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@lowontrash.bsky.social
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🔞 • 29♂ • I post fetish stuff and whine about art >"""Programmer""" of useless things (and a muscle game) >wannabe-smut artist >implier of implications >enjoyer of beef (♂♀), booba (♀ only) lower.neocities.org 🦌🐁🐄🐅🐈🐕🦔🦦

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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
wish I'd been able to convince elly to give me art lessons ...or hut, or guz, or aya, or df43, or quadra, or deri, or prince, or sauna, or mere, or adleto, or von, or stagor, or phurreh, or zylo, or mako, or
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
There's a friend who shares 75% smut and 25% cat pics. The smut makes me feel awful (because they always commission superior artists), but I love the cat stuff. If I tell them I don't want to see the smut anymore, I think I run the risk of losing that friendship altogether, and it's important to me.
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
God, sleep feels good
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
why do I have to keep waking up?
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
hate my damn life
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
wish I could draw like heartssoul ._.
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
guess who's been doing reverse engineering again
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
update: it reappeared briefly and I have been able to move everything using it elsewhere
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
I wish I was smart enough to learn serious math
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
why am I not allowed to be as good as aaat, df43, agon, newberry, hutska, adleto, arata, greentark, alisteir, mako, neko, neekko, quadratouring...
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
I think I'm forgetting what little I knew of how to draw
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
why do I always have to be a failure ;n;
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
bodybuildeer
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I wish I could do something right
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I wish I could be strong
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I'm sorry
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
why did I ever think I could do something right
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
I hate the taste of rum
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
always competing, never winning
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
someone who I watched start out with blender ~2y ago posted something yesterday that I couldn't do in a million years
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
what a waste of carbon I've turned out to be
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
I wanted to have some worth other than the money in my bank account the ability to *make* things myself
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
one of the almost extinct days where I had something good going, and I had to get lapped and left behind
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
fuck, why do I bother
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
always getting passed by and left behind, every single time
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
why am I alive if I'm just gonna keep fucking up everything
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
always the fucking same insignificant wins, insurmountable failures
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
hey would someone mind shooting me please I'd really appreciate it
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
wish I could be in a bodybuilding couple 🥺
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
it's 3am why do I crave coffee
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
why'd I have to open my fucking mouth about my boss I could have just sat around and done nothing, and still gotten paid but nooooo, I had to listen to my *conscience* and here I am, over a year later still without a job
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
well this sucks the email domain I used for a bunch of stuff has gone away unexpectedly
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Can't get fit IRL, can't get to be a decent artist, can't find a job, can't find a partner, what the fuck am I good for Why am I still alive
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
do I really want to exist in a world where I'll never be good enough
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
things just aren't gonna get better, are they only darker and darker
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
ideal job: demanding physical labor, paid for with room and board, and obscene quantities of steroids
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
nobody that can help gives a shit, and nobody that gives a shit can help
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
why did I have to get in to art
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
I wish I could draw as well as my friends so I could finally fit in somewhere
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
I wish I could apologize to everyone I know
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
wooo getting casually flexed on by my friends all day every day woooooo
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
apparently art mentors and tutors fall in to three categories: - willing to help - knowledgeable enough to help - free enough to help
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
need muscle fetishist gf 🥴
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
(tradesman, walking on to a job) God, look at this CRAP. Whole damn thing is GARBAGE. A real fucking MESS. Whoever did this should be pulled out back, fired, shot, excommunicated from the union, and fined. (3 minutes later, having made it 4x worse) Welp, that's the best I can do. It is what it is.
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
it would be nice to be worth something ._.
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
i just wanted to be good at something
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
I wish my art was "holy shit, you did *THAT*"-good ._.
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AAAT-DA @aaat-da.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
A birthday gift from @lowontrash.bsky.social !!! Big ant beef! And little caaat….of doom! Big thank you to low for this, it’s been a bad time, it’s good to know there are people who consider me a fren Please go give him love, he deserves it
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low (on trash) @lowontrash.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
it'd be nice to be wanted
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