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K-N9

@kenkenucho.bsky.social
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a true yupster

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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/02/2026
Haven’t posted on Bluesky for a while, what’s up blueskyers!
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
Here it is! My gift to you for Valentine’s Day! My little song! youtu.be/lL4yFkSIeKs?...
youtu.be
LOVE SONG NO. 1
YouTube video by Ken Kenucho
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
I admitted to my mom that I don’t like my own singing. She told me it’s just going to have to be those things other people might like but not yourself. She told me, “Well I sometimes don’t like my own cooking but you guys eat that up, so it’s gonna be ok.”
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I just got a letter for jury duty 🙃
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
My mom overheard me singing. She says I sing very pretty which is encouraging at least. But I still don’t like any of the vocal takes I’ve done so far…
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I trying to record vocals but there is so much wind outside my mic keeps picking it up
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
It’s only for now, but I’m having a hard time accepting that I exist in this world
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 06/02/2026
I love this song so much! I can’t stop listening to it. Absolutely gorgeous, from the strings to the voice. Listen to it if you have the time! youtu.be/Yyb_PW4W1yg?...
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Colin Blunstone - "Her Song"
YouTube video by Colin Blunstone
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
I know it’s a harsh thing to say but I hate the way I sing
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
It could also be that I dissociated, which is new for me
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
I don’t know how to describe it. It feels liberating but scary at the same time
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
I listened to that Madonna song ray of light and I think I just experienced what people refer to as ego death
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
My maladaptive day dreaming has been taking up my time these days recently. I can’t tell whether it’s boredom or loneliness but it’s so easy for me to lose myself in my head and just pretend that my life is different to what it is now
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
Morning ☀️
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
I’ve started combing my hair again
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 02/02/2026
I am unfashionably earnest.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 01/02/2026
I never considered how exhausting being lonely would be.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
When i listen to music i always walk around in circles and it worries my family. I can never listen to it sitting down unless it’s a car ride.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
I have an ahoge sticking out of my head and I’m constantly trying to dampen it down cuz it looks fucking stupid
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
Thank you, for a while I have felt I have made no progress with my life, but I made it this far alive. That counts for something.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
I didn’t do everything right. Perhaps 14 year old me would’ve been disappointed. But I don’t know him anymore.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
I found my old suicide note, it was never finished. That was 8 years ago, I don’t plan on finishing it. Let it remain unwritten.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
im beginning to regret it. It feels like the wound healed but you can still see the scar. Overdramatic i know.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
I need to record vocals either this week or next week.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
My fears aren’t about getting old, but it’s about what I’m doing with my life while time is being spent.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I am 23 years old. I sometimes have to sit down and just think about that for a while.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
work sucks i know
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
It is, they were really awful
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
The only difference my pills made was that my panic attacks went away at the very least.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Let’s get there one day…
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I can’t self ship with anyone because it would be out of character for them to like me
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I could tear myself apart and rebuild but I’d lose important pieces
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I want to meet myself in a couple of years, was he able to change? And for the better?
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
My self esteem hangs low that its hard to reach and pull out. I want confidence in what I do. All I want to do is just write songs and sing them for you.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I can’t imagine what it’s like for you. Crohn’s disease sounds very agonizing.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
This. I had so many experiences with health issues where my anxiety disorder just ramps everything up to 100. I remember my glucose monitor telling me my blood sugar was dropping dangerously low (it was lying to me I was fine) but even after I found out my body still felt incredibly ill.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Releasing those demos felt like a mishap. I must return more confident in what I do.
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I need to be a better songwriter this time around…
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Like I should save it towards something, but i don’t know what yet
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I initially got a job to pay for my bands studio sessions, but since its dissolution I feel like it’s best if I stick to home recording. What should I even use this money for?
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
my shift got canceled today because of the snowstorm but I got several extra shifts added to my schedule 😕
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
That’s sucks, how are you doing now?
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
no more of this
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
We are ruled by cattle and it’s utterly humiliating
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I discovered Parenti’s works when I was 15 and was my gateway into a lot of things communism. But the more I read Marx, the more Parenti’s writings became deeply flawed in my eyes. But at-least he stood for something, and I always loved the cadence he spoke with. RIP
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
singing makes me so fucking nervous, I need to be completely alone when I do it
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
It’s kind of hard to work on yourself when people keep putting you down
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
It’s that time again…
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
I don’t think it’s hypocritical but I always found trying to connect with others a lot harder than it should be and I’m not sure if I’m the problem or not
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K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
salt on the wound, with extra pepper
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