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Auyán

@kerepakupai.bsky.social
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a little lover angry and hollow trying to fill back in with warm and gentle colors venezuelan, trans, dyke, irritable 35, she/they/do not

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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
all moved out of the old temp room and into a new temp room 🥲 this ones a sublet tho so its partially still filled with someone else's stuff and it doesnt really feel as homey i miss the dilapidation tbh
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
shopping on my own!!! feels bad 😢
someone stands mostly in silhouette in a dark glass window reflection. theyre outside, theres a parking lot behind them
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
thrifting treasures
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
pics of the chaps that only secondarily showcase the chaps
a selfie of a venezuelan dyke with the camera held high overhead, theyre wearing a cap, clear glasses, a small black croptop and thock black chaps over faded grey black jeans. theres a cluttered bedroom behind and under them. they wear a casually intrigued expressiona venezuelan dyke crouches coaching style with their forearms on their thighs, looking with neutral interest at the camera, theres a messy room in the backgrounda picture of mostly a wall with some sparse decoration, primarily an ornately black framed mirror where a venezuelan dyke wearing leather chaps embodies the vibe of wearing leather chaps
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
started wearing leather chaps casually because fighting the urge to hide my fashion whims in the face of feeling really cringe has become a source of power i feel like a witch feeding off a cursed object also i found them at goodwill for like $5 😺
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
that guy was right, calling a razor brand venus is vile im gonna start a machete brand named venus because thats what it should take to navigate a beautiful woman's body hair me in the bush if im totally honest 🪓😤🔪
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
my silly ritual of smearing the little left over t gel on my hands on my happy trail area has worked. i have dark hairs there now moving onto my pits now.. 😏👏🏽
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
upgraded the bedframe cuz the middle supports kept falling over
a slap shod bedframe made of visibly neglected wood with an unorthodox support structure. its in a thickly decorated room with a window at the head. someone is giving a thumbs up in the upper right corner
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
shirt idea: uninterested unavailable unapproachable in a recycling icon and in the middle theres two stick figures holding hands with a 🚫 over them
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
i think its time to just cry for awhile
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
made a bedframe from sidewalk wood slightly less of a scumbag
a small cluttered room with a bed on a bedframe taking up most of the space
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
tried bleaching the mysterious tawny stains on my lesbian sex shirt and instead i made the black accents turn gayer but the stains are still there 😩
a mini baseball tee with black sleeves and collar bleached unevenly reddish brown and orange-pick. theres a gestural sketch of two sapphic lovers loving on it in black lineart. its on a bar camping mattress a close up of the bleached accents on the shirt
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
no fleas this morning, instead natural is healing
an intense close up of a very small spider on a greyish beige shirt
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
had my first nighterror here raggedy shadow hag pulling my sheets from the corner of the bed but it only lasted like 1 min or something? wasnt really that bad. i think my fear instinct is broken even during night terrors lol
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
toasting milky spruce resin
a jar held up to the light over a bed. its full of partially melted milky spruce resin toasting with twigs and leaves inside. the jar is closed
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
weedwhacked for like thre hours through overgrown woody land in this outfit swaggiest teen on the landscaping team / most toxic lesbian in their mid 30's at the bar also my teeth are upsetting painful rn and i have to clean them a lot right now
a venezuelan lesbian poses in a bathroom to show off their embarassingly swaggy outfit. theres a black scribble off their hip with red text over it "definitely not a toilet here" also they are actively using mouthwash
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
tattoo idea?
a sour looking lesbian shows off their scribbled on tattoo idea: bad day in all caps across their neck
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
what do depressed ex trophy wives do but post pictures of themselves and their rooms on the internet
a beat up acrylic heart mirror on some fake wood veneer shows the side profile of a venezuelan lesbian with their long curly hair in a cap. theres a blurry close up of a floral pillow in the bottom right. a peek of the floor and wall to the bottom left
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
"i bring a sort of unknowably flesh-based continual identity vibes to polar research stations that idealogically divided teams of western scientists dont really like (but i do regret the dog)" worked 15 mins on that after remembering the version of The Thing written from The Thing's perspective
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
man my film is fucked up, this is fresh out the guy
someone holds a damaged, freshly taken polaroid yet to develop its picture but showing lots of shapes and contract. theres a messy bedroom floor in the background
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
i went camping with one of my besties otw to swimming and yea i did swim with fishnet tights
a trans venezuelan dressed kind of flamboyantly over their swimming clothes squints up at the camera against the sun. theyre outside, standing on some asphalt and it is bright outside. theres some grass at the top of the image
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
wahoo im 35 lookit this baby, she's 26 and then theres this fuckin guy
a 26 year old woman smiles with a wild dissociation burning in her eyes. shes in a car, wearing a torn black tank top and a key around her neck. theres some feathery bullshit in her hairthis fuck guy poses in a campy way to celebrate the wickidity of diy piercings
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
feeling fucked up about how people have treated me in living memory and trying my best to embody how everyone else is treating me i am scared but i dont have to be i blame myself but i dont have to i think i deserve this then, now and forever but i dont i dont know what that means, yet
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
found the biggest ratchet strap ive seen in person on the street while biking but its a lil tore up. but the person who took me in loves ratchets and i wanna give it to her for her birthday as an ornament i think some tastefully applied and cleaned up brazing would look real pretty
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
shirt idea: Divorced Worse Than Before
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
my temp divorce sanctuary might be full of flaking lead paint but at least it looks cool
a dilapidated room littered with misc posessions. theres no ceiling and the walls are covered in flaking lead paint
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
safely somewhere to stay now hoping for some quiet..
