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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

im so mean and so pathetic my friend is going through something and im fuckinh jealous because my boyfriend is helping them but he never helped me like that and im so tired and hurt and sad but nobody CARES

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

time to lose weight until my boyfriend gets concerned again!!

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

i love lying oh yeah im sober yeah im clean yeah i stopped smoking nah caffeine is just cuz ive been having some late nights yeah ive been getting healthy actually

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

im probably going to start tracking calories in here or a notes app bc i cant stick to apps for some reason

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

locking in; an accountability thread

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

nobody who fully knows my trauma will ever see me as human

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

i hate myself so fucking bad i died in that bed in that cafe on that couch in that bathroom in that house in his hands theres nothing in me that remains he shouldve fucking killed me

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

forcing myself to ignore my survival instincts until i slowly erase them because thats a normal thing to want and need

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

3.8.2025 max. 700 ate: 1519 i hate myself

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

i am so stupid yall i was going based off of the old diet bc i forgot to change my wallpaper oh well!! thankfully i was still within the bounds of this diet but still i am so stupid the brainfog got me yall anyways

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lix!! | SHedsky @haribobear.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

Back up account for @llawfully.bsky.social in case I get nuked <3

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

// bodycheck still so fucking fat, jesus CHRIST

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

ive had lile 0 appetite all day this fast wasnt even tough like deadass 0 appetite i drank tea i rhink it helped that i was walking around all day w my friend who also ddinr get food so i wasnr tempted

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

couldnt fast yesterfay so im fasting today <33

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

29.7.2025 FAST ate: 624 :(( ❌❌❌

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

i cant get myself to actually write stories so ive been writing letters about how i feel and i feel SICK i hate being in touch w my emotions i just like being numb this was a stupid idea

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

writing long fucking letters about making someone love a lie and then continuing to make someone love a lie i am truly a horrible person

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

i feel like i am predestined to love the men who leave me

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

istg i keep losing and gaining the same 5kg i get down to 48kg, i gain up to 53kg, i get down to 48kg, i gain up to 53kg, rinse and repeat i am so sick of this i got down to 44kg one time and i need to get back there, this is sickening

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

had minimelts today and i was in HEAVENNNNNNNN i havent had those in YEARS 100000/10

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

25.7.2025 max. 800 ate: 1017 ❌❌❌

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

YES I WAS STARTING TO THINK I WAS MAKING IT UP hoooly shit, im not alone in remembering it i miss it so baddddddd, i want it back <\3

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

need need neeeed to lose my period again the dysphoria is fucking killing me motivation to restrict harder i guess

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

im lowkey excited to go back, I want my fucking routineeee like consistent wake up time? consistent activities daily? knowing what will happen next? PLEASE like, i love my free time, and getting enough sleep but god this unpredictability is KILLING ME

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

you could try some pride flag beads on a safety pin?? or a bead pride bracelet subtle enough but noticeable to those who are looking for it you could also hang the bracelet on a pencil case/backpack if you dont typically wear jewellery

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

so fucking real, i always rethink my entire view on my body if i stare for too long

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

ACCOUNTANTABILTY THREAD TIME!!!! not low res like i hoped but oh well, need to start somewhere

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

i need to break it again but noooo my bf is coming over in two days so no cuts ;((( time to bash my knees against the flooorrrrr yipee

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Bixie ♡ SHedsky @llawfully.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

I AM BACK I NEED TO GET SICK ENOUGH TO WORRY PPL HI YALL, IM BACCKKKKKKKKK

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acey wacey @ac3y-wac3y.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never eating again *eats* im never e

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