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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

If you aren't following @quadzillahikes.bsky.social especially on Substack, you should be Well worth the read substack.com/@quadzillahi...

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The Apocalypse is Here, and I'm at Peace

5 July, 2025

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

Something to think about for all the writers out there I know, eww IG but there's still a lot of important information being shared there www.instagram.com/reel/DLb3sKV...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

It's the last weekend of Pride Month Twilight Zone madness has been amping up daily Be extra vigilant Have fun, protest wisely but keep your eyes open Stay safe

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

If you aren't following quadzillahikes ... you should be

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Made a mildly controversial video yesterday, seemed appropriate given all the BS happening and likely to happen next Would love for folks to watch till the end and have a ponder on it youtu.be/5BkdBD2IijU?...

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June 27 2025 - Please watch till the end - A touch unusual for my posts

YouTube video by ShallaRadioLady

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

Took a break from Bluesky Wasn't getting the stimulation I need, in the ways I need Since I'm not laconic, I tried Substack and OF COURSE all ability to write anything went POOF

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Today's not the day to lose control and chose petty retaliation Today's not the day to take a massive amount of salt and draw a giant penis on my neighbors lawn, where it's visible to the road Today's not the day to stoop to that fuckers ineptitude at being a decent human France gets on my last wick

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

I am so tired of living around people who only form of communication is through agression and intimidation tactics

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

I was denied any education after age 15, I'm self taught across a wide spectrum I only know about Dark Tetrad because I've been forced to survive it the last 17 years and I'm still not free of it Once you see something, it's hard to unsee it elsewhere

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

He resembles Dark Tetrad A mix of narcissism, Machiavellianism, psychopathy and sadism

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

Now what? How do I keep us & our abusers alive? How do I get my family and I to safety? substack.com/@keepitraw/n...

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May 2nd now what?

France is slowly k¡lli¡ng me

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

Welp ... Today is May 1st My youngest is now officially 18 I have done everything in my power to keep him and our abusers alive Now it's on him to step into the role of an adult and choose his path forward I'll still do what I can to help him control his extreme CPTSD Still alive Still trapped

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

Please read what I wrote on Substack While the law will no longer remove Inuit children Her case and many others cases are closed but Denmark is doing nothing for those children forced into foster care Nor are they doing anything for those traumatized and abandoned by foster care after 18

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

I wrote the following to help Keira Alexandra K She needs financial help getting to Copenhagen to continue trying to get her daughter Zammi home I know you probably don't use IG but I've added the PayPal name in the photos open.substack.com/pub/keepitra...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 23/04/2025

Now that I know Substack exists AND what it does (to a point) I've started writing there I don't know how to be laconic for here or other word count sites We need HELP 8 days till May 1st and I'm losing my 💩 This is basically an intro'ish start substack.com/profile/3343...

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Shalla Radiolady on Substack

I need help Yet I've got no idea how to get help or who to contact or how to post anything in a way that will be taken seriously My one solid friend has been going through past emails that I've sen...

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

Took a nap yesterday Ended up sleeping for 8.5 hours The psychological turmoil is exhausting Praying and waiting, hoping someone will reply to any of the emails I've sent How do I keep hope alive if anything I do is ignored

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

Posted today We are running out of time and it's too big for me to handle alone We need help Urgently I'm begging for prevention youtu.be/adkmjsGrkXU?...

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SOS help needed ... running out of time

YouTube video by ShallaRadioLady

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

Our list of valid reasons why we desperately need asylum... Keeps getting longer and I keep getting ignored Or trolled

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

I do not feel safe going to the embassy in Paris to update our passports My first name + ex's last name gets me profiled as a Muslim MALE from Algeria or similar No matter that I'm a long term generational citizen won't protect me from being hauled off 2/3

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 30/03/2025

The anti-dei BS in the States It's trying to happen through the US embassy in Paris Foresight dictates the embassies will start targeting anyone who visits the embassy & haul them off My sons legal documents (dual citizens), needed to update passports were being held hostage by my ex & curator 1/3

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

There's so much hypocrisy People scream for prevention AFTER But when presented with the ability to step up and enact prevention Nothing

