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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 11h

#PTSD descends a fog worst events in my view my own emotion fears reaction my own slight shifting desire or attention others may perceive I may be trapped I want to run when all it was included invitation or to hear those things with fear of being seen I am afraid so so afraid #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 11h

Avoid them Harass the one Whose presence Holds them Safe Now lure Pretend there’s care Where there was none Send soothing words As if to understand SNAP Release the spring They’re caught Will fight for you As you are such A poor poor thing How dare they Be safe Without you #vss365 #poetry

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Ann Tigone @anntigone.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

What has happened to the wonder in me? I used to look out into the night & see the stars— now I just see the dark. You have long been my light, remind me that I am made of magic & that stars burn inside me— even when I can no longer see them. #sensewrds 276

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21h

I wish I could still run to you Feel safe within your arms Find solace In the slowness Of your breath I wish You could just come to me Like all those times before Find music in my voice A wholeness Safe Within a gaze #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21h

Fear again I want to run I’m trapped I do not even know The cause of it Was it some feeling? Want for something else? Fearing how I’m seen? Of my own thoughts made manifest? My feelings heard aloud? How dare you feel! And think! I know They cannot see me Make me cower If I run #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21h

Excitement At a work That I might do To soothe this ragged soul But no This mind can’t read Enough to see And so unwound The ball unravels So once again I wind up hope Instead It’s one more path Round and round To nowhere #poetry

Green yarn sits half wound and half in clumps on a white fleece

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OddlyMe @oddly-me.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

. You didn't deserve what happened to you (by them) Being wounded in your childhood isn't a free pass to wound others in your adulthood I don't deserve what's happening to me now (by you) . #oddlyme #old #poem #wounds 2017

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Something I enjoy As I spend more time here I read more posts As if they’re poetry Descriptions of nature Complaints of your life The plan for the day Appreciation Etched in a cadence Verses of life Try it sometime #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Traumatic events Refuse to stop When they won’t keep Their dangers at bay Losing Loss Retreat to safety Too unwell Home is empty Even my children - I cannot tend them Even the treatments - Too dangerous When those around Won’t keep me safe From their own demons I walk away So alone #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Removing calendars Drifting from my life Gone already: Home Children Love Work What is left? I turn them off entirely Can’t bear to see So many Lives still lived But without me #poetry #ptsd

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Mizz Whozza Whazzit @mwplovesmusic.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Survivors Once my father said I let it happen, recently he said why did you stay, easy to say he’s old school or dismiss him as a boomer; His words, those ideas, are not unique- I don’t hear the rapist could’ve done something different or the abuser could’ve left; #poetry #survivor

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Missed, dismissed Avoidance slips Between the spoken Fear is there Among our stares A safety’s broken Casting doubt Where terrors shout A silent reeling Mem’ries call The words won’t fall Trapped in feeling #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Jackals roam free While safety’s distance Takes illness for excuse What story’s told For the shaking and torn Tending wounds still weeping They say it’s madness Fearing the keeper’s whip Who joined the jackals jaws Madness may murmur But some wounds see Before the crimson bite #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Seeking wild solace Wander blind and stumbling Moist earth and water Pulling from this dark abyss Awaken the sense of now #photography #naturephotography #creek #poetry #tanka

Water flows over a small waterfall formed by fallen sticks on a creek. Cottonwoods and red willow are in the background.

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Panic circles Anger to fear I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m crazy Ignore me Scratch words from my tongue Pulled from my throat Caught in the bile Please Please You love me remember Please see me Explain it No no I’m so sorry I’d never blame you It’s my fault All my fault It’s always my fault #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

The aching tears apart Scattered strands of heart I’m left upon the earth Words drifting on repeat Mockery, attacks My safety was a farce There’s none for me When powerlessness Is chosen scared Such weeping fate When distance was too late #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Lemon balm brings gladness Shaking flowers Seeds jump to palm Some flowers fall Walk away No longer in disguise I laugh I want this too A little seen A little hidden A lot safe Like little spiders Among the flowers For next year’s tea #poetry #naturephotography #plantphotography #druidsky /|\

Lemon balm plant with browning flowers, their seeds invisibly held in the depth of this small thing. Somewhere, spiders the color and size of those flowers hide.

