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Kessa || MCR 5 Days

@kessaskcals.bsky.social
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EDtwt veteran, 27, she/her || 21+ mdni, non ED dni

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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 04/08/2025
Thank you. It's a lot like that. But also a lot stricter too. It's so bull too because a lot of the metrics my dad judges me for, my bf is way better at (credit score/body fat as examples) It shouldn't be this way period. I shouldn't have to justify it explain to my dad yk? This shouldn't be
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 04/08/2025
I'll miss your posts 🙏 I hope muchi had a great birthday picnic this weekend
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 04/08/2025
I'm going to leave this account up but I will not be posting to it. Find me on X @/kessakcal
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 01/08/2025
Going back to ed/twt
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I have a legal contract with my father I cannot break
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I wish there was a nice deep hole I could crawl into and never come out again
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Can't bring my boyfriend to my dad's because my dad is racist Nazi fuck and I just can't do that to someone. Just cause I'm stuck with this creature for a parent doesn't mean I have to involve anyone else in it.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Idk what to do. I'm just a disappointment again and honestly close to cutting ties to my dad again because I just can't perform. Sucks that my family is conditional
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
Annnnnnd I'm a pussy who's flaked on every plan I've made in the last year. I'm not going
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
Honorable mention: Fu, my sweet baby boy - I would die for him.
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a black and white drawing of a man with a mask and the words i like the raiders
ALT: a black and white drawing of a man with a mask and the words i like the raiders
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
Really close to going full feral over a new favorite character. I watched T W O (2) episodes on Friday and now I'm current in all 144 chapters of the manga. Show/Manga is Gachikuta and it's sick af. Character is Rudo
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a cartoon character with white hair and a white robe
ALT: a cartoon character with white hair and a white robe
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
But I need to see my dad and I could always fuck off to my old stomping grounds. + It's local so I have my w33d with me.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
Surprise beach trip this weekend, I am going to lose it :( I'm going to go completely off the rails this time and just outright refuse to wear a bathing suit. For the record, I don't even know how to swim so I'm not missing out
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 26/07/2025
Rediscovering my love for manga 🫶
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Good luck Commander 🫡🫡 Show Saren who's boss
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Yeahhhh, Wrex is wonderful, he's a real homie
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Oh that's so cool! I recently went back to play the original trilogy at the beginning of the year and had so much fun replaying it. Who's your favorite companion?
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
This is one of my favorite games ever :)) I really hope you enjoy! The driving is a little tough but you can do it!
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 24/07/2025
No, I can relate. I'm not personally familiar with Ozzy, but I think about Chester Bennington constantly and what his music did for me. You're valid, take all the time and space you need.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 23/07/2025
❤️🙏 I'm sorry, I hope it gets easier soon for you
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 23/07/2025
I haven't eaten in a few days and I'm not hungry at all. .... Okay yes, now that you mention it I may be disassociating since I feel nothing at all, period. Not hungry/full, hot/cold, tired/pain. At least I'm still sleeping
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 22/07/2025
I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm depressed as hell. So I keep doing things to improve my confidence and I workout in non destructive ways now. It keeps getting worse.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 18/07/2025
Sorry to jump in. I've been dry brushing since 2023 and I really notice a difference!! I swear by and recommend it to everyone
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 17/07/2025
I wish I could go back and talk myself out of gaining weight. Cause clearly I didn't recover at all, just gained weight
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 16/07/2025
Being current in 0ne P!ece sucks. This is how I end up returning to fanfiction I bet
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 15/07/2025
Shout out to oomf from the old app who suggested keeping your bread frozen. Makes it harder to binge + always fresh
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 13/07/2025
I get closer to relapse slowly. Just need to bide my time
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 12/07/2025
Been on a BG//3 kick. That's been good
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 09/07/2025
Fucked up at work after already feeling pretty bad. I'm kinda just in my room waiting for the day to end. I'm so tired
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 09/07/2025
I did not do that. I don't know what the point is. I'm just a huge failure. I'm scared out of my mind to the point where I'm just lying to myself. My dad couldn't express empathy if it bit him in the dick. it's just me not trying hard enough. I know.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
missing my old x moots :,/// the ones who stayed behind
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
I'm going to call my dad today, gotta do it. I've been talking about it for weeks
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
too scared to weigh myself or count cals but I've been roughly maintaining. however that won't last if I keep drinking
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
desperate enough to consider therapy
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 08/07/2025
we got post notifs....but not private accts 😩 bite my ass bro, where's my priv accts???
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 07/07/2025
Idk what to do. I hate my life so bad. I can't find a way to get stability
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
(45-60min, low to med impact, 5-7x a week)
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
If working out doesn't give me endorphins does that mean I'm not doing it right
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 05/07/2025
Gonna do a workout then idk maybe nap? Cry? I keep procrastinating calling my dad. I need to get this figured out, I have just six months to move
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 04/07/2025
I just need to replace my bookshelf and it will be the first time I've had furniture I *want* in my room and not what I *settle* for
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 04/07/2025
Trying to talk to bf went exactly how I feared it would.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
I'm doing:) really bad:) I cried all night, had nightmares, bf refused to see me this morning. I have nowhere to go. Literally not a single safe space. At this point do I just turn myself in somewhere? What's up?
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
Idk wtf I'm doing for food today, I haven't eat so far. May just .. not :) we will have to see. Basically I have to restructure my life and beliefs now. Despite best efforts became important again at work. Will probably be moving soon
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
I really went "I'm not emotionally abandoned *that* often-" gurrrrl the acceptable number of times to be emotionally abandoned is ZERO. That is the only acceptable amount. Standards. Learn them. Let's go.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
This day is a little bit actually cursed. I get in a fight with bf, my twin needs emergency surgery. I'm going to burst into a million pieces and cry
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
Well. Time to call my dad I guess
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
What does it even matter bro. I don't have friends anyways. I don't have family.
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
I was trying to delete my drunk ramblings from last night and accidentally deleted my vent from this morning I fucking hate this app
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
share.google/nHz6JVdca70D... I had some of the details confused but here you go
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Scientists document carnivorous squirrels in California who hunt voles : Short Wave
In pop culture, squirrels are often seen as jerky, excited critters on the hunt for nuts to stuff themselves with and tuck away for later. But squirrels are on the hunt for something a bit meatier in ...
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Kessa || MCR 5 Days @kessaskcals.bsky.social · 02/07/2025
Funny you ask! U||S|A DC red squirrels are rampant and have in recent years been seen attacking and ultimately eating others but the behavior is mostly driven by overpopulation.
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