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Can you comprehend what it's like to have an expiration date Counting down the days till we are legally free when he's finally 18 Terrified that everything we have survived will be for nothing That anything you try gets ignored

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

I spent the 1st two years of my son back in my care, away from his abuser Trying to help him heal Trying to find help Walking every day with death at my side because I never knew what would trigger my son and if I could deescalate it or not While everyone involved used sabotage like clockwork

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Can you comprehend the level of abandonment from society that we're dealing with for a minimum of 3 yrs What it's like to have everything on your shoulders as you receive no help As you receive sadistic game playing with our lives and keeping us trapped The level of assumptions & lack of humanity

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Can you comprehend the level of neglect, malpractice, fraud, violation of human and legal rights it takes to push a kid towards homicidal ideation Where he wants to burn it all down and take out all of his abusers

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Can you comprehend how the abuse didn't stop with his father Continued with the teachers/staff The hospital Lawyers The courts Others in positions of power who refused to protect him and paint me as the villain/scapegoat

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

Do you understand the level of psychological/emotional abuse on top of other forms of endangerment... Can you comprehend what it would take to push a kid to homicidal ideation Where he wants to stalk down his father Torture him Eventually murder or leave permanently disabled

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 22/03/2025

40 days and I've got nothing I get ignored, trolled, called a grifter 40 days and counting down I need help and no one gives a shit 40 days... Do we make it to somewhere safe or does my son end up in the news for taking the law into his own hands against all of our abusers

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

So you won't let me prove And just happy to see me rot Cool beans Look up Shalla Radiolady on IG and YouTube

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Make me a longer list of questions I'll make you a video and post it on YouTube then send you the link

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

As an American legally trapped in France and the French grooming my son to be a home grown terrorist because of the trauma they have caused him ... As well as myself and my 2 older sons Maybe pay attention Europe isn't as wonderful as folks assume They're better at hiding it

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

Not to forget the states denied Anne Frank and her family asylum

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I'm very much not homophobic but you're using it as a shield to be an ass I've been in the BDSM community around 30+yrs I've also got kids (17, 23, 27) But I do not have time for this brat BS It's not a homophobic thing You're just a young POS dudebro and I'm done with that bullshit manipulation

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

@gay.and.lgbt You're using coercive control manipulation guilt tripping & reactionary abuse Disguised in the form of pretty words, to shame others into following you back or be labeled homophobic Pinning the equivalent of shaming the reaction you caused & denying ability to defend themselves

"A certified brat" says "Not following back a gay person, like myself, is considered homophobic." in his bio

That dudebro just started following me, obviously I take a gander at who they are... Turns out to be the equivalent of a gay Alpha male, I expect better from the gay community

"A certified brat" pinned the following
"Tearing someone apart because they wronged you doesn't exactly make you a good person"

This depends in general
But given repeating behavior patterns, he is intentionally using the post to deflect and redirect so as to avoid accountability for using reactionary abuse
Which is the action of purposefully triggering others to illicit a reaction, avoid accountability and blame those being reactive

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

When I was little The town I was in would have a community event and bring out fire trucks and other utility vehicles for folks to explore It would be cool to have exploration parks where you get to experience the escape slides and other stuff

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Please enlighten me What is blue maga Is it just them on Bluesky or am I missing something

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Stephanie Law @spmlaw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

"Legato" Prints here: shadowscapes.com/line.php?lin... #stsg #watercolor #enchanted #fairytales #fantasyart

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

I got a nap Was a good nap Put me at 9hrs of sleep in total Last few days have been 6hrs in total even with a nap

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

I miss them! So smart and pretty, often a bad rep until you learn their personality

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Seebs Like birbs Playful way to change seed and bird More context to it but that's the jist

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Awesome!! I'm so proud of you! Not many embrace the transformation phase of "monster under the bed" Usually folks go for bog witch And that's epic too but there just aren't enough good bogs these days Hope this gave a giggle

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Him and Kendrick Lamar should team up and practice on the current gov

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Random musings with Shalla @keepitraw.bsky.social · 26/02/2025

Question on US citizenship Is it legal for Muskrat to have citizenship in multiple countries if he is now a US citizen

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