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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

#tvlspoilers okay i think more people should see this. AMC cut out "not a woman" part of gab's monologue in the youtube version of backstage pass. this is fucking next level (i'm leaving me unpausing the vid in so you can see i didn't edit it)

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

#tvlspoilers my favorite moment of this episode LMAO raglan tell your truth

screenshot from s3e2 of iwtv/tvl. louis talking about people he killed: "32 if you count Agent Talbot."

screenshot from s3e2 of iwtv/tvl. raglan james replying to louis: "No great loss. None of us liked him much."

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

jacob anderson, the man that you are... from this article: www.gq.com/story/the-va...

quote from the GQ article by jacob anderson: “The myth of representation is that all representation should be good representation,” he says. “I think one of the exciting things about this show is that [non-white characters] Louis and Claudia and Armand are imperfect characters. They are incredibly rich characters and there is space to explore how problematic they are but also how beautiful and elegant and wonderful they are, but they don’t always have to make the right decisions. I think that’s something to celebrate. And it’s not something that’s that easy to come by now, particularly at the moment. I feel like some of that’s backtracked in the industry, generally.”

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

don't mind me, i'm living in the tiny pretty curl of armand's hair atm

assad zaman as armand from the TLV trailer

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

i think yes!!! plus they're adding QOTD stuff, which makes sense

Q: Does that mean you'll rename it again in future seasons as The Queen of the Damned, and so on?
A: There's a lot of very, very smart people above me who are making those decisions.
Yeah, I think it should go that way, because then you'll know that's what that is. I guess, the bigger question is, have we done the whole book? There's parts of Interview With the Vampire that still might pop up. We're digging from all of the books right now.
There's a satisfying [arc] for this season, but it definitely feels to me like part one of two parts, and people should be prepared for that.

rolin's answer about lestat's music ends this way: "And we're not going to have every song written for this season on this season. Remember: Part one and part two!"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 23/11/2025

the most cryptic commentary on the talamasca finale and the 752 reveal #talamascaspoilers

"The Treachery of Images" by René Magritte. a painting of a pipe, below it text in french reads: "This is not a pipe"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 22/11/2025

i think that these two albums are the most armandcore albums known to man and i will not accept objections.

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

beloved, wake up. our new electronic grinding devices have arrived.

photo of me in orange lenses looking in the camera with a silly look on my face

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

« ferric tapes of your fascinating boy » #iwtv #iwtvcosplay

picture of me in orange lenses with a disgusted look on my face destroying a cassette tape

picture of me in orange lenses looking in the camera while destroying a cassette tape

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

— the half-blank, half-apocalyptic look; #iwtv #iwtvcosplay

picture of me in orange lenses looking intensely in the camera; pic taken in red lighting

picture of me in orange lenses and with fangs, my mouth is half open; pic taken in red lighting

picture of me in orange lenses looking to the side; pic taken in red lighting

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 23/10/2025

what’s it like inside your head?

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

many of you would've been found dead in the back alley after getting this

screenshot of s1e1 of AMC's talamasca. on the pic is the title page of daniel molloy's book "interview with the vampire", on it he wrote "out back // twenty minutes"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 11/10/2025

okay sheila atim looks AMAZING i can't wait to see her as akasha!!!

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

gab's turning disrupts their relationship further, and it's stated explicitly. mother becomes a child and the child becomes a parent, highlighting the incestual dynamic. also in the books vampires don't have normal sex – drinking blood and being drunk from IS the sex, so yes, this is a sex scene

And jetting up into the current came the thirst, not obliterating but heating every concept of her, until she was flesh and blood and mother and lover
and all things beneath the cruel pressure of my fingers and my lips, everything I had ever desired. I drove my teeth into her, feeling her stiffen and gasp, and I felt my mouth grow wide to catch the hot flood when it came.

And though I said her name over and over,
to make it natural, she
wasn't really Gabrielle yet to me. She was simply she, the one I had needed all of my life with all of my being. The only woman I had ever loved.

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

she also projects her sexual and social desires onto lestat, using him as a vessel for them (on the pic). she keeps him near and under her control, which includes her control of knowledge – refusing to teach lestat to read and write – is a way to keep the position of power in their relationship.

She talked for a long time. She said things I didn't understand then, about how when she would see me riding out to hunt, she felt some wondrous pleasure in it, and she felt that same pleasure when I angered everyone and thundered my questions at my father and brothers as to why we had to live the way we lived. She spoke in an almost eerie way of my being a secret part of her anatomy, of my being the organ for her which women do not really have.

"You are the man in me," she said.
"And so I've kept you here, afraid of living without you, and maybe now in sending you away, I am only doing what I have done before."

