☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 19/02/2025gm moots, had another rough night but i came to a difficult realization that may be hard to hear the whole reason i migrated from tumblr to bluesky was to avoid what's happening now, the censorship of content related to EDs and SH. now that bluesky is suffering 380
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 19/02/2025GUYS WHAT HAPPENED I WAS BUSY ALL DAY WHY IS EVERYONE MAKING ALT ACCOUNTS AND TALKING ABOUT PROTECTING THEIR ACCOUNTS WTF 180
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 19/02/2025so funny story about what's been happening recently >hate my creative writing class for a variety of reasons which is ironic bc im a writer at heart >the prime of which being the double standard of my professor saying its ok to write darker things while my classmates EVISCERATE any poem that isn't 150
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)🌸Petal Candy🌸 @stripedcandy.bsky.social · 18/02/2025Visual representation of food noise 14113
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 18/02/2025as soon as bsky adds priv accounts i'm definitely going to go followers only 090
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 18/02/2025its 10 days till spring break for me and usually that would be exciting bc of the break from school and it is but for me its bc i get to stay home and absolutely FUCK MYSELF UP in all the ways i want to without worrying about going to class the next day 040
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 18/02/2025man i just wanna fucking feel something so i know i'm alive 190
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 17/02/2025two realizations this morning: 1) if i attract the worst people (not you mooties mwah) abusers, groomers, anyone who thrives on the misery of others, then what does that say about me? 2) i thought my ED was putting me in the drivers seat in life but in reality it is now in the drivers seat and im 150
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 17/02/2025OH LOOK. THAT THING I SAID WAS GOING TO HAPPEN IS HAPPENING NOW. AND I FORGOT TO PUT MY WATCH BACK ON. FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE. 020
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)angel girl🪽 @candied-angel.bsky.social · 17/02/2025i’m so tired of food being such a big hurdle for me. every single day 091
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 17/02/2025i want to go to bed so goddamn mcfucking bad rn but i know i can't bc if i go to bed before like 11-11:30pm i'll wake up at 2-4am and be awake until at LEAST 6am CURSE MY STUPID BRAIN 260
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)bliss @oatbliss.bsky.social · 17/02/2025the level of health anxiety i have on the daily is unnatural for someone who claims to be su!c!dal 2142
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 17/02/2025feeling gross:( #edsky #caterpillarsky 1193
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 17/02/2025ok to explain the bullshit ive been going through: last night i was like "god this ed is fucking stupid, it makes me hyperfocus on food when i should be focusing on actually making myself feel worse and therefore more valid, i should be chasing something that should actually kill/damage me in a 120
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 17/02/2025me this morning: today i'm going to eat intuitively and take the calories as they come me this evening: today i'm going to carve every square inch of fat off my body and burn it and bleed out and die 040
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 16/02/2025TW FRESH CUTS + vent in thread #sh #shsky #shtwt #slitsky #slittwt #cutspo #988sky #988twt 140
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 16/02/2025literally the only thing keeping me from cutting myself rn is the Tired Eepy (it is 6am, Hell Naw) but after i wake up again......media.tenor.coma close up of a cartoon character with blue eyes covering his face with his hands .ALT: a close up of a cartoon character with blue eyes covering his face with his hands . 040
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 16/02/2025every night for the past few days has been like "what if i fuck around and recovered from my ED" or "what if i fucked around and put my head through a noose" with no in between 050
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 16/02/2025shoutout to the ppl who have EDs purely for the destruction, i see you 😔 ✊ 070
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 16/02/2025i just got that horrible feeling i get when i feel nauseous in public and i'm afraid i'm gonna have to leave bc I'm sick or i'm gonna puke on the floor......but i'm in my APARTMENT RN BRO NOBODY IS HERE????? 040
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025i feel so pathetic like this, rented the prince of egypt to kill some time while waiting for dinner and im thinking to myself "look at me, waiting for food as if my life revolves around it, craving it forever and always like a dog begs for treats, i have no actual hobbies so i replace them with 130
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025i only just bought him but im in love with him, he smells like lavender and i can microwave him to make him warm, now i too smell like lavender 2100
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025update, the regret has set in! im safely in my hating food era again :3 020
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025did smth i never thought id do again and had a cookiewich from insomnia cookies, it was so goddamn delicious and if i wasn't so dissociated from my own thoughts rn im sure the guilt would set in, now i gotta go home and make actual lunch and im SURE the guilt will kick in then 🫠 130
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025im going to crumple into a ball and die (my scoliosis is really visible today and it makes me upset and makes my health anxiety spike) 140
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 15/02/2025quick i need someone to insult me bc i wrote smth im really proud of but i don't like feeling proud bc it gets my maladaptive daydreams going and my brain convinces me that im an egotistical asshole quick someone tell me i ain't shit (/hj like i worded this in a funny way but i feel like an asshole) 020
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 14/02/2025went over to my parents place briefly to see the new dog and I burned my tongue speed eating a lean cuisine meal that I've had stored specifically for when I had to come home because my brother showed up and I am NC with him and so I had to wolf that shit down and book it out the door LOL 020
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)bliss @oatbliss.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I love the thought of taking up less space 03013
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 14/02/2025the universe has sent me blessings today, not only do i get a fucking SHINY PSYDUCK but MY PARENTS ARE FOSTERING A DOG AND DIDNT TELL ME SO NOW WE HAVE A DOG!!!! (proof of shiny lol) 3100
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 14/02/2025update: the pain lingers along with nausea, idk if i'm gonna sleep tonight, i can't even tell if this is the ana or not but if i got some confirmation that it was on god id consider recovering bc WOW IM AGONIZED 010
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 14/02/2025i think either i injured myself somehow while napping (probably bc i was sleeping sitting up, thanks reflux) or my body is finally breaking down because ive had pain running from the mid abdomen all the way to my right knee all day and tylenol is fighting for its LIFE trying to help it, if this 110
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 14/02/2025yeah im self conscious about how much i eat and how it makes me look but i'm also super self conscious about how i eat, im hyper focused on my eating speed and how much i chew and how long the meal lasts and how i eat like i've never seen food in my life and how fucking embarrassing it is 020
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 13/02/2025ive felt so empty and detached from myself today that i forgot to weigh myself before my shower (thankfully i didn't eat before weighing) and do so much of my daily routine, i'm not even human rn im just piloting a meat suit and going from place to place with no purpose or identity, ig this is 120
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)Bree Lundberg @breelundberg.com · 13/02/2025There’s so much I’ve had to do to conform to society. It would be nice if just once in awhile society would conform to me. 653578
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 13/02/2025idk how the FUCK my stomach looks so big at 16.8 BMI but CLEARLY "severely underweight" isn't underweight enough im so fucking pissed 150
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 13/02/2025sometimes i think i want new friends and a relationship but then im like "thats so much work, having friends and ESPECIALLY having a partner takes up so much energy, its like having a newborn baby" and i know no normal person who has had healthy relationships would think this way but its how i think 010
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 13/02/2025OHHHHH i actually paced myself on my water today and i felt better than i did last night who clapped 060
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 13/02/2025idk if a phlebotomist would love me or hate me bc my veins are POPPING out of my ENTIRE ARM but also my arm is scarred as hell and def will get more scarred in the future 020
Reposted by ☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)mcc @dryad.technology · 13/02/2025Sometimes I feel very jealous of people who find sleeping and eating easy 716013
☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI) @landmine-boy.bsky.social · 12/02/2025going feral bc nobody told me there was a brand of ice cream that was even lower cal per pint than halo top AND it tastes amazing, NICKS SWEDISH VANILLA WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE 120