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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB

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💜🧊🍀🔔🎉🩹 23 y/o Autistic 🏳️‍⚧️ collective non-binary trigender Ⓐ☭ dork! She/her! ⚠️Will openly ventilate. 🚫NO genAI! Furry. Outsider artist. Video game programmer/dev. Poet and writer. Historian. Aspiring polymath. Avatar by ME legurdah.neocities.org

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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 4h
🩹 Thanks to Max Nichols' post on fixed camera games, some architecture, as well as inspiration from PS1 games like Silent Hill, and playing around with (and modifying) Digital Analog's PSX shaders, I can add "haimatic gehenna" as a video game project I'll develop in the future, too.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 7h
🩹 Bordel de merde... This is fucking heartbreaking to learn about.
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Kate Sánchez @ohmymithrandir.bsky.social · 8h
this shit shouldn't just be sequestered on twitter, and it's wild to see so few people say anything?
resetera.com
YouTuber and MinnMax host Jacob Geller accused of sexual assault Trigger Warning: SA
https://xcancel.com/handslikevap0r/status/2105313969057726526 Additionally: https://xcancel.com/handslikevap0r/status/2105388960037974235 The OP of the thread replied to a tweet that shared the ...
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 29/09/2026
🎉 I'm too depressed right now... I'll keep offline for some time.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 29/09/2026
🔔 Am I truly a game developer...? Am I truly an artist...? Am I truly a poet...? Am I truly a writer...? Am I truly a programmer...? Do I truly love philosophy...? Do I truly love history...? Do I truly love chemistry...? Do I truly love physics...? For once, I don't know. Do I even belong...?
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 28/09/2026
🔔 Morning! Do not check the time if you're EST, d-d-just don't. pvp
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Porco Rossolini @porcorossolini.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
$0/300 need this asap
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Death @insatiableone.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Iam ahungry,sick mother,collapsing severe depression,malnutrition,post surgical infections.Mybaby now critical condition,suffering jaundice,adangerous viral infection,malnutrition Iurgent need £300 Please look upon my baby mercy donot letme lose him Ibeg you😭🙏🏻 Molly shah✅ chuffed.org/project/save...
Beautiful baby laying in bed with numerous medical tubes including a breathing mask
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 27/09/2026
🍀 Explain to me who Robert Frost is, but you're working off of the part where he's one of Manny Calavera's fucked-up balloons. No, I will not elaborate, nor provide context.
A screenshot of Manny Calavera holding a mangled orange rubber balloon animal in his hand, putting it away in his two-piece suit.
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Darsycho @darsycho.itch.io · 31/08/2026
“ai is gonna be everywhere, and if i dont use it then someone else will” is DEFINITELY NOT A VALID FUCKIN’ EXCUSE
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八瀬🌻🎸 @slumflower.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Do I follow people from Texas, New Mexico and Colorado? We have a 19 year old Black girl who is a rape victim and needs assistance with a safe escape, finding a way to get an abortion and just needing a safe place to stay. I’m begging y’all. DM please.
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🏳️‍⚧️ Farronox is Dying | See Pinned $1952/$10k | ❤️🧡💛💚 @farronox.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I can't treat my dental disease, I cant fix my teeth, I can't get out of Texas, i can't transition... I'm not allowed to have a Future. I need everything Everyone can do to help me raise everything I can if I'll ever have a chance. ko-fi.com/farronox/goa... #MutualAid #Helpsky 💸💕 #KoFi
ko-fi.com
Support Farronox ❤️
Support Farronox
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 26/09/2026
🧊 I'm empty. Depressed. How the fuck do people manage to live comfortably with themselves, whereas I feel this emptiness? Something is missing. But how could something be missing if it was never there to begin with? I envy those people, who can live with themselves, free of chaos.
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Depressed Girl Drawing: Empty
Alt: A drawing of a frowning girl, with dark, muted colors. There are white scribbles covering the girl's eyes and the word "EMPTY" is at the bottom of the image. They both wobble.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 26/09/2026
🧊 Fuck it, I'm bored. Tell me a stereotype of Virginians you've heard of, and I'll judge if we fit that descriptor.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 25/09/2026
💜 I earnestly believe Ed Edd n' Eddy is one of the antitheses to LLM slop. The way the show commits to having wobbly animated outlines, fucking around with cartoon conventions, its surreal humor, distinct characters and memorable sound effects, were all deliberate (and/or necessary.)
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 25/09/2026
💜 Time to break out the guitar! 🎸 My mum and younger brooootherrrr Got into yet another squabbleeeee~! (Someone please shoot me. 🫠)
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 25/09/2026
💜 Oh hey, this just popped back up on my YT Music feed. Nice! music.youtube.com/watch?v=f7P5...
music.youtube.com
Dragostea din tei
YouTube video by O-ZONE - Topic
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 25/09/2026
💜 The trigender terror has awoken from her nap! ...So I'll go grab smthing to drink. I need to get this insonorous taste outta my mouth.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 25/09/2026
🩹 It's fucking bullshit that entry-level jobs tend to require "[X] years of experience" to begin with. It's fucking oxymoronic! It contradicts what "entry-level" *ought* to mean! It's most assuredly on purpose, because most companies have always despised the idea of "training people."
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 We're so used to being wrong about things, and/or our stuff failing a lot, that the times we *are* proven right about something, or we're agreed with, is genuinely more startling. Can I even call myself a butt monkey anymore when reality has decided to throw me a few bones...?
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 I signed my pledge to @nogamesforgenocide.com accordingly, as a gamer, game developer, and someone who likes writing about video games. GvG Go fuck yourself, Microsoft! 🖕🏻 I know I'm not a prominent name, but fuck it, I still have a duty to do right by my comrades no matter what.
The pledge page for No Games for Genocide, thanking me for signing my pledge to it.

