K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/02/2026Haven’t posted on Bluesky for a while, what’s up blueskyers! 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 14/02/2026Here it is! My gift to you for Valentine’s Day! My little song! youtu.be/lL4yFkSIeKs?...youtu.beLOVE SONG NO. 1YouTube video by Ken Kenucho 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 09/02/2026I admitted to my mom that I don’t like my own singing. She told me it’s just going to have to be those things other people might like but not yourself. She told me, “Well I sometimes don’t like my own cooking but you guys eat that up, so it’s gonna be ok.” 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 08/02/2026My mom overheard me singing. She says I sing very pretty which is encouraging at least. But I still don’t like any of the vocal takes I’ve done so far… 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 08/02/2026I trying to record vocals but there is so much wind outside my mic keeps picking it up 001
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 07/02/2026It’s only for now, but I’m having a hard time accepting that I exist in this world 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 06/02/2026I love this song so much! I can’t stop listening to it. Absolutely gorgeous, from the strings to the voice. Listen to it if you have the time! youtu.be/Yyb_PW4W1yg?...youtu.beColin Blunstone - "Her Song"YouTube video by Colin Blunstone 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026I know it’s a harsh thing to say but I hate the way I sing 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 04/02/2026I listened to that Madonna song ray of light and I think I just experienced what people refer to as ego death 110
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 03/02/2026My maladaptive day dreaming has been taking up my time these days recently. I can’t tell whether it’s boredom or loneliness but it’s so easy for me to lose myself in my head and just pretend that my life is different to what it is now 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 01/02/2026I never considered how exhausting being lonely would be. 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 28/01/2026When i listen to music i always walk around in circles and it worries my family. I can never listen to it sitting down unless it’s a car ride. 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 28/01/2026I have an ahoge sticking out of my head and I’m constantly trying to dampen it down cuz it looks fucking stupid 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026I didn’t do everything right. Perhaps 14 year old me would’ve been disappointed. But I don’t know him anymore. 110
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026I found my old suicide note, it was never finished. That was 8 years ago, I don’t plan on finishing it. Let it remain unwritten. 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 27/01/2026im beginning to regret it. It feels like the wound healed but you can still see the scar. Overdramatic i know. 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026My fears aren’t about getting old, but it’s about what I’m doing with my life while time is being spent. 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I am 23 years old. I sometimes have to sit down and just think about that for a while. 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I can’t self ship with anyone because it would be out of character for them to like me 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I could tear myself apart and rebuild but I’d lose important pieces 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026I want to meet myself in a couple of years, was he able to change? And for the better? 110
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 26/01/2026My self esteem hangs low that its hard to reach and pull out. I want confidence in what I do. All I want to do is just write songs and sing them for you. 110
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026I initially got a job to pay for my bands studio sessions, but since its dissolution I feel like it’s best if I stick to home recording. What should I even use this money for? 120
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026my shift got canceled today because of the snowstorm but I got several extra shifts added to my schedule 😕 020
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 25/01/2026I discovered Parenti’s works when I was 15 and was my gateway into a lot of things communism. But the more I read Marx, the more Parenti’s writings became deeply flawed in my eyes. But at-least he stood for something, and I always loved the cadence he spoke with. RIP 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026singing makes me so fucking nervous, I need to be completely alone when I do it 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 24/01/2026It’s kind of hard to work on yourself when people keep putting you down 021
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026What’s funny is that 10 years ago I used the internet as a means of escape from the alienation I’ve felt irl. Now I feel just as alienated online now. Of both worlds and conquerer of none. 120
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026Still one of my favorite video game OSTs youtu.be/fRgvfPZ6Mfw?...youtu.beDreams in a pie (feat. Maaya Sakamoto) - Napple Tale OST 2 - Yoko KannoYouTube video by maxGALACTICA 010
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026At life I felt like I’ve failed. Maybe I am a failure and it’s time for me to accept that if I ever want to grow. I’ll take it as a lesson, and I’ll take one clumsy step after another. Still learning and becoming. Because that’s just who I am. Walking a line that’s never straight. 020
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026The demos are going private. Upon reflection, 10 years was a long time and I should’ve taken time to process it. These songs only made sense under a certain context but without it they cannot stand on its own. 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026Everything I looked forward to at this point has come to an end, where will I go from here? 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 23/01/2026Time follows its own beat by the way of the ticking of the clock And I struggle to keep up 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 22/01/2026I always had a warped vision of my body. I sculpted it like clay and then I ate it all away. 110
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 22/01/2026Looking at old photos depresses me because I actually realized I liked the way I looked back then. Prior to gaining weight by body and jaw line were really defined, now my face is rounder and those features are now harder to see 000
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 22/01/2026I’m gonna upload it in a couple of hours but now the dread is starting to kick in. No turning back now though. 100
K-N9 @kenkenucho.bsky.social · 21/01/2026I’m releasing my demos either tomorrow or Friday and it’s making me nervous. It’s not a big deal but not only is this my first time sharing any of my music with you guys but I’m literally choosing the most awkward and imperfect ones to share. A weird start. 100