Bright green lemon balm plants that have grown recently among the grasses

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IrishLisa 🌈 @irishlisa.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i kept waiting for the perfect moment turns out one clumsy step still moved us forward #2WordPrompt #Forward #Moment #FreeVerse #Poetry #Micropoetry #JustWrite #WritingCommunity #BlueskyPoets

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Brightness in the dark Seeds and flowers together There is hope somewhere #poetry #haiku #micropoetry #photography #flowerphotography

Bright yellow shrubby cinquefoil blossom with many seed heads clustered in a cinquefoil bush.

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Serena🪞🧿✨ @alethianstrata.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Fourteen hundred different feelings moving through me, Down from the depths, up through my spine— all manner of grief, and guilt, and resentment for the force of this existence, and it burns and churns away in my heart. My mind clears, becomes elated in the blurring between the worlds. #Poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

2am Wide awake Shedding layers Bend & quake Rawness stings Old flesh falls Ragged form Reaching tall Follow losses Slipping grasp Wondering What’s left to last Deeper wounds Aching strife Cannot be All to this life Breathing slows Sight unfurls Something’s there Beyond grief’s world #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

As a kid, my mom would respond to our messes with, “Do you think fairies are going to come out and clean up after you?!” To which I would retort, “the story says the kids are the brownies, but that’s not me, so I thought you must be the fairy in the story!” She was and wasn’t amused. #folklore

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

there is madness in this scattering it ripples through calling for laughter poems singing rage for screaming and for writhing for following the ambling of images of sound and scent to be between unabashedly between in it only so much only so much there is only so much one can hold #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I choose madness Is it choice? To ride the skies? To flit between The layers of what’s real? I may not have chosen Horrors, terrors relived Bringing madness But I welcome it - The madness Chaos Whimsy Worlds of my own making Unmasked wilds I do not know That I can Do anything else #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I danced among clouds Solitude chosen Amid water vapor Far enough from tears Familiar enough to dream #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Abuser files first Claims victimhood for himself Stories will split skies And though retelling devours Phoenixes know how truth burns Venmo @Rae-Blaisdell #poetry #tanka #micropoetry #metoo #mutualaid

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

Learn to gather supplies One at a time Even if the art may never come Learn to make and follow Patterns in the muck Perhaps that’s art itself Learn to catch The joys as they dart past Though they will slip Too fast Between my fading fingers #poetry #ptsd #depression

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

so much sorrow grief weighing on the whole of me it shadows every joy and flicker of a hope I want to make a plan identify that which will help escape this darkness but see there the sun is shining and there’s beauty all around it’s not enough 1/2 #poetry #grief #ptsd

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Matthias (watering thoughts) 🦄🧚‍♂️🐉 @ignorantfairy.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

departed from her habits sorrow slowly floating away on summer's breeze as if her breath contained traces of sadness dispersed like dandelion seeds she swayed alongside weeping willows sheltered her voice barely a whisper fading at dusk #vss365 depart #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Dreaming sadness Unfound friends A family where the loss is tended - Still she hopes the flowers bloom But children, they are left behind Perhaps that’s better Then alone I sit upon the cold and drifting Finding - But it is too late I am alone Among them all Still tending Tending sadness #poetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I have found my way again Into the oaken grove The benches wet from watering I sit and soak up coolness As the Garden’s temperature Creeps into city’s summer swelter How I long to be like fern and aster Resting in the shade Of tall green guardians #poetry #photography #aster

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I assaulted him? How is the drunk one with established boundaries of no intimacy after alcohol the one at fault? Trauma established, rules made sober. He was in power and didn’t stop it. When a later assault was named, he claimed himself victim. Never admitted fault either time of course. #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Depression, it devours me It marks me, makes me crawl I want to carve its pain into my arms To tear the hair out from my head To rip my clothes and paint my face To scream and weep beyond disgrace I want collapse, I want destruction All things falling beyond function 1/4 #poetry #ptsd #depression

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Yesterday I told my workplace I won’t be returning mid-July at the end of my Safe Leave. My career, all the support and work I gave my community as a therapist, wrapping up. My healing journey uncertain. Any future career unknown. I have so much grief. #ptsd

Green leaves of dogbane with a pinkish-white flower cluster centered.