It reads as follows:
Thank you for your pledge!

(if you opted-in for the newsletter, don't forget to check your inbox!)

You can also follow us on social media
[Bluesky icon shown below.]
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 Okay, even though I'm groggy because I skipped my antidepressant today... at least I don't *feel* like I'm getting mentally jerked around. g.g That's a bonus.
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Clara Jeffery @clarajeffery.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
We just dropped a bombshell investigation into ChatGPT's role in the Tumbler Ridge mass shooting. Incredible reporting from @markfollman.bsky.social that will have far-reaching effects...hopefully: www.motherjones.com/media/2026/0...
motherjones.com
ChatGPT helped the Tumbler Ridge school shooter focus on guns, tactics, and terror, our investigation reveals
OpenAI’s chatbot fed the shooter’s violent fantasies and planning up to the massacre.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 Fuckrdah. No matter what, our username manages to remain impeccable!
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 My journey never really ends inasmuch as a new page is merely added. C'est la vie. I enjoy my work so much that I refuse to give up on it.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 We couldn't stop listening to this. GvG It's that joyous to us, at least in our eyes! youtu.be/uxYyqmGlp8k
youtu.be
Lord X - Sinister Minds | Complete Album Stream
YouTube video by churgney gurgney
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 This just cropped up in my news feed. shattered.io/halo-directo...
Realistic painting shot of Fire Chief Ralph Bakshi from Ren & Stimpy "Adult Party Cartoon" episode "Fire Dogs 2", staring off into the distance with a marked frown on his face.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🩹 Morning, world. I'm gonna take it easy for the day.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🎉 Okay... I've managed to calm down some.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🎉 There are times where I just want to give up. To relinquish my strength, and scorch myself off of this godsforsaken world. It takes a lot of our willpower just to even stand strong in the face of everything that is happening. Let me die invisible...
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 24/09/2026
🎉 The fact a bunch of our cohorts are still *willing* to see what we have to say despite the literal warning sign we have on our profile description tells me either their patience must be legendarily durable, or that they're truly empathetic spirits.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 23/09/2026
🎉 I have to wonder if this is what is happening to us right now, given we are still likely to have bipolar disorder, plausibly rapid-cycle, and our BD is most likely type II (and we're currently on antidepressants...) www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles...
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
Antidepressants worsen rapid-cycling course in bipolar depression: A STEP-BD randomized clinical trial
The use of antidepressants in rapid-cycling bipolar disorder has been controversial. We report the first randomized clinical trial with modern antidepressants on this topic. As part of the Systematic ...
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 23/09/2026
🎉 For once, we awaken not feeling groggy or miserable. I'll go bathe soon, but, go wish our fellow game designer @docseuss.bsky.social a happy birthday, and financially assist him if you can, yeah?
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doctober @docseuss.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
here's the amazon wishlist www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
amazon.com
Check out my list on Amazon
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doctober @docseuss.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
If you like my writing or don't want me to be alone and sad on my birthday, please send me $20 to paypal.me/stompsite, ko-fi.com/stompsite, $docseuss at cashapp, or @forgetamnesia on venmo or you can hit up my amazon wishlist and buy me a book or blu-ray or something! bookshop.org gift cards too
paypal.me
Pay Garrick Burford using PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/stompsite and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 23/09/2026
🔔 Programming audio synchronization in a Godot Engine project is turning out to be a fucking nightmare. What do you mean I'm better off caching the audio output latency instead of calling that every frame??? What do you mean I ought to program like audio software???
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 22/09/2026
🔔 Despair is not a loss of hope as much as it is a reevaluation of wanting to continue living any further. It's not even a need -- it's a want. You can be without hope, but still desire to continue, like we have numerous times. We sometimes lack hope, *and* the want to continue.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 22/09/2026
🔔 OH COME ON I don't even work there, I know their history, and *still* I'm fucking pissed.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 22/09/2026
🔔 We are quite the unusual video game developer -- let alone an independent one at that. We emulate the bedroom coders of yore as if it were a principle. We're determined to keep it that way, even *if* we become renowned.
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🏳️‍⚧️ Farronox is Dying | See Pinned $1952/$10k | ❤️🧡💛💚 @farronox.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Please Fucking Help! $1 from everyone follower I have would get me a long way. Everything adds up! Especially if you can commit to a monthly subscription! ko-fi.com/farronox/tiers #MutualAid #Helpsky 💸💕 #KoFi
Donothon Goals
The reasons I need Money
Monthly Survival: $3370
Extend Donothon 15 days (Max 30) at reduced rate.
Only applies to Ko-Fi Memberships after $1000/m threshold
Karaoke Night
Songlist:
Don’t Forget - Deltarune
Escape the City - Sonic Adventure 2
Basket Case - Green Day
Space Port - Sonic Forces
???
Dental Care/Recovery Time funds: $10,000
Reward: Complete a run of Monstrum.
Extend Donothon 15 days (45) at further reduced rate
Only applies to Ko-Fi Memberships after $1500/m threshold
Root Canal/Bridge
Periodontal Treatment
Recovery from Double Knee replacement for Papa Shieldwolf
Total Dental Care Treatment+: $44,000
Full Playthrough (any%) of Alien Isolation.
Final Donothon Extension (60)
Only applies to Ko-Fi Memberships after $2000/m threshold
Many Crowns
Second Bridge
Funds for tri-Monthly Deep Cleaning
Two Streaming PCs (One for Each of us)
The Pipe-Dream/Future: $600,000
Face Reveal in Costume
Costume TBD
House in Wisconsin
Moving Costs
Legal Paperwork Costs
HRT
Safety
Ability to more efficiently help others.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 22/09/2026
🍀 Oh cool, I have a migraine. Fuck my life... >X| I hope my acetaminophen works soon.
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Niles D. Finitium 𐕣 VGen Commissions Open Arc ⛧ @nihilupine.vtubers.social · 21/09/2026
Y'all really do not care if developers use genAI as long as it's not in the game, or as long as the game is something you want to play/is considered to be a "good" game. If the baker is playing in radioactive raw sewage, there is no way that it's not getting into their cakes.
A post from Reddit by soulburner_spb / Developer Skull

