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Encountered another twt fight in Oshi's fandom... Anyway *blocks to protect my sanity*

🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Someone stop me, I had a mild anger explosion that led me to an impulsive thought of spending my credit card, this is not healthy...

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Part of me wants to plan funds to move out and get out of this country, but idk to where Maybe Australia or somewhere in Europe?

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I really wish to move out asap and run away from this house because it is one of those moments when I feel unsafe in my own house-

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I FUCKIN HATE THIS FAR RIGHT FAMILY I FUCKIN HATE THIS FAR RIGHT FAMILY I FUCKIN HATE THIS FAR RIGHT FAMILY I FUCKIN HATE THIS FAR RIGHT FAMILY I fucking hope I get a cardiac arrest :)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I really do hope 🫧 gets mods as soon as possible, due to how much off topic his chat can get, even if it was stated in the rules. I'm there to enjoy his experiences, not to hear a stranger's school experiences (Probably most are minors too..)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Not my dad sending me political shit to me. It is hard to live in such environment when politics are one of your anxiety triggers

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

After two weeks, I think I found comfort in being an Everpearl. ( ´ ▽ ` ) Just a lil lurker, mainly because the chat is a lil too questionable for me (No mods yet so it is justified)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Having another moment of huge dread of the future and dysphoria. I hate it here man I have been thinking of injuring myself

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Bruh first Brazil now Phillipines, apparently our govs hate us primos. As much as I hate the age verification, I can't escape it anymore cause of this fuckass country

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I hate dysphoria so much, I hate being a woman but being enby makes me feel like a monster or an impure bitch. Sometimes I ask myself if Im really non binary or a woman in denial thinking is all a phase. Yaay for internalized enbyphobia...

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Geometry Dash fandom hit different when you were a 13 yo kid, now it became a safe space for predators and weirdos in general

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

🫧♈ has a great duo potential holy shit-

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Nimue so cute ueueue I want to squish him AUGH

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I'm probably not gonna finish this so take it

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

And I was right, I got enamoured on Nimue for now, gotta see his debut 2.0 later today. I also like Saeir (Brother dont let these guys drag me back into the Vtuber fandom how do I like one media without engaging with the fandom)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Hate to be a downer today but I just found out one of my aunts just passed away OUTTA NOWHERE. This is spiking my health anxiety more why there are people dying suddenly ough

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Okay I saw enough negativity on twt for today, it is fucking up with my brain. On a positive note, despite have already posted about Varis, I also have my eyes on Nimue, he is literally my choice of aesthetics (pastel tones with a soft yet suspicious vibes) 👀

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I always felt guilty for blocking people for reasons outside of the general DNI (bigoted, troll, etc). But nowadays I think I need to break that guilt because there are people triggering my perfectionism and making me feel miserable

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Again seeing age discourse on twt. (Been lurking cause of new gen, after a while I might poof again) And that makes me drop a curious fact. One of the main reasons I made my accounts 18+ is that I used to have friends who were outed as groomers/predators and I REFUSE to let a minor in my circle

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Dont tell me that Sontaris are all spicy humans. Come on let the siren turn into an actual siren and the spider guy summon spider legs 🙏

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Just because I left the Vtuber fandom doesn't mean I'm averting my eyes on a certain new generation. I kinda want to inspect their designs as well 👉👈

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Reanalyzing my old posts from main made me realize, leaving the Vtuber fandom was what I needed to do to heal myself... It was a harsh choice but I am feeling so much happier in my own bubble now, plus it makes me want to create more 🙌

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Found an alternative of Xcancel called Twitterwebviewer. Today it also received a cease and desist from Muskrat's corp... Another reason of why I want everyone to move to this app LMFAO

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

5 years- 5 years that i received the news and felt my heart and brain break. Hope you're still racing cars whenever you are, old bud

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Man this week is fuckin cursed wdym two well known celebrities passed away in a span of 24 HOURS

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Xcancel also received a cease and desist. How am I supposed to lurk without accessing twt now

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I can finally breathe holy shit

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Tbh Im this close to leaving the Vtuber fandom indefinitely. I would still love to draw art with my favs and even fan merch in the future, but GOD the fandom makes me miserable.

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Maybe staying in the Bluesky side of this fandom is safer

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

I might delete these later, been having another anxious breakdown

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Having another moment of not feeling welcome in any fandom spaces. Do I ask for any advice on what to do or just sit in silence ruminating in my thoughts?

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

Gang I'm overthinking on going they/she only in my native language and only going they/them elsewhere... I accept my partial femininity, but I hate being a woman lmao.

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Sometimes I try my best to not let negativity dominate me, but there are some times that I'm unable to cope so I just spill things online, regretting it later. Earlier I had this immense thought of not belonging anymore, which I deserve it, because I didn't behave well because of my wellbeing

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

I'm so fucking devastated that I live in a house full of pro AI folks... :)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

This setback is making me think I might be a highly sensitive person. Plus I'm also neurodivergent so.. Man-

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Had a messy setback on my healing journey, which led me to something: I avoid conflicts outta fear, hence why I avoid online drama. I'm so glad I almost fully moved here where I feel safer.

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

One of my goals is to lose weight (Because according to my bmi I am obese and health anxiety spikes a lot because of that), and I recently installed an app to count the calories I consume and burn. The JUMPSCARE i had when I calculated how many carbohydrates I tend to consume......

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I don't check Discord much and it kinda tells how LOW my social energies are. Been trying to make myself busier because being chronically online is not good for me

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

The wish to have the ability to transfer a big part of your booba to your Oshi =v=

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

After being called out for being too negative (reasonable), I've been overlooking if my words are too negative and honestly it is exhausting. Kinda fearing of bringing too much negativity nowadays

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Man not the animation's file getting damaged and crashing my program. Bless IbisPaint for the ability to recover the files, but that is severe proof that my tablet is shit 😭 (64GB for an artists tablet is NEVER a good idea I do not recommend)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Man animating has been a pain in the guts but I'm liking the progress

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Hallo! Moving my jelly shenanigans to @astercrittter.bsky.social. I made the decision of this one being a semi priv account, so I needed a proper place to be a fan of. (I refuse to clog my main)

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Man I hope Bluesky releases the update with private accounts. The amount of things I'd say that are too personal for public eyes.. and I refuse to use twt as a priv acc. Plus I want this account to be private.

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Damn always the Europeans eliminating us lmao

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🌸🪐 @lost-in-orbit.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

I'm considering leaving my main acc there, but I've got an addiction, despite knowing that the site is one of my main sources of being a negative person lmao The longest I spent without twt was in 2024 during the infamous ban -v-

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