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

moreover, she sees her smilingly passive sexual role as a way to take control and rebel, because it goes against the institution of marriage she's imprisoned in and is connected to her desire for sex, not procreation. we can see that in a fantasy she describes for lestat (on the pic)

"And then I imagine going into the village," she said, "and up into the inn and taking into my bed any men that come there-crude men, big men, old men, boys. Just lying there and taking them one after another, and feeling some magnificent triumph in it, some absolute release without a thought of what happens to your father or your brothers, whether they are alive or dead. In that moment I am purely myself. I belong to no one."

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

GABRIELLE COMING LIKE AN ASTEROID, LOUISTAT ARE A DUMPSTER FIRE, DANIEL HART LISTENING ONLY TO CHAPPELL FOR A WEEK and DANIEL FUCKING BOWLING??? oh we are SO BACK!!!

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

ahahh yes, i prefer Insane Gremlin Boy too, that's armand i've fallen in love with! i agree that truth is somewhere in between, i remembered this pic being shared in connection with him and this feels right

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

please accept my humble contribution to @vulcanvampyr.bsky.social's fight against AMC's marketing team. i thought everyone deserved to see this masterpiece lmao

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

please meet my new rescue rat!! i took this little guy from an owner who didn't take care of him at all (which is why his fur looks a bit weird) he looks like he hates me, but he's actually really sweet 🥺 what should i name him?

a rat with black and white fur is sitting in a cage, looking very annoyed

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

here he is!! my whole family hates it but i love this little guy he's so silly

black freshly done tattoo of a simplistic bat creature on white skin

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

that's so nice actually:((( on topic of her posts i think this one is my favorite. i sometimes think that armand would probably love kindle and it brings me a little bit of joy

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

look at this smug face. my cat decided that she will exist only on a heater or directly next to it and tbh i wish i could too

white with gray spots cat is laying down on a heater

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 19/01/2025

armand the entire time he was the coven leader for the children of darkness #iwtv

a simplified description of three people, each one has a dashed line copy of them drawn at an angle from their body. picture is accompanied by a text: "hate your job? try dissociating"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

hi guys i'm feeling like shit lately (thanks to PMDD) so please tell me what you think of me 👉🏻👈🏻

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

this is the cutest thing ever... i'm in chanterelle server and these mushrooms are called "little foxes" in russian 🥺

photo on two chanterelle mushrooms on the forest floor

source for the pic: https://www.out-grow.com/blogs/growing-mushrooms/foraging-and-cooking-chanterelle-mushrooms

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

i opened twt and remembered how my insane pattern seeking brain connected the talamaska and the magnus institute... like it makes sense!! the magnus institute motto: “Audio. Opperior. Vigilo." ("I listen. I wait. I watch.")

an excerpt from "queen of the damned". the text reads: "THE TALAMASCA
Investigators of the Paranormal
We watch
And we are always here.
London Amsterdam
Rome"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

had to open twt for this 🤢 but i also remembered i called him armand de stortion which i still think is funny

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

8. loumand mitski- eric i promise i'll pack it up with mitski songs just... yeah... i think everyone can tell i don't ship them, but i do appreciate the toxicity of a failmarriage (and somebody already said no children by mountain goats so..)

[Verse 1]
You like control, well, I do too
Take off my clothes and watch me move
You can come closer, I'll let you hurt me
How you choose

[Verse 2]
Help me with the zipper on my skirt, it's stuck
As you kneel, I'll be watching you fix me This view of you, of the top of your head makes me forgive

not on screenshot, just hashtags: #iwtv #iwtvsky

[Chorus 1]
But how long, how long can we play this way?
I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving you My heart, my heart wants to hold you But I know, I know, I know the rules

[Verse 3]
Blue light, dark room, the white of your teeth As you smile at my trembling shoulders But your skin, did you notice your skin?
It cries a soft weep like mine

[Chorus 2]
I'll sell, I'll sell my whole to you What's my, what's my, what's my price?
How 'bout, how 'bout just a part of you?
'Cause I want, I want, I want, I want, I want, l want, I want, I want, I want

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

i love that in fits for slow dancing. i imagine it as a soundtrack for a quiet moment after a big fight, wanting to be near each other and not wanting to want that. ughhh i love me some heartbreaking content okay bye some of the lyrics:

[Verse 2]
Back to the olive mount you lead me to The wind was blinding so I clung to you
And you smiled so sweetly as you threw me
Down the rocks into the seaweed
You thought that I could fly

[Pre-Chorus]
And I wish I didn't want you
Wish I could do without
This blood on my face
Where your teeth sunk in
Bite me again

[Chorus]
When it's 4AM and your heart is breaking I will hold your hands, to stop them from shaking
If it takes all night, I will be on your side

[Post-Chorus]
When you're lying here, I believe you love me You can hold my hair back when you kiss me If you stay all night, I will be on your side

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

6. loustat fiona apple - i want you to love me i love this song. i love that it's simple and raw, with deep rooted emotion, as loustat is for me. waiting for 70 years for you to love me... #iwtv #iwtvsky