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Someone set a salve beside me For tending of these wounds Then walk away There’s too much grief for staying When your own life might hold joy But if you could Return from time to time And let me see the ways It weaves into the arches of your face That I might touch them And remember #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Grasses dancing lithe Coaxing stillness of caught breath Every caress yearns #faesense #titillatingtextures #poetry #haiku #micropoetry

Flowering wild grasses in movement and stillness, horsetails blurred in the background among more wild grasses

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Vibrant sunset Dancing wonder Sands swirl with ancestors and earth Settling in desert valley nooks Where deep waters Heal and feed us all #poetry #photography #naturephotography #dusk #nightsky

A sunset picture tilted so the horizon move from bottom left to upper right corners, filtered so the sky appears bright purple and the sunset may colors show more fuchsia than red. The San Juan mountains accentuate the far horizon

A sunset picture, filtered so the sky appears in hues of turquoise and teal and the sunset colors remain more true to their oranges and reds. The San Juan mountains accentuate the far horizon and cottonwood silhouettes are on the right side

A sunset picture, filtered so the sky appears deep purple and indigo and the sunset more pink-red. The San Juan mountains are barely visible on the far horizon and cottonwood silhouettes are on the right side of the horizon . The moon is a smudge in the upper left corner.

A sunset picture, unfiltered. The sky is orange at try horizon and shifting to deep blue at the top of the picture. A single star is visible. The San Juan mountains are barely visible on the far horizon and cottonwood silhouettes are on the right side of the horizon.

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Starlight joins red sky Moon-smile’s wafting willow seeds Owl song weaves the dusk #poetry #haiku #micropoetry

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Coyotes cackle joyously Beyond the cottonwoods Owl hoots to me And I sing back As something flies behind my head It may be hope Though cloaked in darkness So familiar #poetry

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Gerhard Oevermann 🐦‍⬛ @oevermann.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

last twilight of spring the fox carries fire under its tongue #haiku

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Grief & pain well up From now & other times I’m not okay The days still strung With undone tasks And plans unmade My breakthroughs Are like fighting my own screams To stay & hope for safety And to feel it all But these Don’t feel Like hope They hurt It’s just Another part of hell #poetry #ptsd

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Edmonds Scanner @edmondsscanner.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Your daily affirmation: I’m allowed to be happy. I’m allowed to float through town wrapped in ancient magic and cosmic madness.

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

You came when I had given up On real hope, anyway On anything as full as this You came when I had shrunken Barely kindling a flame For someone I did not think could exist And I was scared But felt it Knowing deep within that you were it #poetry #lovepoetry 1/3

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Heart hurts Mind calls out A shrieking inner dialogue I can’t escape I want to run But stuck Too much to do And nothing ever good enough For wraiths that haunt The eras I cannot escape Automated masks arise To hide it all Until I’m unsure I even exist As anything That’s really me #poetry #ptsd

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Children in the creek Making friends With ripple & silt Childhood & wind Two become four Fairy houses & bug hotels Childrens’ paws join dog’s Along the bank They ask before they take a leaf Of me, as who is meant to know And their own sense Of right & balance #poetry #photography #creek 1/2

Four children play along a creek, most with their backs turned to the camera, moving sand and silt.

Three paw-like prints in variegated brown silt. The center one is a dog print and the two outside ones are made by children imitating paw prints

White and pink clusters of small flowers on bushes

A spotted towhee on a creek bank with teal sandals nearby

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Toad! I was so excited to see this Fowlers toad on my path at the #DenverBotanicGardens. So fun! #herps #toad #naturephotography #photography

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Serena🪞🧿✨ @alethianstrata.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I have been a love-starved, tragic woman— familiar with the weight of being difficult to love through all my hunger. I have been manic, possessed, and searching inside— the place in me no one dared to go. Visiting worlds within myself, unraveling— endlessly, like my dreams. #Poetry #SkyPoet

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Edmonds Scanner @edmondsscanner.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Don't forget to hydrate. Don't forget to rest. Don't forget to disappear into art & books. Don't forget to make a mess & cause a ruckus once in a while. Don't forget to wander in mysterious forests, for a day or a lifetime.

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Alpenglow Raevyn @landseasky.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Thoughts of you soothe cells Touch relieving years of lack Let us love always #haiku #senryu #micropoetry #poetry #lovepoetry

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Melissa Love @gnome-and-tonic.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Tie the knot into the thread My Will take hold All doubt to shed Tie it twice for it has bled My Will be bold With black and red Thrice the bind so it is said My Will behold The plea is pled One Two Three And It Will Be #FolkWitchFriday #WitchSky

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