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Okay I'll stop pallas posting

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My birthday is really soon if anyone wants to get me the pallas cat because they're my favorite ever and no one ever makes stuffed animals of them

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Someone please get me a pallas cat plushie

Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

lately I have been bringing Stede around with me. my creature

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In the mustiest motel6 in Austin with broken AC but I am still happy

Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Anyone remember when the kinktober prompts were like "dirty talk" and "handjobs"

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

View this beast!!!!!! OR HE WILL BLEAT PITIFULLY AT YOU

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a freak. @freakofnurture.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

@lovedhands.bsky.social 's sheep stede who is so important to me and i like to Think about. often.

digital drawing of stede bonnet. he has sheep ears and a little sheep tail. hes sitting on the ground, arms propped up on his knee, looking up at something or someone with a smile. hes wearing a ruffly blue shirt, white trousers, and matching shoes that sort of look like hooves. theres some white scattered in his hair and curly white hairs peeking out of his shirt collar. he looks very polite.

there are also two doodles in the corner. one of sheep stede asleep and Vulnerable. one of sheep stede picking flowers, oblivious to a wolf (take ur pick as to who but im thinking izzy) stalking in the bushes.

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Idk how I will get my cats litter and food. Alas

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Every day it is getting harder to get up but the bus is my only option so I get up

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

One of my cats knocked my tarantulas off a high shelf today. I am so grateful that they both lived but so sad that they went through that. One is my favorite and she lost her leg but she is okay I think. Should grow back if she makes it to molt 🙏

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Am I really only making $6 at this shift??? Ugh

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

It is a fine day to post my fat baby

A black kitten on a cool beige laminate floor. A fluffy, pastel rainbow worm teaser toy is right near her face and she has a paw holding it. Her mouth is open and ready to bite, and her form is slightly blurry from movement.

A black kitten is sitting very politely and staring up at a pastel rainbow worm teaser toy. She is locked in

A black kitten is flat on the ground on her side, gazing up at the toy once more with her eyes glowing slightly. There is a bike near her, mostly outside of the crop.

This silly kitten flat once more, sticking her little tongue out at me. The toy is right within reach.

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Update no one asked for. I have done one proper spravato treatment and have my next one today. Hopefully I'll want to be alive soon

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Could only do one half of the 56mg Spravato treatment. Wtf was that

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

The AC is out at the museum. Help

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I didn't believe my girlfriend about the churray for churros ice cream. I was a fool. Goodbye Jimmy Fallon

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Why are bedsheets so expensive. I give up

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I need new bedsheets but I also need to pay off debt so like. Ugh

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Narrowly avoided being hospitalized by agreeing to nose ketamine. How are y'all

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Maybe one day I'll have cell service but I barely have rent rn lol

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Now onto the next challenge lmao, making most of rent in like a week

Okay so the money I was sent made groceries possible. Thank you all so much 🥺

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Fuck I am so screwed for rent

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Nick @lovedhands.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

If anyone can help me with groceries please let me know (or just send money to my kofi). I am waiting to hear back for SNAP but I know I will qualify. I just do not have the funds to survive and it is pretty terrible

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Too often these days I am sacrificing slices of my soul to the swamp

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MariWho @mariwho.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Love when my gf asks me what build I'm going for in Slay the Spire. Girl this deck is vibes

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Charcoal is very sophisticated

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I am grateful for kind people today

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In case anyone needed to see a little baby

A white hand beckoning a little black feline

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At least I had a nice poem written for me. The other was a bit outdated. In my mind this is called "so this is what it's meant to feel like"

sometimes when a flower doesn't even know
that it has been barren, when the day appears
when the fervent flushing watering ventures forth
suddenly the technicolor and the light locks into place
for it was always just your endless remembered face,
which spoke to this lost with fiery found
It was always reassurent vocal sound
that no folly, randomness or slip
but adament divining, a puzzle of the hip but to actually feel the curiosity within your kind of scene
to hear your sense of listenment in reply to what I've been,
it's the kind of safe one doesn't realize they've been holding in their breath
I don't know how much longer I'd survive when put to test
but blessed within the timing and not granted taken now
Maybe that's the reason we all have to feel this out
we need the droughts and deserts for to know the place
to bloom it's the self-evident in finding
it's actual harmony to our tune

Buying from local artists did not fill the void but it was worth a try

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I think about it every day. I hope I can either do it one day or at least not want to

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