iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

M @lll74.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

I’m scared people will think I abandon them on insta. It’s delusional and I don’t even owe people, and I’m projecting my own fear. Faking self worth Maybe so. Fuck do I know? I’m a choate, possessed and struggling not to hate myself. I’m trying to form a script that works for everyone, I just fail.

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

An old friend called, she has brain cancer. I’m starting to really have survivor guilt. I’ve done everything wrong and so many of my friends and fam are gone or fighting terminal illness.

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BK. Titanji @boghuma.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

I hard co-sign this one.

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

Is it day 2 or 3? Ugh i miss the dopamine of insta, I hate to admit it. The last act I did a split with contacted me through email to check on me. I nearly cried. I didn’t have the heart to admit I’m on another network with no followers. Someone close to me said nobody cares online and I disagree

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

Doc loaded me up with 2 weeks of steroids for the cancer pain. This should be interesting.

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

😃 I think that’s a good review 😂

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

I’m in a bad spot. I’ve deactivated insta for 7 days while I decide what to do. It’s time for me to make some major changes in life. I may deactivate those forever, but if so I’ll show back up again once things change.

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Playstation Datacenter @psxdatacenter.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

PS2 Champions of Norrath The adventure will commence in the besieged forest city of Kelethin, where players must stave off an orc and goblin invasion in an action RPG. Info: psxdatacenter.com/psx2/games2/... #ps2 #psx #retrogame #playstation #pixelart #ChampionsofNorrath #SnowblindStudios #RPG

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 04/10/2025

Faces Are Ugly (2025)

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 03/10/2025

Thinking you are strong for withstanding mental abuse has to be the dumbest feeling in the universe. People love what they get out of you, much less care about your needs.

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

Saudade is a unique Portuguese and Galician word for a deep, melancholic longing or nostalgia for something or someone lost or absent, often with a bittersweet quality and a recognition that it may never return.

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M @lll74.bsky.social · 30/09/2025

Hormonal depression is the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. On month nine of Lupron injection and no insurance/ no surgery planned. DOGE closed the loophole so I have to wait till January. I should be ok from the cancer going stage 4, but I’m really struggling with the depression.

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Humanfobia ▼ Dark Experimental Music @humanfobia.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

◍ check out "Orbs in my Room" / released by Illuminated Paths - illuminatedpaths.bandcamp.com/album/orbs-i... // available in limited cassette tapes, if you can please support to Illuminated Paths label! #experimentalmusic #vapornoise #vaporwave #darkambient #witchy #soundscapes #noise #haunted

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Dawn of Darkness Netlabel @dawndnetlabel.bsky.social · 19/09/2025

cian-orbe-netlabel.blogspot.com/2025/09/inte... // new interview in our blog. we did an interview to the legendary artist "dagger" previously known as "The ceremonial Dagger". // know he works under the monikers Lucifer’s Liberated Lady, C4$ & anti$ale media. #experimentalmusic #musicinterview

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Industrial Coast @industrialcoast.bsky.social · 21/09/2025

ALL NOISE LABELS DIE BROKE T-shirt available to pre order...comes with a bunch of Bandcamp DL codes Pre Order closes Monday, and there will be no spares industrialcoast.bigcartel.com/product/all-...

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ALL NOISE LABELS DIE BROKE - Tee

We sold next to nowt of these 1st up...but due to unexpected popular demand, we are trying again. Strictly made to order! PRE-ORDER: Orders open...

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B̶O̶N̶E̶ V̶A̶L̶L̶E̶Y̶ @bonevalley.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

C4$ "BROKEN DREAMS" BV—008 / CDR

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