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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Thank you for making such lovely and beautiful merch 🩷 I’m happy nendo Will gets to have some company now

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Wonderful Metaphor: ReFantazio goodies have finally arrived 🩷 (from @mawiwuwi.bsky.social )

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

I too have done this one time at like 2 in the morning when I was incredibly in the need of a snack

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

Like it’s a bit funny, I probably ain’t one to talk as if I didn’t post the fic in question on anon in the first place. (Public bookmarks vs total bookmarks)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

I do find it very funny to look at the hidden bookmarks vs public bookmarks ratios when it comes to the fan fics I’ve published on ao3, like there’s usually not a huge difference but I have one which is very much the outlier where there’s 50+ hidden bookmarks on it 😂

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

After editing it ended up as 18k actually 😅

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

How long is chapter 3 shaping up to be…well it is indeed a length (more then double the amount of the 2 first chapters combined, thank you for asking)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

Ah I’m feeling a bit better now that I’ve eaten something. Also i don’t know if I can really call it poetry as much as it’s just me typing out my feelings and then just kinda finding a weird rhythm in it as I go 😅 but thank you anyhow 🫂💕 it’s very nice to hear that

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

You know the seasonal depression is hitting you when you haven’t been able to bring yourself to eat anything and instead are just laying in your bed writing like 500 words of cringy angst poetry about your friendships falling apart without your control

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

Kinda fucked how like one instance of incredibly passive aggressive rejection can just utterly obliterate any type of self confidence you’ve managed to painstakingly accumulate, so now you’re second guessing everything you do again…clearly the punishment I deserve for the crime of being annoying

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

Trying to make jokes in a server you’ve joined relatively recently to maybe talk to someone people but getting zero responses for a few hours so the social anxiety kicks in and you delete the message thinking you were stupid for even trying in the first place

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 14/10/2025

God I hate having a fever, I have a cold why the fuck are my eyes hurting

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

Can’t believe I went on my first out of country vacation trip on my own in years and ended up getting crystal illness (Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo) (I know it’s not called crystal illness in English I’m directly translating from Swedish, but crystal illness sounds funnier)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

Like what the fuck did they expect me to say about it if they asked even, like I would have just said, ”sure I’ll get to it as soon as I can”, but nah instead do it on your own and then complain that I haven’t done it, like come on, it’s not on my schedule, I do it when it’s needed, so just ask me

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 16/09/2025

Kinda frustrating to hear about how one of my coworkers complained that she had to perform a task that’s usually expected of me to perform, when I wasn’t aware that it had to be done and the obvious solution for me to do it would be to ask me to do it and then I would have

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

Actually very gratifying to be asked to yap on a bit about a thing you love and why you like it, by a person who didn’t think it was something they would enjoy and have them say that you make the thing sound very interesting

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

Always so surprised when I all of a sudden experience symptoms of depression, an illness I’ve had for 10+ years and have been taking medication for about as long, like that can’t be allowed right

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

Kinda sucks when your anxiety’s real awful because I would rather stare at my phone then get stuck in the fucking self hatred spiral that’s ongoing in my brain when I’m just trying to sleep

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

Considering the aforementioned bad feelings I’m experiencing, there’s clearly only one thing for me to do (go re-read Erha about it)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

Well, I currently feel utterly awful and like I should go crawl into my room and never exit to bother another human being ever again,

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

It’s that time of year once more, where I’m on the train station and easily spotting other people on the platform that’s traveling to the exact same event I’m going to because we all have a very similar vibe

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/07/2025

Quite the exponential growth since I first fell into this hole back in January

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/07/2025

Further update on my current hyper fixation status and its eeh, I’m running out of shelf space (not all of the books were purchased by me, a good few have been brought by my mother, for her own reading, we are kinda sharing the collection though)

A white IKEA bookshelf stuffed full to the brim with books and a few other objects, the majority of the books are Danmei of various different series

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

They lasted me some five years but my headphones are now for sure dead (the like colored thread is from where I had to re-stitch the like fabric by hand after the seam came undone a few times)

