iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 4h

Yeah it does that. Heard it lightens up after you take it consistently for a while, but never experienced that myself so :shrug:

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 7h

Actually it’s good and fine and awesome to forcibly feminize all men using the power of the government. :)

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 8h

The boss fight is cool, but my first thought on seeing him was “Oh they’ve just reinvented the Glottkin from first principles”

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 8h

Man I’ve missed playing Darktide. Nothing else matches up to the feeling of crushing someone’s skull with my shock maul and then turning someone else into a red smear with a bolter.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 12h

Ow. Ow. Why did I leave my magnesium supplements in my dorm? Ow. Ow.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 15h

What are the odds that we both came up with the same idea but from different positions of it? Because this is just a central pillar of the story I’m drafting rn.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 15h

Especially if she also has bottom dysphoria and would probably go nonverbal and try to hide her face and dissociate and start crying until it was over… Is it possible to have a dysphoria kink? Because I might have that…😵‍💫

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Cnc and orgasm control…. Having to ask your rapist for permission to cum… woaw😵‍💫

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Does Girlframe actually involve chastity cages/belts? Genuine question, maybe I should go check the rule book for that out.

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Tsveira @phantasm.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Going to a bar with another domme, finding some subby girlthing. Teasing her all night, pulling her close, getting her to our home with the promise of a threesome. Soon as the bedroom door locks, one of us snaps a collar on her and the other clips her to a leash that’s just too far from… (1/2)

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

That’s cool that’s cool that’s really cool that’s hot 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

What is the deal with that thing anyway? Did you explicitly seek out a place with a torture chamber or was it just a lucky coincidence?

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Also thanks for reposting it, saves me the trouble of having to look for it when I sit down and start writing my first piece in a few days. I’m gonna have a lot of fun making sure someone has a very bad time. :)

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I know I’ve read this previously but as someone on the newer side to kink I’d just like to say thanks for putting all of this together. Lots of important stuff I’d never heard of before reading all of the kink safety posts.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Chaser goddess😵‍💫😵‍💫😖

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Mkay dissociation is over. I’ve been thinking about some stuff, and I’m probably gonna try and write something soon. Need to get caught up on my classes first though, so probably in like a week.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Oh my god that’s what his deal is??? That makes so much sense how did I not see that?

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I’ve got something I’m gonna actually sit down and do someday. Just might be a while between college and other stuff.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Log 18 Figures that the one time I’d actually welcome the pain I’d get none. Don’t really have anything else to say.

Used estradiol syringe next to large pink sugar cookie

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Might do my injection early just to have something to do other than study and dissociate…

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The problem with a trauma copeing strategy primarily based on riding dopamine highs is that when you run out of dopamine the trauma comes back. Who’d have guessed?

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

What if you had a brother who one day confessed to you that she was actually trans?

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Man if I’m this horny right now I’m gonna be humping the corner of my desk when I do my injection tomorrow.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’m pretty sure if you grabbed me by the neck and slammed me into a wall I’d cum immediately. Seeking research assistants to help me prove this theory.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I need to start wearing cargo pants. Also buy a carabiner. Also go up like two cup sizes. Also gain a foot of height. I need to get dykey-er(dykier?)

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

5. Almost forgot this one: Casper Darling did nothing wrong.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Well he’s kinda in there? But not in a meaningful sense. There is some great Finnish music in the game, but only one track though. Was a little let down by there not being an Ashtray Maze equivalent.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Notes on Control Resonant: 1. Great game, 9/10. Better than the first by just having more characters. Although the empty Oldest House still has its charm. Combat is also way better. 2. Zoe is trans 3. Jesse is trans, and also ABSOLUTELY dating Pope. 4. No Ahti :(

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Finally got around to doing this. Some of it is a surprise, but not all of it.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Healing is a process, and everyone’s process is different. You needed to do this, and so you did. Don’t feel bad about it, just trust yourself and do what you think you need to do.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Pretty sure the other things would be getting into you though

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

And when it’s done there’s nothing left. You’ve been used up, consumed. A person reduced down to smoke and ash. Fat and water bubbling as it has its way with your body and your screams draw in more fuel to feed it… If something important burns down in the next 24hrs just know it wasn’t me.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Thinking about fire as a form of rape. A searing blaze stripping away everything that makes you who you are to feed its endless hunger. It doesn’t care about what you were or could have been, only that you got too close and weren’t careful enough.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Tbh I don’t think that’s true, but if it is it’s hotter. Mommy needs you to test for her okay baby girl? Now go step in this weird blue goop I found.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Someone should have given Freud estrogen. He’d have loved it more than cocaine.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Fuck Skarbrand I hate Skarbrad asshole Khornate bloodthirster hope you’ve had fun because Nagash is gonna burn down your stupid shitty hovel in like 4 turns and then I’m gonna make Arkhan do donuts on your grave in his chariot fuck you

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Honestly I’ve found it easier to draw it back further than the amount I need before I insert the needle into the vial. (I do .3ml, so draw back like .4ml) The fluid always seems to flow faster when I do that.

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Not gonna do locktober though, wearing this thing constantly would be too much of a hassle. Though I probably won’t be using my vibe without it on for a while…

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

AT rifle? Check Shoots Nazis? Check Wildly oversized? Double check Fucks, although probably way too big for me to carry

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VƎX Werewolf @vexwerewolf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Locktober isn't the same as No-Nut November, because it's entirely possible to get yourself off through a cage. In this TED talk I will

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Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Oh my GOD 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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