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
ah ive been divorced well
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
please call me Auyán from now on deep down inside ill always be devil's mouth but i wanna be a hidden piece of the sky now, an island somewhere safe where things can be strange and inefficient and incompatible and beautifully ongoing, going and going safe, in the sky but still on the ground
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
dreaming of running away
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
continuously trying not to think about how often i have to wait for swooshy after images to fade because ive just got way too much to deal with i am, tho, allowing myself to reject the the faux-parkinson's that my anti psychotic meds give me more and more cuz this is already too much for me
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up there are a year old but im allowed to want to be told im cute im wearing this to go river tubing tomorrow please accept my offerings of bulge and meager booty 🙏🏽
a trans venezuelan dyke poses in  atwist to show off how their one piece makes their ass look kinda nice, theres a messy bedroom behind thema smiling trans venezuelan dyke poses cheerfully in a black one piece, giving a victory sign. theyre in a messy bedroom
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 15/08/2026
there's a trascendant peace to be found in the 10,001 stabs it takes to stick n poke yer own belly rocker
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
ugghh i hate packing for these stays away why do i need such definite time away 😿 but the states of rage and cruelty keep popping up, no resistance once it breaks through their surface they smiled while hurting me.. they stabbed at my most delicate wounds UUGGHHH
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
tinkered the hell out of this thing
an excessively worked on miniature sword amulet, it has been corroded, plated, brazed, soldered and sulfered. for fun. its resting on a square of copper chain mailan excessively worked on miniature sword amulet, it has been corroded, plated, brazed, soldered and sulfered. for fun. its resting on a square of copper chain mailan excessively worked on miniature sword amulet, it has been corroded, plated, brazed, soldered and sulfered. for fun. its resting on a square of copper chain mailan excessively worked on miniature sword amulet, it has been corroded, plated, brazed, soldered and sulfered. for fun. its resting on a square of copper chain mail
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
whats up with phone cameras either making things look way hotter or way colder than they really are when it comes to blackbody radiation
a cheap forge radiating blackbody radiation from within. a trick of the sensors makes it glow white when it is really a juicy looking dull orange
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Wix @toidixiw.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
ROOMIE DREW ME AND SINKDOG IM GNA CRY (bad-lich.tumblr.com)
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
wow my arm hairs still have pigment even in sunlight thank you?? for the gift, exogenous testosterone
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
forged myself a bunch of intense looking keychain rings for my carabiner cuz the next time they get caught, i want whatever stupid thing holding me back is to get wrecked and fall to the floor instead of all my keys and also i really needed to be just a little gayer, i guess
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
i wish my nose was bigger 🤔💭👃🏽📈
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
was taking pics of some cool steel for a friend and found a bunch of snake skins in my forge 🫠 im not like.. upset. theyre probably harmless. but i uh.. i just didnt know, i guess. also how the fuck did they get in
someone holds up a pretty long snake skin by the middle
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
did a lil bit of diy electroplating on the sword part of my blade-in-halo amulet pair here's fresh out the dip it sure is pretty looking
a close up of a tiny sword blade amulet thats been roughly electroplated with copper. theres a crispy band of copper acetate crystals between the copper and the bare metala close up of a tiny sword blade amulet thats been roughly electroplated with copper.
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
i just had a terrifying delusional schizo episode and i handled it so well 😤 that being said i wanna dye the tips of my hair green like mossy green, dirty and mottled yea? nea?
a dog dyke coming down from hours of flooding adrenaline poses casually in a desk chair, hand curled against their shoulder. grey shirt with a dog on it. they are very pierced. heart glasses and cameo cap with long hair spilling out of it
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
the precarious balance of trying to be there for a very dear friend while theyre grieving without yer own inner torrent of grief breaching the levies and drowning you 😵‍💫😶‍🌫️🪦🌊☠️
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
i put off putting one of my tongue piercings back in and the jewelry i hand made for it is missing and i cant find it anywhere 😩 and the tiddy bar and spikes i had for my right top tiddie is missing, too 😞 and my bike charger is missing, too??? ugh ive spent all day trying to find them
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
just wanted to say im incredibly happy with my six extra nipples and i encourage anyone else considering a mammary ridge tattoo to do it it fucking rips
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
i finally got a dream tattoo today censorship for comical reasons, maybe also spiteful reasons feral momma progress: 27%
a trans venezuelan dyke lifts their shirt to reveal three extra sets of nipples down their torso, like a mammary ridge. the original nipples are censored by magic dagger emojisa trans venezuelan dyke lifts their shirt to reveal three extra sets of nipples down their torso, like a mammary ridge. the original nipples are censored by skull and cross bone emojis
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
he he he 🧑🏼‍🤝‍🧑🏽🌈💕
a basket mounted to a bike with a sticker with simple lineart of a puppy tha reads "DYKE PUPPY" and above it theres handpainted text that reads "I ♥️ MY"
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
finally getting my mammary ridge tattoos tomorrow wahoo willingly being tattooed by someone else so someone i care about can practice tattooing false nipples for people who have lost theirs, something i also care about up the furries, up the top surgery recepients
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Auyán @kerepakupai.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
hrmm.. stick n pokes, dyeing with anatto, coffee and tumeric and making corsets out of discarded industrial equipment.. im being a specific type of dyke today but im not sure
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