[Verse 1]
I've waited many years
Every print I left upon the track
Has led me here
And next year, it'll be clear
This was only leading me to that And by that time, I hope that
[Chorus]
You love me
You love me

[Verse 2]
I move with the trees in the breeze
I know that time is elastic
And I know when I go
All my particles disband and disperse And I'll be back in the pulse
And I know none of this will matter in the long
run
But I know a sound is still a sound around no
one
And while I'm in this body I want somebody to want
And I want what I want and I want
[Chorus]
You to love me
You

[Bridge]
And I know that you do
In the dark, I know that you do And I know that you know that you got The potential to pick me up
And I want you to use it, blast the music Bang it, bite it, bruise it
Whenever you want to begin, begin
We don't have to go back to where we've been
I am the woman who wants you to win And l've been waiting, waiting for
[Outro]
You to love me
You
You
Ooh, ooh

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

5. armand mitski - liquid smooth whole album is very armandcoded, because he's "liquid smooth", but also "wife", but also "abbey", but also "real men"—

[Verse 1]
I'm beautiful, I know 'cause it's the season But what am I to do with all this beauty?
Biology, I am an organism, l'm chemical That's all, that is all

[Chorus]
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too And feel my skin is plump and full of life, I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe about to fall, capture me

[Verse 2]
Or at least take my picture
崩れてゆく前に
I'm pulsing, my blood is red and unafraid of living
Beginning to end

[Chorus]
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too And feel my skin is plump and full of life, I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe about to fall

[Bridge]
How I feel this river rushing through my veins With nowhere else to go, it circles round

[Chorus]
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too And feel my skin is plump and full of life, I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too I'm at my highest peak, l'm ripe about to fall, capture me

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

4. daniel courtney barnett - pedestrian at best i have three versions of daniel in my head simultaneously and they're very different, but what unites them is being edgy and mean little shitheads (endearingly). also terrible at relationships. 3rd verse especially hits HARD for past dm...

[Verse 1]
I love you, I hate you, I'm on the fence, it all depends
Whether I'm up, I'm down, l'm on the mend, transcending all reality
I like you, despise you, admire you
What are we gonna do when everything all falls through?
I must confess, l've made a mess of what should be a small success
But I digress, at least l've tried my very best, I guess
This, that, the other, why even bother?
It won't be with me on my deathbed, but I'll still be in your head

[Chorus]
Put me on a pedestal and l'll only disappoint you
Tell me l'm exceptional, I promise to exploit you Give me all your money, and I'll make some origami, honey
I think you're a joke, but I don't find you very funny

[Verse 2]
My internal monologue is saturated analog
It's scratched and drifting, l've become attached to the idea
It's all a shifting dream, bittersweet philosophy
I've got no idea how I even got here
I'm resentful, I'm having an existential time crisis
What bliss, daylight savings won't fix this mess Under-worked and over-sexed, I must express my disinterest
The rats are back inside my head, what would
Freud have said?

[Verse 3]
I wanna wash out my head with turpentine and cyanide
I dislike this internal diatribe when I try to catch your eye
I hate seeing you crying in the kitchen
I don't know why it affects me like this when you're not even mine to consider Erroneous, harmonious, I'm hardly sanctimonious
Dirty clothes, I suppose we all outgrow ourselves
I'm a fake, I'm a phony, l'm awake, I'm alone I'm homely, l'm a Scorpio

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

why is youtube recommending me this. what have i done wrong in my life

screenshot of a youtube video with a title "THIS IS A LESTAT HATE VIDEO" and a thumbnail with a text "LESTAT IS THE VILLAIN"

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

2. lestat mitski - everyone it was the hardest decision for me, because i wrote a whole thread about mitski and lestat, but i think this song is how he exists in my heart rn. the "laurel hell" album as a whole feels very lestat to me

[Verse 1]
Everyone, all of them
Everyone said, "Don't go that way" So, of course, to that, I said
"I think I'll go that way"
[Chorus 1]
And I left the door open to the dark said, "Come in, come in, whatever you are"
But it didn't want me yet
[Verse 2]
Then like a babe in a crib
After some big hand turns out the light

[Verse 21
Then like a babe in a crib
After some big hand turns out the light
[Chorus 2]
And I opened my arms wide to the dark I said, "Take it all, whatever you want" I didn't know that | was young
[Bridge]
I didn't know what it would take I didn't know what it would take
[Outro]
Sometimes I think I am free
Until I find I'm back in line again

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

of course i'm picking the song one... 14 days 14 songs lets gooo #iwtvsky 1. ldpdl amanda palmer - the killing type there's something very louis-coded in amanda palmer's songs to me... "runs in the family" is a strong contender

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olli 🩸 @leftoverlight.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

snow fell today finally!! i have a tiniest bit of holiday spirit...

a picture taken outside at night. in the foreground parked cars cowered in snow, in the background trees also covered in snow, a building and a crane

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