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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 14h

Is this giving cute or frumpy? I have no idea how skirts work 😭

Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

personally do not feel the clothes are feminine. So for now it's something I'll only engage in in queer places/around friends etc, but it's been nice to lift a restriction from myself

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

I still have social dysphoria to unpack around clothing, i.e me feeling nuetral about clothes doesn't erase the awareness of the social identity attached to those clothes, and because that awareness is there I'm aware it's easier to identify me as feminine if I present more feminine, even if I

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

There is no rules around this and the rules can be whatever you want. No one decides them for you. No one can tell you how you identify or how you should express that identity and what certain aspects of expression should mean to you. The same garment can elicit different feelings for people.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

I'm not doing femboy stuff because I personally don't consider the clothing feminine. I know society considers the clothing feminine, and for some people that's where the joy comes from. It's a different type of gender non conformity for me.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

felt, for as long as I can remember. So when I wear a skirt, i'm not trying to be feminine or emulate a woman (And that's not to say skirts cannot be used for that, everyone uses clothes for different reasons and has different feelings around clothing) for me it's just a nuetral item of clothing

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

and this is absolutely nothing against femboys or anyone aligned with that vibe, I think y'all are generally cool af, but my personal perception and experiences of gender expression is that nothing is inherently feminine or masculine, clothes, make up, hair etc, and this is something I've always

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 21h

when I tell people I'm wearing skirts again occasionally, I sometimes get "so you're doing the femboy thing" and that's never sat right with me. I have previously contemplated the femboy identity for myself and realised I don't resonate with it for a few reasons

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

found the perfect bolero to finish my halloween outfit, like very much "shit, this is the one" moment. It's listed in my size. I go into the listing. The labels in pics are two sizes smaller. Hope the seller gets hit by a car x

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I literally hate this cunt with a passion. never met the wee skank but all she's done is wake me up constantly. I hope she dies

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

dumb cunt upstairs neighbour is having her crying screaming menty b after 1am. girl do it during the day like I do. stupid bitch

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I'm really depressed i hate this shit

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

just lint rolled my entire funeral outfit so I cannot hug the cats

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Hunter Felt @hunterfelt.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

these people are so dramatic it actually reads like satire "The true demon" and it's just a guy who looks kinda tired??

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

That guy that loves to yell and shout in the street is back. He was yelling "Jimmy you fucking whoore" over and over again in my buildings car park.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Unfortunately not my first rodeo but that doesn't make this shit any easier

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Going through this right now honestly.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Its so good it was worth the effort of scooping the pumpkin

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

My pumpkin didn't actually leak from a hole in the bottom as I feared he just overflowed a little This actually turned out so fucking good

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

i made soup in a pumpkin but it's still cooking and my pumpkin broke...homerphobia

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

got my halloween costume decided. hell ye

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

customer service have no estimated reply time and I need to be getting up and ready for stuff

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

feels kinda dodgy I ordered contact lenses from a site for halloween, nothing at all about a coupon code for a discount until after i check out, so now I have to cancel the order cos I want that 35% discount, but you can't just go in and cancel, you have to contact customer service like girl?

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

They wake me up through ear plugs consistently just how fucking loud do you have to be? I hate living here

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I hate these people more than ive ever hated anything or anyone

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I cant live like this im getting woken up most nights my sleeping patter and mental health has gone to shit

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Gonna phone the council and tell them that im going to kill myself unless they remove these cunts from the building

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Neighbours woke me up with the TV again its insanely loud. If I don't get out of this flat soon im killing myself I cant do this anymore

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Ordered a bunch of stuff to do bleach dying, I've literally been sat excited for it to arrive all day then I get a notification that's it's fucking delayed until Friday. so now I'm like cool. wtf do I do with my evening now

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

ambulance outside n all hope they've died and gone to Hell x

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

buncha police outside my building hope they're here to arrest my gimp head neighbours

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

fucking constant from these braindead cunts. waking me up several times a week, since MAY. Council spoke to them and they start again. Council patched my last report. They're both disgusting ignorant fucks.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

clatty wee slag neighbour is having a fight with her cunt of a boyfriend. both of you die. its past midnight. dirty pieces of shit.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

had these feelings for longer than three months so i know it's real and im cooked and im dying?

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i hate being fucking gay having gay fucking feelings fucking gay boy ass boy shit. anyway

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hank hill @freshgarlicknots.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

ive decided it's san lang tuesday and there's nothing you can do about it

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

comprehend and one day some of us may be the same, nothing but information and facts in some article or book, a compressed version of our life that's digestible but only a fraction of a fraction of what we were. And that's fascinating and horrifying. Anyway

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

and they're kind of reduced to information and papers and facts but we can't quantify the human experience in this way because it will always be far more complex than the glimpse we get, right? And so we're just looking at this concept so detached from a reality that's impossible for us to truly

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

historical figures are weird in that they're kind of abstract concepts to me but I have to sit and remind myself that these people lived and breathed whole entire lives, had rich inner worlds beyond anything that could ever be put on paper, had complex thoughts, feelings and opinions

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i thought the standard was 3 days, it only ever gives me 3 days to collect, but i checked tracking and it says she has until October 11th. It arrived on the 1st btw. 💀

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

been waiting like a week for some girl to pick up the dress I sold on vinted divaaaaaa are you dead. i need my money

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i need vitamin d im dying of scotland

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Transphobes Can't Read @lordaslan.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

"why do women choose the bear?"

A tinder conversation that reads "I really want to eat you out"

"Haha wait I've matched with you before
D1 eater over here you said that last time"

"Oh yeah duhh"

"Not really looking for casual sex rn but appreciate the offer"

"I'm gonna Cornell you then"

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

it's also worse if you delve into the theories about the deccan traps, I know it's disputed and as far as I know lots of debate on whether the asteroid did it or the deccan traps did or if it was both or whatever but the theories around the deccan traps are also horrifying

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

nothing deserves to die like that. i can't explain to you. how im so sad about it all.

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Lucian (he/him) @luwucian.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I love watching dinosaur videos and i'm fascinated by mass extinction events and I 100% find it intensely fascinating to watch videos about this particular event but a side effect of that is that I'm crying screaming throwing up 24/7

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