A pair of black over ear headphones, visibly dirty. The speaker on the right is unstuck from its fastening to the head band base, having swivel facing down, the left speaker is facing upwards, the left ear cushion is repaired with blue thread

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

Well I did it again somehow, (blasted myself through the entirety of the newest volume of Erha on the same day I received it, after work as well)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

Update: I got spoiled for the colored interior illustration 🥲 (on YouTube though, not Twitter)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

I know it came out like yesterday technically and it’s a book that’s getting imported, but for volume 8 they did receive and ship it to me the day before the official release so I got it on the same day it released that time and I’m slightly peeved that’s not what I’m getting this time

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

Can’t believe that the thing that’s actually getting my to stay of Twitter for a prolonged period of time is because I’m deathly afraid to get any of the new Erha illustrations spoiled to me and the bookstore I pre-ordered the book from is taking its sweet time delivering it to me

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 27/05/2025

Walked up a slight incline on my way home yesterday and ended up tripping and banging my elbow hard in the asphalt as I fell and now my arm sure be hurting 🥲

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

They were not fucking joking, the deeply emotionally scarring and sad book got hands (I’m on volume 3)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

Me, utterly naive concerning what I’m about to inflict upon myself: “man now that Yuwu is fully published in the official translation I should give it a read finally”

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

I mean I know why, those shelves are in the kids/young adult sections and the books are light, shout out to that one kid yesterday who completely wrecked the entire kids manga shelf sending half the contents to the floor right infront of me and only seemed slightly ashamed to

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

I keep thinking of the sisyphsian battle I keep engaging with trying to keep the manga shelves at my work place looking neat. I don’t know why people just have no concept of putting the books with huge numbers on the spines back in the order they were shelved

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

Genuinely a fun and enjoyable time for me, I love to yapp for prolonged periods of time

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

Fun time dragging one of my friends to the cinema to celebrate my Birthday and she ran out of time to see the first movie that we were seeing the sequel to so a good portion of dinner was taken up by me summarizing all the important stuff that happened in movie 1

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

I got some new books for my birthday presents and man comparing and contrasting my bookshelf from like two months ago, you tell I went full blast on a new special interest

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Surely, and considering it was an animated family movie and the the audience was solidly like 80% kid family’s, and it was a matinee, I have no clue why this guy felt the need to grope his girlfriends thighs at 11.30 in the morning in a dark room full of children with a stranger right next to them

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Had some not fun experiences when going to the cinema recently, being seated right next to a couple where the BF was whispering to his GF every other minute and also being way to fucking touchy for a public space, like Im seated 5 cm away from your GF cant you wait to kiss her neck while at at home?

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

Also they knocked all my stuff off from the shelf’s in the staff room, for no fucking reason other then to be absolute cunts, like it wasn’t even in the way of anything, literally just knocked it down to be a fucking nuisance for me to clean up, and they stole our coffee as well

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

they already stole all the gaming consoles (that we have for kids to use) like a few months ago, and now they they wanna steal our (old as fuck) office computers as well, like come on

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 22/04/2025

Lovely to return to work after the Easter weekend only to find that we got burgled (again), like why the fuck do people feel the need to steal from the library of all places

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Ah man, Steel ball run getting animated finally does mean I get to bust out all my several part 7 bad guy cosplays (of which I have like 3)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

another update...i read all of volume 8 in like 6 hours (it was like one of the shortest volumes but like still, that I managed to get through 310 pages that fast is astonishing to me...i haven't been reading this much since like middle school)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 17/03/2025

Update on the autism event, finished reading 7 volumes in like 8 days…and now volume 8 is coming out this Tuesday as well…truly having a normal one over here

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

Not to mentioned the fact that I started reading this series like this Wednesday and I’m already on book 5, truly having a normal one over here

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

I can feel my brain entering into a category 7 autism event; like what the fuck do you mean I managed to read 380+ pages of a book in under 24 hours,

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

I think the truest measure of if a new interest has me absolutely cooked can be seen if I end up changing my discord icon (I’ve done it like three times in the last month,)

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Seasay @maidofclockwork.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

I guess not wholly unexpected, I did receive books for Christmas and I have been buying new ones lately so I have had to shuffle stuff around a bit

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