You may not believe me, but we're not using the AI in Graveyard keeper 2. 

Yes, I'm experimenting with every AI I can find. This is what every techh guy should do now.

I'm constantly creating some small experimental projects that are not shared with the audience and have to do nothing with Graveyard Keeper.

I'm not doing the art - we have about 8 artist for that. I'm not doing sound or music either. I'm just a tech guy hat is experimenting with the tech to understand what it can do.An image of Steam showing Graveyard Keeper 2 at the top of the Popular Upcoming tab.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 21/09/2026
🍀 Using generative AI is principally the same as plagiarism, if not just a *branch* of plagiarism -- once you're caught, there's no recovering from that. Ironically, generative AI users make plagiarists sound like fucking GENIUSES, because they just regularly and openly admit to it.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 21/09/2026
🍀 8 times out of 10, we are going to download most of the music we listen to onto our PC (or buy it off of Bandcamp,) and in the former's case, occasionally edit it to be loopable in the music player we use (Simple SDL Mixer 2 music player.) I'm tired of using our phone to play YouTube Music. >X|
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 21/09/2026
🍀 A beautiful storm is brewing outside! >:D
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 21/09/2026
🧊 When we're sufficiently tired, we can fall asleep to anything. *Anything.* music.youtube.com/watch?v=6Pz8...
music.youtube.com
Athletic - Super Mario 3D World
YouTube video by Nintentions Music
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 20/09/2026
🧊 I should include an explosive ATM machine in a video game project, as an inside joke about one of our unreleased Left 4 Dead 2 maps we made years ago.
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 20/09/2026
🧊 Reading this article has convinced me that no, I am not dreaming, I am in fact living in No Exit's form of hell. www.tomshardware.com/video-games/...
tomshardware.com
Microsoft patents system to freeze games and inject ads during downtimes — watching commercials earns ad-free playtime credits
Is this patent a sign of things to come?
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LeGurdah 🛡️🏳️‍🌈 ACAB @legurdah.neocities.org · 20/09/2026
🧊 We still think back to this wonderful gift art every now and then, even almost a full decade later. www.deviantart.com/lisaattiviss... Even though DeviantArt has gone to AI shit... had we not been active on it circa 2016-19, we couldn't have become the person we are today. 💜 (I miss old dA...)
deviantart.com
Black and white
Deviantart.com image by LisaAttivissimo
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