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The Inferno by way of New French Extremity and ‘70s grindhouse film. With a little bit of doujinshi nastiness for your displeasure 😈 Pre-order at Ghoulish, or ask your local library for a copy!

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Penitents | Ghoulish Books

A GHOULISH BOOKS PUBLICATION PRE-ORDER Author: Madeline Blondeau Cover artist: Evangeline Gallagher Publication Date: October 13, 2026 ISBN: 978-1-963801-18-7 All paperback pre-orders will receive...

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madeline! @mads.haus · 1h

#13DaysofPenitents the basic narrative of Penitents was inspired by The Inferno 🔥 it was also inspired by a menagerie of heavy music - from Overkill to Ozzy, Metallica to Alunah 🤘 (with a little Kate Bush, for good measure…!) 3 years in the making, this is my Penitents playlist.

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penitents by Madeline on Apple Music

Playlist · 17 Songs

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madeline! @mads.haus · 4h

you’ve found your city :’) heard nothing but good things

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Portland, sorry babe 🤙

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

PENITENTS releases October 13th. each day, I’ll post how to prepare leading up to next week’s launch trailer. first up - 15 movies that influenced my book, including I Spit On Your Grave, High Tension, and a few you may not expect… 🎥 complete with notes! #13daysofPenitents

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influences on 'penitents', an extreme horror novel published by Ghoulish Books. buy local, support indies, rent movies.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 21h

The biggest virtue of AEW is how many other promotions I care about now. CMLL, Stardom, TJPW, ROH, NJPW. Also v into our local promotion, DOA. And I think that’s because AEW does a good job encouraging people to go watch other wrestling. So without 3 WWE shows a week, I’ve got more time for those.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 21h

I’m glad you’ve got that relationship with it. WWE is what got me in, years back, but I took a long break during the Trump admin. Came back for AEW, then started to watch both. There have already been so many concessions I have to make to enjoy WWE and this is just my personal line, I think.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 21h

no judgement for anyone who keeps pirating it, having fun. but seeing Charlotte mug with the man who thinks being trans is a mental illness basically kills any interest I have in the promotion for a while. have fun - there’s a lot of other wrestling for me to watch, meantime ✌️

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madeline! @mads.haus · 21h

Charlotte’s the reason I got into women’s wrestling and ig I won’t be watching any of her matches going forward. oh, or WWE. I’m done, personally.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

which is why it infuriates me. because I know, in my heart, that what I went through is less severe than so many others. and yet also, I was raped, in college, by a partner, and knew I could do nothing about it. because of patriarchy, as a system of control, continuing undaunted as futures die.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

and it just keeps happening. fraternity gang rapes. men convincing women to do shit that puts them on death row. rapist softboys who get to "reckon and grow" because their politics don't suck. and it's all tied into this hotbed of campus assault culture. this gross miasma of money and gender.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

at the time, I felt like the right thing to do was "be a man," shut up, be grateful for sex. except I wasn't. ever again. sex is something I had to claw back and find joy in myself, and I still can't have it - or even get off in private - without being reminded of it in some aspect. after 11 years.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

it didn't matter than I said, "stop." "I don't want to do this." "please get off me." "this hurts." it didn't end until they said it was over. when I told them I felt "violated," they said "how dare you call me a rapist." and so it went.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

but the gender dynamics were inverted. at the time, my ex and I presented different than we do now. convincing the school that somebody with a wealthy, well-connected family and straight As raped me, it was going to be even harder if they had a vagina. "men can't be raped."

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

their 4.0 GPA, their research trips to Madagascar, their Cl. Elegens studies, their SNCURCs prep - it was too perfect. I was a burnout with abuse trauma that didn't know what she wanted to do with her life, and slacked on most of her studying to play video games.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

last thing I'm posting about this before I just focusing on promoting the book the reason intimate partner assault, specifically, triggers me is because my rapist never got named. I never reported them, and they argued with me until the year we broke up about whether or not it was rape.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

💯 to the "care." Artemis cares so much about the form and function of an essay; experimenting with the structure, tying together disparate topics, finding linguistic and stylistic cohesion. it's a rarity in this space and something to treasure.

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Maddy Myers 🏳️‍🌈 @midimyers.com · 01/10/2026

catching up on my Stop Caring today and i really loved this one

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

appreciate you reading, Maddy! thank you for the kind words 🦔

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

you did so much more than that, Artemis, shh. your direction and Cindy's feedback gave me the focus I needed to take this home. thank you so much for making the space for this one ❤️

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Sonic Afasta Amy em Sonic X

Alt: Amy gives Sonic a massive hug on Sonic X

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

always down to help push, shove, whatever you need. me and your community and the people who read got you. keep doing what you're doing because it kicks ass and we all need it.

