

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