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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

You shouldn't make decisions on behalf of people without their consent. My abusers never had my consent. We don't have the same values and principles. You shouldn't hide their range of options neither. You shouldn't assume you know what they would choose or options they would make for themselves.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

Peace, y'all. I forgive all. I live for the greater good. I see reality as the Garden of God & I want us all to bloom. @popeleoxivoffical.bsky.social @sanders.senate.gov Dr. Gabor Mate (not on BlueSky), please help me out of this. I also ask on the spirits of my late mother, grandmother, & Goenka.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I'm getting help. I ask people to please tell me the truth or treat me with kindness. People treating me like they don't know what's going on isn't working. Remember, my abusers would do the same to you. They would do worse to me if they can get away with it. It hurts but I love God, life, & myself.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

This is my hell & it's real. Which only means my heaven is real--my version of heaven includes everyone. I've brutally questioned my religion, became an atheist who still believed in living for the greater good, have never denied science, don't judge others nor force my religion--my faith is real.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I will factory reset my laptop and donate it. My phone is already lost but I will factory reset it from my laptop. I have to give up everything. It's the only answer left. I've tried everything else. People give me pinpricks of malice at work/volunteer projects/errands/etc. or enable my abusers.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

My abusers hate my religion but want to dictate to me how to live it. My abusers want me to be like them but accuse me of copying them when I happen to share the same habit/style/preference/words/etc. They make up any excuse to be anything but honest, kind, helpful, and effective to me. Why hate me?

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

My abusers have experienced less hardship than I have yet they want me to suffer more. They aren't teaching me anything it they can't explain anything. Teaching isn't passive aggressive. They aren't punishing me if I haven't done anything wrong. They aren't helping me if I'm worse off. Why do this?

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

It is Satanic and unholy to diminish another's quantity and/or quality of life, and affect their free will (lie to them, omit info that affects their decision making, try to "manifest" or "puppeteer" them, lie about them/affect opps, offer false/limited choices, affect their state of mind, etc.).

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

My imagination is vast. I think about the improbable, like, what if my abusers are something like Oprah and Trump? They have a huge cult following that enables them to do whatever they want, the greater good be damned.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

There will always be a great evil in the world working in the shadows. The only thing we can do is reject their lies that being a good person is bad for you. They aim to move the status quo to allow more cruelty so they can more easily accumulate power and pleasure. They detest peace and truth.

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The Tennessee Holler @thetnholler.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

The Bari Weiss Newsmaxification of @CBSNews is a sight to behold, and marg brennan seems content to go right along with it

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I'm getting help. I can't do anything without truth, attunement, balance of power, direct communication, healing and closure.

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Christopher Webb @cwebbonline.com · 17/11/2025

Epstein survivors just dropped a powerful message for Congress, and it hits like a warning: no more waiting, the truth is coming, ready or not. Watch till the end @housedemocrats.bsky.social @houserepublicans.bsky.social

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

Forgot to mention the other one was chronically unemployed & was living w/his girlfriend's parents when he decided to pimp me online. A big man making money off of disrespecting women, being enabled by his little sister & her best friend who proclaim to be about "girl power" & "independent women."

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

If they can't win fairly that means they knew they weren't strong enough to win in the first place. If they can't say what they did it means they know they're wrong. I don't want anything or anyone that deals with them. I'll be celibate forever since they want to control my sexuality. Creeps.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

P.S. my abusers are liars, cheaters, & thieves. At least one of them is an impulsive liar. They think they're better than me because I'm too "scared & dumb" to do anything to get what I want. I used to be able to say I worked for everything in my life but I know they patronize me now.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

Also, for the record, I've been on reddit since 2008--mostly as a lurker. I showed my ex-husband the site. I came over from digg.com I wonder what other lies are being said about me.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I've considered my abusers are under pressure from higher-ups who are also making money off of me. Corporate mobsters? I don't know. If that's true then I hope people can learn from their foolishness & greed. The world will become better when we calibrate our baseline to kindness & holistic health.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

What did I do to deserve this punishment? If this is meant to be gift, it's actually made me worse off in a way that can't be fixed. If it's a test, then it's flawed & the results don't matter. I can't lead people who can't see how fucked up this is. I can only help by sticking to my principles.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

For the past 7 years my actions, words, thoughts, feelings haven't mattered. I've never felt so alone & so unloved. People don't care about how I feel, they only care about how I make them feel. So they lie to themselves that my trauma is worth it, the ends justify the means. I am impaired.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I grew up psychologically, sexually, physically, emotionally, and verbally abused. I have CPTSD. I don't sleep well because that's when most of my sexual abuse occurred. I forgive and made peace with my childhood abusers. My adulthood abusers won't even admit to their abuse nor talk to me.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