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influences on 'penitents', an extreme horror novel published by Ghoulish Books. buy local, support indies, rent movies.

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EZE @eze7885.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Mox's post show speech #AEWDynamite. I was surprised Tony never came out.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

typo in the first post, reposted, hands are shaking, this shit is so vile and it’s so hard to live with and I’m so fucking tired man

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

Geller accusations are vile, made my blood run ice cold to read. far too relevant with the Cornell case. a lot of men simply get to move on after they’ve forever altered a woman’s life. in some cases, they even get to launder their image.

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TDE Wrestling @tdewrestling.com · 01/10/2026

Let's Ride. 🫡 #AEWDynamite

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madeline! @mads.haus · 01/10/2026

🙂‍↔️ lol have stopped watching their product after the last few weeks of nonsense from them. not sure I want to tune in again anytime soon. there’s enough good wrestling elsewhere as it is these days, it’s turning out.

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Kate Hagen 🦂 𓋹 🦂 @thathagengrrl.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

"Meanwhile, Jane Doe dropped out of Cornell and was denied her request to get her tuition refunded so that she could transfer to a different college. She hence faced more severe consequences than most of the men who she alleges gang-raped her." www.thecut.com/article/what...

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What It Feels Like at Cornell Right Now

As a professor at the Ivy League school, Kate Manne has known many, many victims. There’s a palpable feeling on campus, she writes, that this is big.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 28/09/2026

thank you!! I love being covered in fake blood and am always looking for excuses to do so🩸 hype to share what this was for

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salem 𑣥 void ☿🪽(angel bear) @thewarmvoid.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

just finished Penitents i'm so glad i didn't do my makeup today and i am so glad it is 4:20 in a few minutes @mads.haus you beautiful genius woman

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madeline! @mads.haus · 28/09/2026

Salem! thank you so much for sharing this. it means the world to me that you got to be among the first, doubly so that it hit you so hard. appreciate you + your support + your kindness to the moon and back, always ❤️ v happy for this book to be in the world

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madeline! @mads.haus · 28/09/2026

between signing PENITENTS stickers and filming this shoot, I’ve been a busy girl. if I’ve been delayed in answering, that’s why. can’t be helped!

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madeline! @mads.haus · 28/09/2026

I’m such a mess 🫣

It’s a topless trans girl in a bathtub covered in blood, eyeball bit between her teeth

It’s the same topless trans girl, still bloody, but she’s laughing a little more

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artemis, big boss of stop caring @stopcar.ing · 27/09/2026

we got @mads.haus' Stop Caring essay on this week's CD roundup!

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madeline! @mads.haus · 28/09/2026

seeing Pac wrestle one of the best matches of his life yesterday and be gone today is unreal. RIP Bastard. one of the best to do it, ever, in any promotion.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

this is the most excited I’ve been for Townfall now and I’m already an insufferable SH fan girlie. have so much fun with Isolation, it’s one of my top-ever.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

All Out is an 11/10 PPV. one for the fucking record books. a really nice pop in the face to the Fed after a string of embarrassments from that company, too. every second is the type of shit why I watch wrestling. hell, it’s a great jumping on point, too. just watch it…!

Megan Bayne is smushed into a table of barbed wire by Jamie Hayter

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

I do not like Ospreay but that main event was so GOAT, so peak, so ‘season finale’ that I can look past it. legit I think that might be one of the best main events I’ve seen in any PPV, ever. good stuff. Mox is my love, my GOAT eternal.

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

HELL YEAH HELL YEAH CONGRATS

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Justin | 陳國榮 @justinckw.com · 27/09/2026

Congrats to the Bucks!!! Young Bucks: BTEトリガー (BTE TRIGGER) NOW GIVE ME MCMG or NEW LEVEL or Emi/.Riho or VENYU or KNOCKOUT BROTHERS vs the BUCKS!!! #AEWAllOut 🤼‍♂️

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

I am EMOTIONAL this is so GOOD

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

AND NEW 😭 lfg Bucks!

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

ah wow Christian in the crimson mask already - you know this match is about to be an all-timer

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

kinda figured the Thekla match would go that way. but still killer work. Willow had some intense moments selling that hand injury. every women’s match tonight was fire - and loved Mercedes’ Bulls fit 🤌

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bellestardust @bellestardust.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

there’s no way 10,000 people know the lyrics to an alter bridge song. There’s just no way

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madeline! @mads.haus · 27/09/2026

love Thekla’s vape rig

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