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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I hate that this has, at the moment, taken away all inspiration to write Naruto fics at all

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I'm super happy tho, I found new frames and they're so PRETTY

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I had an optometrist appointment today. Got prescribed with my first varifocal glasses. I'm 36. LMAO

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Kifa @kifa.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

"Pain, will you return it?" #sefikura

Lesbian sefikura with Cloud leaning in to bit Sephiroth's lip. One of his hands is holding her titty... Sephiroth is intrigued with this arrangement
Cloud is wearing a leather jacket, Sephiroth is wearing a black coat

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Yeah this has been a nightmare especially bc I'm already extremely insecure abt my writing and that fic especially so if feels like a public lashing 😭 I've been so close to just quitting completely

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I know I can take a break from it too but there ARE ppl waiting for the updates too so... I feel so conflicted

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I've gotten a few negative comments to my other ns fic and now I'm terrified to keep posting it bc idk how much more negativity I can take

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I'm SO TEMPTED to just start over - with a new name etc - but it doesn't really change anything. It's still me anyway

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Probably just have to take an extended break for now I guess

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I've reached a point where I'm too scared to write in general and this is just breaking my heart. I genuinely dunno what I should do now

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Tho to be completely honest I just low-key want to quit bc I haven't been able to enjoy writing in a long while anymore

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Really regret returning to write ns-fics right at this moment sigh

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I keep waking up poorly and in pain so now I'm just so fucking tired 😭

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I think so, yeah! At least from what I remember from hiding some the last time

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Kifa @kifa.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

So I’ve been cooking a #sefikura hallowing of yuri ween

A teaser of a project I’ve been cooking for some time featuring vampire yuri sefikura
Cloud is pantless loser clutching a wooden stake behind his back. Seph’s clawed hand is resting on his butch thigh while the skirt of her dress drapes around them

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Hiding your fics in an unrevealed collection is actually a really good way to get them out of your sight and you won't lose them

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Maybe the idea wasn't good to be written the way it was sigh

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Seriously considering if I'd just hide Like Magnets for now. I can't even look at it without my mood crashing and my insecurity flaring super badly

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Omg I love kurasefi so much. I've been writing a space omegaverse AU with this dynamic & a toxic one 🥹 exploring their dynamic is so much fun!!

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Written in the Stars kurasefi chapter 7 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/874375... Decided to start posting this again, maybe sharing it will get me more excited to write it again <3

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

My Song of Horror playthrough finally made me lose a character 😂 I'm so sorry Ernest, I will do better next time

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jade✨ @say0ranarts.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

zack & cloud🩵💛 #FF7

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I do know that a writer should be able to take comments like these but ugh. This is my first fic ever that gets something like this and I just can't help but think I failed with writing it

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I'm just not mentally in a headspace where I can read more or less negative comments every week so I'm just thinking I'll quit posting it for a while, at least until I calm down more bc atm I just have to fight myself so I won't just delete it

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

A part of me is like, "I can keep posting Like Magnets" but the other part doesn't want to bother bc if ppl hate it NOW, they're just gonna hate the coming chapters too. I would need to rewrite stuff and I really don't care at this point

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Omg this September has been one of the worst months ever, really hoping things will start to look better now 🙈 you hang in there too 🩷

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Anxiety is such a horrible illness, it's even a worse issue than my depression rn 😩 but I will be okay, these meds should work 🫂

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

It's already over 60k and it's probably like... halfway done? So I really don't want to scrap it 😔

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

There's nothing wrong with it, not really, my motivation to write anything at all rn is just super low

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I could continue writing my kurasefi omegaverse space au but idk

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宝 @takaraxiao.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Let Sephy check your number #Sefikura ＃セフィクラ

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RobasArel @robasarel.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Tumblr request <3

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I returned to the other site for like. Two weeks or so? And I'm seriously suspecting it just made my anxiety worse. Bsky might be more quiet but I feel this place supports me better

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Anxiety is such a shitty illness. I lost entire September to it - to paralyzing dread and panic, with no way out. I still can't write or read properly bc my mind feels so sore sigh

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I ended up starting anxiety meds again but I chose the ones that shouldn't blunt my emotions and they also shouldn't cause weight gain. They've already helped a little but I'm still not okay yet, not even close

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hawk @assentodele.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

He looks so fucking happy I’m SICK

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Cardi ♪( ´θ｀)ノ @cardiologywrites.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Sephiroth is so kind! 🥹💖

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themes and such @bernkastl.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

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hawk @assentodele.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Cloud's vulnerable expressions will be the death of me いい顔だ indeed 🥰

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hawk @assentodele.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

How is Sephiroth resisting the urge to pin him down and fuck him within an inch of his life

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Now I have until April next year to finish it lmao

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Lily @lilypheria.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I played FFVII Remake recently and cheated a little (put maximum damage on and played the last chapter through chapter select so I can skip the highway boss), and now I'm playing Rebirth from the beginning again. I am having a lot of fun now, especially after deciding to ditch Queen's Blood

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