If they claim they like to address the hard issues, well they haven't done it with me. They know I can beat them in an argument/debate/conversation. That's why they avoid talking to me face-to-face. It's why they avoid context. I haven't seen them in years but they affect everything about my life.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

People love them because they agree with them: power is about increasing your pleasures in life & minimizing your pain. They find peace boring & seek to cause drama for others & "cutesy" drama for themselves. They micro-dose on sadism and cover it with humor. I aim for active peace, joy, & truth.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I don't want their help, their "love," their financial assistance, their protection, their "wisdom," or anything else. If they left me alone years ago I would be better off now. They want to act like I need them. My life is worse because of them. They never help me enough to get real traction.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I can feel their ugly energy and how they deceive others about me. They claim to support me but limit me from being my best and "manifest" things about me that they don't voice in public. They're selfish and made a deal with the devil to get their dreams to come true. They hate my spirituality.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

They took advantage of me at my most vulnerable point in my life. They never helped me before. They never even invited me to their parties* or vacations or their mom's wedding. We were not close. On God, I swear this is true. The one time I asked for help (spend the night) they said no; on God.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

My abusers who love me so much that they want to control my life but they can't suffer any discomfort in giving me any kind of healing truth? They never hugged or comforted me or let me cry with them. They don't love me. But I'm supposed to suffer much for whatever "prize" they want to give me? No.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

My sexuality is sacred to me. If someone recorded me without my consent, I would want to know regardless of how bad it is. Nobody has told me anything but everyone treats me differently. My abusers played mind games about it with me. Did they encourage others to record me too?

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I've been failed by my family, friends, feminism, & country. I'm being misrepresented if this is still going on. My religion/spiritual beliefs don't allow for this. They're atheists happy to prove God doesn't exist, probably laughing with "where's your God now?" and "forgiveness is a blank check."

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

They're successful now due to all media they consumed & emulated, and for being fun people everyone wants to be/hang out with. They dress up my abuse as fun. I had nobody that knew me enough to know they are the literally the last people I would want control over me in any capacity.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I only say this because they didn't have to leave their comfort zones but they destroyed mine. They won't even leave their comfort zone to help me build mine. They have always been surrounded by friends & family. If they're successful now it's because they did it comfortably with no real risk.

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MLFe 🖤 @leinafe.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

The people orchestrating my non-consensual situation couldn't take care of themselves like I did at similar ages. They both lived hedonistically & avoided responsibility. One only worked hard when she got pregnant & got help from her 2 best friends w/a job & a cheap home w/cheap & free childcare.

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Philadelphia Inquirer @inquirer.com · 13/10/2025

Every day at noon, no matter how busy, Johny Merida Aguilar left his construction job and hurried to his 5-year-old son's school to feed him. His son has brain cancer and generally only accepts food from his father. Merida Aguilar was arrested by ICE in September and faces deportation to Bolivia.

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He was caring for his 5-year-old son with brain cancer. Then he was detained by ICE.

A court has temporarily blocked Johny Merida Aguilar's deportation to Bolivia.

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Matt Novak @paleofuture.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

If you run from my masked and heavily armed goons, that makes you suspicious

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OneGrecianUrn @suky4ever.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

💗 Thanks for saying this it took me 8 years to tell my parents about my rape when I was 12.

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Aaron Parnas @aaronparnas.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

NEW: Epstein survivors release the most powerful PSA I have ever seen. Make this go viral so every member of the House of Representatives sees it.

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Christopher Webb @cwebbonline.com · 16/11/2025

I’m still struggling with the fact that ICE “brown shirts” went to a taco shop and thought they would get served. F that!

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Christopher Webb @cwebbonline.com · 16/11/2025

If a man said what Megyn Kelly said, you would assume he was a trafficker. This young lady is wise beyond her years, but she is still a “child”and she would like a word…

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Alt National Park Service @altnps.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

The House is set to vote Tuesday on forcing the release of the Epstein files.

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Jonathan Slater @jonathanslater.bsky.social · 15/11/2025

May you feel this freedom.

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Robert Garcia @robertgarcia.bsky.social · 16/11/2025

I’m starting to feel some hope again. A better country and world is possible.

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Aaron Rupar @atrupar.com · 16/11/2025

KARL: The president claims that Thanksgiving costs are down 25%. Does he know that's not true? HASSETT: Well if you look at Walmart-- KARL: Wait a minute. I've gotta stop you. The Walmart package this year contains much less than the one last year. That's why the price is less.

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