Reposted by Lillith S BerkmanVƎX Werewolf @vexwerewolf.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Locktober isn't the same as No-Nut November, because it's entirely possible to get yourself off through a cage. In this TED talk I will 814932
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Log 17 Hurts like a motherfucker and I only got about 90% of it in but that’s good enough. Less estrogen might help stabilize my mood a bit. Need to go buy a treat after this… and do some more reading on stuff… Least I can put a name to it now. Progress! 100
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 30/09/2026The good thing about dissociation is that time goes really fast :) 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Femtanyl type of day huh? Hopefully my injection snaps me out of it… 110
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Why are you trans? Wrong answers only I snorted some estrogen at a party and got addicted to it 070
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Hey, Future Lillith, log 17 tomorrow dumbass. Keep better track of those 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Tbh I think a handjob would make me really dysphoric but also fix like 30% of my problems… 000
Reposted by Lillith S Berkmanmoonlight @moonlit-daydream.bsky.social · 29/09/2026good girls don’t cum 1283
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 29/09/2026You might think that studying social psychology and the way people interact with each other would provide an avenue to help mitigate the social isolation of being transgender in the middle of nowhere But nope… 120
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 28/09/2026Things that count as consent: Fighting back 😵💫 Crying Saying “No” Saying “stop” Moaning Getting hard/wet Boasting about how you could never lose Key smashing Not running fast enough 2175
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 28/09/2026Good news: The chastity cage that I ordered is too small so I’m free for now. Bad news: The bigger one gets here on Thursday 😔 000
Reposted by Lillith S BerkmanSophelia, Tyrant Insatiable @sanguine-sophie.bsky.social · 27/09/2026A submissive is a kind of lab rat. Every command, every punishment, every beating is an experiment with carefully controlled parameters, results analyzed to pull apart precisely what makes you tick. Call it psychological torture if you wish, but you can't argue with results. 2727457
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I need to clamp my fucking jaw into someone’s shoulder as I slam a strap into them over and over and over until they’re reduced to a sobbing and shuddering mess gnhngnhngngnghn 100
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 24/09/2026Log 15? First injection in my dorm room. Hurt a little bit but mostly painless. I’ve only got a small window between classes to eat that cookie but it’s still gonna taste awesome. Back to 200mg prog. Not sure why but head it’s as foggy and I am actually getting some boost to my libido now. 210
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 24/09/2026You think they’d let me take my vibrator with me into the room? 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 24/09/2026I think my brain constantly trying to imagine how a chastity cage would feel is trying to tell me something 000
Reposted by Lillith S BerkmanGrinda 🏳️⚧️🔞 @grindagoat.bsky.social · 23/09/2026Girl who is submissive until she smells weakness 3640574
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 23/09/2026I might not be able to afford weed but at least I can get fucked up by just taking 200mg of progesterone Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 001
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 22/09/2026🔎 Zimbardo 🔎 Philip Zimbardo home address 🔎 is Philip Zimbardo alive 🔎 Stanford Prison Experiment date 🔎 where to find mean science lesbians 🔎 straight jacket cheap 🔎 paid drug trials 🔎 lesbian bar near me 🔎 GladOS rule34 130
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 20/09/2026The control group is a type of cuck send post 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I don’t want to be that kind of transgender but I’m lazy and ironing this thing is a pain in the ass 020
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 18/09/2026Good news! I’m fucking back! Better news! Did my shot in ten minutes total today! Now I’m gonna go eat a donut and probably a really greasy pizza because why not. 130
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 18/09/2026Mkay there’s definitely something going on here because I’ve done nothing but sleep for the past like 18 hours and I still have zero energy. I’ve eaten, I’ve drank water, I’ve laid down on the floor. Nothing works. If this doesn’t fix itself by the time my classes start I might have a problem 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Uuooogggh 200mg of prog makes my head REALLY SPINNY Least I don’t feel like crap anymore, but this isn’t much of an improvement 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Maybe I should look into moving my injections to once every six days. Keeping track of them would be a massive pain though… 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 16/09/2026If I feel this bad on a Wednesday Thursday is gonna be real fun And four more days until I move in. Yaaaaaaaaaay 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 15/09/2026It’s gotta be so much fun to be a lab rat. Hanging out with your friends, drinking cocaine water, getting wires jammed into your brain, being placed onto the floor that zaps you and having to fight your friends, swimming in a little tub after eating a ton of sugar, getting cancer, getting cured… 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 14/09/2026I need to be tied up in a straight jacket while a nice lady in a lab coat feeds me pills and pets me and sticks needles into me and maybe kicks me a bunch Yeah I’m normal why do you ask Also can you be really emotionally abusive and gaslight me a lot? 020
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 13/09/2026In the same way that the leather coat and the muzzle are diametrically opposed, so too are the lab coat and the straight jacket. I need a straight jacket 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 13/09/2026I just saw The Cabin in the Woods and now I’ve got a kink for being ritually sacrificed, ideally by 60 year old Sigourney Weaver. Cool 100
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 12/09/2026So Ikit gets Stormfiends added into his workshop where they get some good, but generic buffs. Still think Throt will be more interesting for them though. “the invisible rat ogre” is already a great punchline to the setup of “500 wolf rats”, “the invisible stormfiend” should be even better. 020
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Log 14 FUCK! OW! No picture today, I’ll probably go get another slice of cake before it disappears. God my leg hurts. Just the injection site though, and I can push through it for the most part. It’s like a 5/10 pain. At least I did it quickly this time… 020
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 11/09/2026You know your in a bad move when jerking off and eating a slice of cake can’t improve your mode Did I take my Prog today… Yep, I did Awesome 110
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 10/09/2026Between 9/11 and 25/10 it’s interesting the degree to which young Americans turn otherwise violent events into things that are only viewed as jokes, with no regard to the media trying to portray them as serious and important. I mean uh… snuffbait getting shot in the throat in honor of Kirkiversery 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 10/09/2026Nothing like spending large amounts of money to improve your mental health👍 That cage better fit or I swear to god… 000
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 10/09/2026It’s cool watching my mental health deteriorate as college gets closer to starting 210
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 08/09/2026Hey should invent a type of girl that comes with the pussy pre installed 121
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/09/2026It’s my birthday today and I’ve already fallen asleep like three times. It’s only 12. The fuck is- She’s looking at me 100
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 07/09/2026Gotta wonder if falling asleep while listening to [f4f] rape audios is doing anything to my head… Probably nothing 120
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 06/09/2026I just rewatched the scene where GladOS gets replaced with Wheatley and it is SHOCKINGLY pornographic 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026Wire mother/cloth mother but it’s a mean femme who insults and hits you while breastfeeding and a nice butch with a double mastectomy, is this anything? 110
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026Okay I think the alcohol is out of my system now 110
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026What if girls weeee pretty and soft and bbiooobies Mmm Mm Sake is fun 010
Lillith S Berkman @lillithfberkman.bsky.social · 05/09/2026Lilliths getting drunk baby! (Almost) one year of being trans! 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️ 130
